#yamqn

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"Please, sit on my cock. It feels better than that plastic toy. I'm all hard and ready for you. Ride me, please. Cum on my dick. Use me instead of that toy." He babbles, but you don’t listen. 

You want to make him suffer, and you’re scared to dwell too long on where that emotion comes from. You love your boyfriend. You’ve never wanted to hurt him before, but he really pushed you too far this time. 

"You did this. You’re making me do this to you. You’re being a terrible boyfriend." 

"No, don’t say that.” He shakes his head vehemently, getting teary. “I'm sorry. I’ll do anything to make it better. Whatever you want." 

"Will you let him work with me?" You hazard to ask and his face immediately transforms. "No." 

#our good old toxic couple is back baby #txt smut #mort talks #yamqn

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This is yamqn gyu when he was first resurrected and searching for his princess across the globe, feeling lost and hopeless

#looking messy #letting his hair grow out #not caring about anything because he has nothing to live for #if she's not there #yamqn #yamqn sequel #i love how I just randomly pop in here to post about yamqn and then disappear again #sorry i literally have no time to breathe rn 😭 #mort talks

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The way you all had the same thought as soon as you saw the pictures 😭😭 can't say I disagree

Honestly it's giving gyu mourning oc every time she passes too

And these are so yamqn sequel coded too 😭

#damn I miss writing so much #mort talks #yamqn

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I can't actually get over the yamqn ff,i constantly think about them being able to end up as a happy family yk with their child and how Beomgyu would play with their child and adored it so much.😭Do you mind writing a really short darbble about this if u have some time of course

"Mommy, I made tea for you."

"Oh, you didn’t have to, baby. Thank you!" You gush at your son, taking the cup from his hand so he wouldn't spill it.

"Drink it. Drink it!" He sings as soon as you take it from him.

"Okay." You laugh, not failing to see the eager, mischievous look on his face as he watches you take a sip--a look that is all too reminiscent of his father's own boyhood. And soon when the take a sip and a bitter saltiness hits your tongue rather than the sweetness that would be expected, you’re not surprised in the slightest but you sure do act like it for you son's benefit.

"Yuck! What is that?" You make an exaggerated grossed out face and the light airy giggles your son lets out are something he definitely inherited from you. It's Beomgyu's favorite as he has told you many times.

"It's--it's--SALT!" Your son hiccups through his laughter.

"Aw, I can believe I fell for that." You lament dramatically, and that's when Beomgyu comes back to the garden where you and your son are seated.

"Fell for what?" He asks curiously and you give him a silly pout. "Your son put salt in my tea."

"Ohh, the old salt instead of sugar trick. Classic. Respectable. But there is much better ones I can teach you." Beomgyu tell your son and you gasp, fake affronted. "Don't you dare, Beomgyu."

"Oh yeah, and who is gonna stop me?" He asks, picking your son up. "If I take him somewhere you can't hear us and tell him all teach him all the pranks he coule play on you, how are you gonna stop us?"

"Like this!" You shout, shooting up and running towards them to grab them.

"Daddy run!" Your son screams and Beomgyu doesn’t hesitate, taking off into the garden with you hot on their heels, guided by the sound of your son's tinkling laughter.

"You'll never take us alive!" Beomgyu shouts back at you, and you don't miss a bit. "Makes no difference to me."

"Daddy, she's gonna kill us."

"Don't worry, baby, I have an idea." Beomgyu tells your son breathlessly, and heads towards the lake.

"Beomgyu, don't you dare!" You shout at his back but he doesn’t listen to you, running towards the water and jumping it, wading further into it with your son tucked against his chest.

"Twenty years later and you’re still jumping into the dirty water and ruining your nice clothes. You never change, huh?" You scold Beomgyu, no heat behind your words and Beomgyu shakes his head.

"No way. Not when I have a new partner in crime." He lets go of your son who swims in circles around him. "Come on, join us for old times' sake."

"Yes, mommy, come in. The water is so nice."

"I don't know. I don't want to get all wet." You hesitate. The water does look nice but you don't feel like getting your clothes soggy and having to go back home to take a bath.

As you think, you pay no mind to Beomgyu swimming closer to you until you’re within the splashing zone and then pelting you with water, drenching your clothes.

"Well, you're already wet." He shrugs, an easy devious smile on his face that mirrors his son's earlier one.

"Oh, now I'm really gonna get you." You growl, jumping into the water and chasing after your husband, your son's excited screams flying up into the heavens

#ahhhhh i can't believe i wrote this so fast #that's how much i miss yamqn too #this is not cannon btw #this is what could've been #mort talks #yamqn

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this is so yamqn oc

#gyu would totally dress her in this #mort talks #yamqn

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Daily post about how I miss yamqn gyu so much and wanna go back to writing him so bad but I don't have the time 😭

#mort talks #yamqn #he's my comfort psychopath

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MOOORRRTTTT! I MISSED YOU <3

How's everything? Ate anything? Also, did you see the romantic pics? Gyu is so yamqn coded plus, I really crave that gyu right now. I really should blame you!! I love it so bad, thanks to you <3 hope you had a great day & stay hydrated❤️

-📜

It's alright but I'm sick again. I'm not used to the germs here 😭

Yup gyu's teasers always give me yamqn vibes and I can never escape 😭 i crave him too and wanna write him but U have no time to breathe let alone write anything 😭

#hope you're well ❤️ #mort talks #yamqn

[wildernessuntothemselves]

based on the poll, do you actually want oc to escape gyu at the end of the sequel or not?

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i

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everything just reminds me of your fics 😭

bahahahahaha i swear he follow my blog

#mort talks #yamqn

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for those who have wattpad accounts please report or comment on this person's fic as they have reposted yamqn on there claiming it's theirs

i just created an account to do that but wattpad won't let me comment without verifying my email and the verification email won't send 😭🔫

anyway i would be grateful if you can help me out as this is fucking annoying. stealing someone's hard work especially when i've slaved over this fic for so long is so disrespectful.

#mort talks #yamqn

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(sorry im the same anon who keeps asking questions about yamqn/the sequel i just cannot keep them out of my brain forgive me 😭)

since gyu is immortal in this universe, do you think its possible that at some point he’s killed oc in cases where she falls in love with someone else to “reset” things and have her reincarnate? or would he allow it and just wait for her next life?

Don't apologize I love talking about my fics lmao

So I'm still a bit unsure about the conditions of the curse that was inflicted on them so I can't say with 100% certainty but for now I will say that yes he has killed her before

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i

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Hmm but OC does change with every lifetime and because society changes. Like in this one, she’s not as power hungry because realistically iunno capitalism 😂. Does Gyu still love her or do you feel like it’s just insane obsession now? -🤡

It's both. He loves her and he's obsessed. Some of her traits change yes because of different upbringing but her core personality remains the same. What the gods wanna see is her changing enough to reject him then she can be free.

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i #🤡 anon

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so on 'heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i' beomgyu remembers everything? like his past life as a prince where oc kills him? so when oc tells him about her dreams of him being a prince and her being a lady in waiting, he denies it because.... he doesn't want to repeat the same fate? i ask based on what you answered about him being more deranged because he has lost oc multiple times in his past life. also you said you were going to make him immortal... then, does this mean he not only remembers but he has experienced it first hand and survived it? then did he not die at the end of yamqn? im sorry im asking so many questions im just so into this prolific story line LOL

so basically he did die at the end of yamqn but he was sent back to earth as an immortal being and he has been alive since then, chasing oc throughout her lifetimes and watching her die over and over again whether it's by his own hand, someone else's or just naturally. and so as time goes by he keeps going more and more insane.

he denies the dreams because he doesn't want her to realize these are actual memories as in the lifetimes she remembers, it makes it all that much harder to convince her to stay with him

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i

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Oc always regains her memory in new lifetimes… does she love Gyu less when that happens? Because now he’s done a lot of v bad things to her due to the many lifetimes… including kill her and other ppl a bunch. Like is she scared? Cuz love gotta have some bounds

i don't think she regain her memories every lifetime and certainly not her whole previous lives. this time i think she only regains the memories of her original life and not all of it either.

how i see it is that the gods keep devising new ways to fuck their relationship up. in this particular lifetime they saw that oc and gyu's relationship was going fairly well so they had her start getting flashbacks and introduced taehyun to the mix. usually they put them in impossible situations anyway so she doesn't really need to regain her memories to fuck things up like the priest au where she is married to soobin and gyu is a a priest in their local parish

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i

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i wonder what it’d be like if there was a lifetime where oc had a lot more power compared to yamqn gyu. i get annoyed when i think about how privileged he was in the first lifetime so i’d wanna see a role reversal 😂😂

haha actually one of my earlier ideas was oc being the wife of a minor noble when gyu finds her. he becomes her servant and she starts sleeping with him because her husband is away for long periods. gyu tries to get her to only be with him but she refuses, wanting more than he can provide for her. she starts entertaining other noblemen and gets them to buy her things, which leads to gyu killing them. but then rumors start spreading that she's the one killing them and she eventually gets killed for their deaths, both of them getting fucked over basically lol

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i

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aaaa im so glad to hear u dont mind humoring my rambling lmao !!

i was wondering how u’d feel if i wrote a fic about all the time between yamqn and the sequel about oc’s reincarnation and such? (like a ff of a ff lol) i’d probably post it anonymously but i’d obviously give you whole credit for the idea and make sure its clear that its your story!!

i totally understand if itd make you uncomfortable!!

oh i definitely don't mind. i write fanfics so it would be hypocritical for me to be against fanfics of my own lmao as long as you give credit. i would want to read it though. could you send me a link if you write it?

#mort talks #yamqn #yamqn sequel #heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i