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#why couldn't you all have met the sweet immature aqua who made sex jokes and who's only worry was petty drama ?
angeltism
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8 months
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not 2 keep posting literally Only Vents (and like 1 normal thing once a day) but it's nights like these I reminisce about my abuser and wonder all that "what if"s
all the sui tw/cw tags r because of shit I wrote in the tags
#➳ valentin vents
#and yes i am purposefully triggering memories by listening to my playlist of songs i had full blown panic attacks and mental breakdowns to
#or would listen to while it manipulated and turned me into his own little puppet while i felt disgust and. so. unsatisfied.
#i hate that you all know me as who i am now
#i hate that this is the me you have to see
#why couldn't you all have met the sweet immature aqua who made sex jokes and who's only worry was petty drama ?
#why couldn't you guys have gotten attached to him ? he would have been a better friend and partner than this aqua .
#this aqua cries xerself to bed every night even if things are theoretically fine and makes her life miserable for no reason
#he's selfish and always demands more and more and then plays the victim about it
#she shouldn't exist . this vessel should have died a year ago when it met the person — the monster — who ruined it .
#the asshole who killed innocent sonia and left his body to be possessed by the worthless maryne
#i should have done it . i should have gone and chugged all those pills instead of just cutting contact . maybe he would have felt remorse
#maybe I'd have saved so much money and tears and not have wasted the time of those who got to know this current '' being ''
#but I've always been too much of a pussy to do something like that
#oh well
#i guess I'll just have to wait until the universe decides it's my time since i guess . idk . dad would miss me a lot . maybe some irls woul
#too ? and mom and grandma . yeah I'll . uh . not chug an entire bottle of whatever random pills i can find in my cabinet .
#i still need to get married some day . and at the very least I'm not dying a virgin lmao
#ugh angways aqua stfu time go cry in uur bed like uu always do stop telling people online how uu should have killed uurself a year ago n
#sharing tmi about uur trauma !!!!
#tw sui mention
#tw sui ideation
#tw sui vent
#tw sui talk
#cw sui mention
#cw sui ideation
#cw sui thoughts
#yea
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