Gender is so WEIRD because I’m a woman in the sense that I’m a 1970’s themed hyper feminine actress who calls herself the shotgun and stares at herself in the mirror and just feels /Powerful/ because she sees the body that she’s in and sheKnows that other people stare at her body and feel envy because they aren’t her. But ALSO I’m a man in the sense that I’m a demon who’s thousands of years old and I’m respected, yet feared, yet lusted after, and I’m being devowered by sentient chaos over a slow trickle of time and it’s going to kill me one day so I should live like a god whilst I’m still alive. And I’m both in the sense that I’m a college student who’s biology changes when you look at him to suit your preferences, who’s wildly considered to be an idiot, but she’s widely beloved. But ALSO I’m neither in the sense that I’m the rightful heir to the thrown but I’ve been caught up in Fae war and I’ve lived in this damn tower for nineteen years and I want to claw my own skin off from boredom and envy and jealousy.
My experience with gender is so Violent and so specific but in such a wildly nonhuman way that putting a single label on it is diminutive of what I am.
cannot believe I made someone kin mai valentine (of yu-gi-oh fame) simply because we played a little game where we kin assigned each other from all of our sources and I did qkins and was like oh. you're definitely mai. and they looked it up and kinned.
having kin friends is so funny it's like okay. so. my yasha is my lucretia. and yasha and lucretia were dating beau and jester and lup respectively. and my lup is also my beau. and that lup kins dot animaniacs and I'm probably yakko and my other friend is wakko. who is also my sibling maybe ten times over? and lup wants THEM to kin Their twin (sourceless) so they would be my adopted children together along with my lucretia. and my lucretia is ALSO my big lesbian friend from Two different ttrpg sources. my child is also my younger sibling. any questions.