#wishing my future self luck... pls girl get us out lol... love... last night you

[babygirldennis]

👉👈gonna try breaking out of a toxic relationship that I've been held hostage in for 4 months. 5th times a charm

#hii sorry i dissappeared off the face of the earth ive been in my own personal hell #i cant even. i cant even articulate to you how drained i am rn #i was robbed of my life... my financial stability.. and my entire identity #i let some guy emotionally drain me. i let this dude manipulate me into being his perfect mommy gf #like he says it triggers his ptsd to get broken up with and then is completely unaware that hes being manipulative #bc he 'didnt intend to' like fucker thats not how it works. intentions are irrelevant here #ANYWAY sorry for the small vent hehe i think im ready. i think i finally hate him enough #i have a meeting w a counselor tomorrow at 8 and im finally going to get to get everything off my chest #ive been so isolated since it all started and im just. so excited to finallly be able yo talk about whats going on #and make a plan to end things #get some support and guidance from a pro anf i judt need someone to hear me out and tell me im noy crazy #that he does treat me like shit #hes such a convincing victim #if all goes well tmmrw ill be back :) i miss u internet friends i never meant to ghost you #you know how it is when you have a jealous controlling partner #looking at ur phone is just an invitation to have your privacy invaded #still... ive miss my mutuals... if ur still out der... i hope you are all doing well <3 #wishing my future self luck... pls girl get us out lol... love... last night you