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the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

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real

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oh this is nothing that chewing my leg off like an animal stuck in a trap cant solve

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you can be a dickhead to me but my whimsy will always haunt your narrative

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tea isn’t just a drink it’s a handwarmer it’s an experience it’s a love language it’s a friend it’s

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Judith with the head of Holofernes by Francesco Cairo.

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Morticia & Gomez Addams in The Addams Family (1991).

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Romantic goth fashion by nelekiz on ig.

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nice argument HOWEVER, pin me down like a prey animal and fuck me

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Sorry I didn’t text back I’m mentally drained and can’t maintain a normal friendship

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I'm like if a girl had the urge to scream and break something all the time but stays quiet instead

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There are days that i have to listen to music every second i'm awake and conscious or ill kill myself

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anyone else afraid worried concerned anxious freaked out etc etc

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My self esteem is absolute garbage to the point that I sob if I look in a mirror for too long BUT at least I have random men message me compliments on here✨

#thx lads #im too terrifed to reply to any of you #but its the thought that counts #personal

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some people like gritty realism. me? I like that slippery, slippery unhinged fantasy. low viscosity make-believe. well-oiled bullshit. lubed-up whimsy.

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