#yea the degradation idk what was wrong w me but also being exposed to mostly just that in the x reader tags ofc i wrote it

[usoratonkachi]

no bc i should have gotten beheaded for writing certain characters as hard doms that are damn well the farthest from hard doms when i first started writing last year DSKJFHSDKF (I HAVE GROWN IN WRITING DO NOT ACTUALLY BEHEAD ME PLS SAJDKFHSD)

also little (not little at all) rant / reflection <3 in tags lmfao

#LISTEN TO ME I WILL NEVER STOP APOLOGIZING LIKE I CANT BELIEVE I DID U.SHIJIMA LIKE THAT SDJKFGHDJ #HE WAS MY BLORBO FOR SO LONG AND I DID THAT TO HIM... </3 #IM TERRIBLY SORRY I WENT THRU ONE HELL OF A DEVELOPMENT ARC I PROMISE UUUU #yea the degradation idk what was wrong w me but also being exposed to mostly just that in the x reader tags ofc i wrote it #like ive said this before the tags show them like that . for a new writer that is what u will see and think u should base ur writing off #when u shouldn't LOL but no one tells u that when u first start off u just learn ig AHAHAH #if degredation and hard doms is what ppl are giving thousands of notes on at first u will think this is what i should write this is the nor #norm* #but then u meet rlly awesome writers on here who have been writing for so long and u understand how writing really is #or not long at all but they get it yk #how like. u should write what u like and NOT what is getting notes alone #ofc i dont mean degradation in general i rlly like it when its written well NOT as a norm #if that makes sense KJHSDFKJ #but i do have a deep hatred towards degradation now lol im so traumatized from writing it i will NEVER write it ever again LMAOLKSDSJFKSLD #anw. i really am thankful for this community i learned so much from when it comes to writing bc without it i wouldnt have like taken this- #step back for a couple of months to really write what i like and explore it. before i am ready to post again :') #bc again im a new writer i started back in may 2021. like writing (i would read longgg before then but never writing lol) #so i am learning and growing everyday lol #and when i started posting last summer it was like my first time posting and i wanted my writing to be liked (meaning i didnt write- #-for myself fully </3) #so i posted shit i didn't like but like... i assumed ppl would like KJHDSFJK #BUT NOT ANYMORE :3 #the writing community rlly teaches u so much i would see all these encouraging posts and it would make me rlly emotional bc i didnt- #feel alone regarding it #so yea :> #shorty thriving in the docs ... so it will feel really good when i end up posting when i #i'm* ready :D #I WILL DELETE THIS LATER IM JUST REFLECTING SLDKFHD