#you wouldn't go this far for someone you literally overturned your own personal values. probably endangering countless people as a result.

[pokemonruby]

god, now that we know lu guang's big secret, his reaction to qian jin shooting cheng xiaoshi is so horrifically gut-wrenching, the way he went absolutely ballistic afterwards, the inestimable amount of times he has likely had to witness cheng xiaoshi dying, perhaps finally deluding himself into thinking he finally bypassed the death node - and while cheng xiaoshi was alright in the end, the sheer horror that lu guang experienced at that moment, thinking that it's all been undone again. it's all been for naught... i'm sorry i'm just

#link click spoilers #i'm never going to shut up about this i can't believe we were RIGHT #riley rambles #also i doubt that they'll take it in this route at the end of the day but lu guang is absolutely in love with him. #you wouldn't go this far for someone you literally overturned your own personal values. probably endangering countless people as a result. #just to save that one person. to rewrite their tragic fate. regardless of what it takes. #it's giving homura. it's giving devilman. jesus fucking christ.