#yesterday i was finally ready to show up and eat whatever crow was necessary

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#i have a once a week seminar class that i’ve missed 2/3 sessions of so far #just purely based on shitty luck and 2 wednesdays in a row being migraine days #yesterday i was finally ready to show up and eat whatever crow was necessary #i was even waiting around for the prof’s office hours before class to start catching up #but he canceled class at the last minute #so i emailed him to ask if office hours were canceled too (they were) #and we set up a zoom meeting for this afternoon #he emailed me the link and the time last night at like 10pm #and i replied to the email confirming but i guess it didn’t send and i didn’t notice?? #so he never got my confirmation #but i’ve been waiting in this zoom meeting for almost half an hour (it started 15 minutes ago) and he’s still not here #i emailed him twice checking in and nothing #i really need to touch base with him about the material i’ve missed #do i just keep waiting? #do i suck it up and hope i can figure out how to jump back in on my own?? #i hate this i hate school i hate being a grown up #personal #update he emailed me back he thought it was canceled bc i never confirmed #just finished talking to him and he’s way more chill abt this class than me #so i’m not actually that behind and he isn’t worried so it’s fine everything’s fine #going to sleep for 2 days now