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Pangarap

Pangarap kong dalhin ang pamilya ko sa isang backpacker trip sa Pasko. Lord!! whoooo

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today’s realization: dami kong promises na di natutupad.  need to check myself on this  #Wisdom

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x

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i just wish for someone I can share stories with.

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na pwede parin palang mabuo ang basag sa baso

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Lord, salamat dahil sa pagmamahal mo, natututunan kong mahalin ang sarili ko

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I just sit here and see how simple (but not small) my dreams are that years from now, i'll be sitting with my the woman I love, and just watch our kids run around the garden, while having our morning coffee ...and I look at her, and I just can't stop looking at her.

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i guess everything really has a reason. 

and after all of this, i’ll do what i love. 

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(The year’s gonna end, and this time I want to be true to myself)

I should have done it, I should have stopped before leaving your house, said thank you, for the memories of this indescribable year, and kissed your forehead before getting out of your gate, and walked away while looking at you.

But fear struck me, with all the thoughts of the loneliness I caused and the promises I broke. I ran away smiling, and not looking back, while my heart was ripped by how I read the words from your eyes and pretended I wasn’t aware. The old you flashed into my mind and wished I haven’t entered into your story, yet. Your face is still as angel but the eyes speak your not okay.

I was happy seeing you, but it is saddening to feel what I feel everytime I do. I just hope there will come a time you’ll walk on a place and bump into bad people, or cross a street and about to be crushed by a truck, or maybe get trapped inside a building on fire, so that somehow, the universe can give me a chance of not letting you get hurt, and give myself a chance to show my. I’ll let myself be beaten up by those bad guys to let you run and go home safely, I’ll push you out of the street and try to survive the month in coma. I’ll get you out of the fire, and make sure you’ll live, even until my breath runs out.

I wish after that time, I get to catch up with your stories, and laugh with you again. I hope at that time, our minds are less hectic and our hearts healed, so that the smiles will show the corny funny jokes of our 14 year old selves and the laughters will flash the epic moments of our friendship.

Things had been tough and times had been cruel, for us, for me. But everything’s gonna be okay, time will heal itself.

And here I am, holding my heart on the last day of 2015, and all I can say is that, whatever happens, even if things go rough or days get better, even if it isn’t me anymore, even if we have taken different paths and start to forget the times… you will always have … a special place in here.

Happy New Year, Angel.

#99%foryounottoreadthis #but held on to that 1% thats why youre here now

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i have done many stupid and bad things in my life

nadagdagan pa today

#unmeant #:(

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i have done a lot of stupid and bad things in my life.

napakarami na masyado para sa isang normal na tayo.

nadagdagan pa today why o why  

#unmeant #:(

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I miss my pamangkins!!! 

#manasatitomgabaliwrin

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kabubukas ko lang ng facebook at sobrang nakakatouch yung mga greetings. Lord, marami pong salamat sa gift na mabubuting mga kaibigan. Dabest ka talaga. I lab you Lord! 

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sana makasama kita bukas. 

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KAYE ANGEL FELICE BATIN BACCAY. I MISS YOU 

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kung hindi ganito ang buhay ko ngayon, kung hindi ako chairperson, siguro, magkasama tayo araw-araw. miss na kita. miss ko na ang buhay ko.