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[theomachst]

❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ [angeal - monstersmade]

"There you go again-" Genesis laughs, though a genuine air of exhaustion can be parsed from his tone.

"You don't have to worry about 'repaying' me, you're my friend and I want to do this for you. If you're really that torn up about it, then you owe me a drink during off duty hours. Deal? When's the last time we sat down and caught up, it feels like ages ago."

Of course, he couldn't blame Hewley (or could he) for being the 'spiritual heart' of SOLDIER, more myth and legend than the humble and borderline infuriating man he'd grown up with.

Was it the same for Sephiroth, he wondered, being forced to live up to impossible expectations that merely burdened one's soul rather than uplift it?

#✦ rp threads #monstersmade #I keep feeling like Genesis both resents not being able to spend time with his friends but also is fine with it #because he sometimes finds them both insufferable to deal with #just human flaws and feelings and complications #✦ YOUR EGO SWOLLEN WITH THAT FEELING OF OMNIPOTENCE [IC]

[theomachst]

in case you didn't know

for muses who need to share some intimate thoughts with one another. can be platonic, romantic, familial ... works with any kind of dynamic really. feel free to change pronouns, descriptor words, whatever you may need!

❝ you know i love and care about you, right? ❞ ❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞ ❝ i don't like most people, but you're an exception. ❞ ❝ you're not alone. you'll never be alone. not as long as i'm here. ❞ ❝ by your side is where i'm meant to be. ❞ ❝ not one person is more important to me than you. ❞ ❝ i don't know what it is about you, but, you just ... you're the only one who can make me feel like this. ❞ ❝ you're amazing, you know that? ❞ ❝ who has the greatest (friend/brother/sister/sibling/parent/etc) in the world? me, that's who! ❞ ❝ i'm only managing to stand here on my two feet because of you. i made it because of you. ❞ ❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ ❝ i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ you've actually made me feel like a person again, like i'm ... normal. ... thank you. ❞ ❝ i used to think that everyone else was just evil and cynical, guided by their own self-interest. that is, until i met you. ❞ ❝ you truly are too good for this world. ❞ ❝ i'm always blown away by just how talented you are. ❞ ❝ you deserve so much more than what you were given. ❞ ❝ nobody i've ever met has been more gifted than you. ❞ ❝ if you ever need a place to stay, let me know, okay? ❞ ❝ you always feel really comfortable and safe to be around. ❞ ❝ i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. ❞ ❝ you have a kind heart. i know you don't believe me, and you try to hide it behind a facade, but i know for a fact that you do, deep down. ❞ ❝ i think you're probably the only one who understands me. ❞ ❝ you're safe here with me. nobody's going to harm you ever again. ❞ ❝ i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. ❞ ❝ i was kind to you because you looked like you needed a friend. ❞ ❝ i'm never leaving you. you're stuck with me. ❞

#✦ ask meme

[theomachst]

Me: I haven't written Genesis in awhile, hrm, I need to show everyone that I'm taking my portrayal in a serious direction- Also me: *just fucking harasses Cas' Tseng like a goblin*

#✦ ooc #Tseng is going to lead the herd in new and innovative ways to kill SOLDIERs

[theomachst]

i'm gorgeous. i'm funny. i'm cute. i'm smart. i deserve to get railed within an inch of my life, thank you very much

#✦ musings

[theomachst]

"And you told me that the Turks were prepared for anything... Or were supposed to be, anyway."

@theomachst replied to your post “Genesis is going to set his sleeve on fire, just...”:

"Oh come on, you're just mad about the last time I set you on fire- Right?"

​

"Which is a valid and normal thing to be mad about!"

#ceaselxss #✦ rp threads #✦ crack

[theomachst]

I like em overly romantic and only into me

#✦ musings

[theomachst]

I don't have any idea how I could love anyone I don't seem to know what it signifies Cannot find out if it's true or it's a lie Once again, there's somebody who's fallen for the words and cues Made him lose his head over you

That emotion melts all hearts, all eyes on you 'Cause you are perfect, the most ultimate idol Unrivaled, will not appear again It's the brightest star reborn, yes, indeed

Using that smiling face That "I love you" again Now, everybody is lured and captivated by you The pupil that you got The words you vocalize Even when untrue, it’s your perfected "AI" - IDOL by Yoasobi

#✦ muse tracklist

[theomachst]

Just a reminder: Pre-op is on March 21rst, Surgery is on April 26th. I will definitely be out of commission for the first 72 hours, but all that recovery time means I should be able to dick around and write with ya'll no problem.

#✦ ooc

[theomachst]

Symbol meme starters.

Send one for my muse’s reaction! Feel free to alter context, switch muse’s positions, etc, as necessary. Contains some mild NSFW.

(chest) - for your muse to press a hand against my muse’s chest (hair) - for your muse to bury their face in my muse’s hair (backhand) - for your muse to backhand my muse (jaw) - for your muse to grip my muse’s jaw in one hand (lap) - for your muse to sit in my muse’s lap (whisper) - for your muse to whisper in my muse’s ear (bottom) - for your muse to rest a hand on my muse’s ass (or slap it) (undress) - for your muse to undress mine (may not be nsfw!) (pin) - for your muse to pin mine to a specified surface  (yank) - for your muse to yank mine out of the way of danger (bite) - for your muse to bite mine (palm) - for your muse to clap a hand over my muse’s mouth (throw) - for your muse to physically throw mine (piggyback) - for your muse to leap onto my muse’s back for a piggyback ride (nourish) - for your muse to provide my muse with food or drink (secret) - for your muse to reveal a secret to mine (specify the secret!) (discover) - for your muse to discover information about mine that they shouldn’t know (rescue) - for your muse to rescue mine from danger (promise) - for your muse to make mine a promise, whether they intend to keep it or not (lie) - for your muse to lie to mine (specify the lie) (confess) - for your muse to make a confession of truth to mine (command) - for your muse to give my muse an order or instruction, which may or may not be followed (hide) - for your muse to hide somewhere with my muse (sleep) - for your muse to fall asleep on mine (misc) - create your own/sender specifies! useful if something here gives you an idea that isn’t otherwise written.

#✦ ask meme

[theomachst]

blood is romantic you guys are just cowards

#✦ musings

[theomachst]

“Well, well, well… hello kitty.”

"And if it isn't the Top Cat, himself..." Genesis replies with a smirk, unfolding his arms as he pushes away from the wall. Rhapsodos had been waiting around to bother the Director about something that seemed important at the time, he couldn't be arsed to recall what now that too much time had passed and boredom was rearing it's head.

"The elusive Tom finally wants to play with the other kitties? I suppose it'd be utterly foolish of me to let such an opportunity escape my claws."

Ah, Tseng. Such a self-controlled and placid man, which was positively dreadful for someone like the First. Genesis thrived off of impulse and enjoyed playing certain facets of his personality up simply to see what reactions he could elicit. Sadly, this never seemed to work on said esteemed Leader of the Turks.

Giving up was for losers and weak-minded underachievers though, so the redhead closes the distance between he and the elder agent and gives a graceful bow. He genteelly takes Tseng's hand in his gloved palm and glances up from beneath the curtain of his bangs, giving a quick wink before pressing his lips against the ridge of the other man's knuckles.

"So, what brings you to our humble little floor? If you're looking for Deusericus, he's probably far too busy adjusting a new cravat pin or something. I haven't seen hide nor hair of him all day."

#ceaselxss #✦ rp threads #Genesis is bored so FLIRT and TALK SHIT mode have been enabled

[theomachst]

Studio Ghibli Sentence Meme

“Now I have something I want to protect. It’s you.”

“I’m not afraid to die!”

“You cannot change fate. However, you can rise to meet it, if you so choose.”

“They say that the best blaze brightest when circumstances are at their worst.”

“Fear and anger only make it grow faster.”

“I think I can handle it.”

“Here’s another curse for you - may all your bacon burn.”

“Don’t worry! Stay right where you are, I’m coming to get you! You’re gonna be fine, I won’t let him hurt you.”

“I need something of yours. How ‘bout your eyes?”

“We gotta get out of here! We’re gonna get in trouble!”

“You, you sabotaged me! Look! Look at what you’ve done to my hair! Look!”

“No more killing. It has to stop!”

“You sound ghastly, like some 90-year-old woman.”

“Guys, don’t take that food! We’re gonna get in trouble!”

“Fight ‘em! C’mon!”

“Smile so we can make a good impression.”

“We each need to find our own inspiration. Sometimes it’s not easy”

“I finally get a bouquet and it’s a goodbye present. That’s depressing.”

“Life is suffering. It is hard. The world is cursed. But still, you find reasons to keep living.”

“Sorry, it looks like you’re involved.”

“Oh, my baby! Are you all right? Are you emotionally traumatized?”

“Now I’m trying to look inside myself and find out how I did it.”

“Leave before it gets dark.”

“Once you do something, you never forget. Even if you can’t remember.”

“Cut off a wolf’s head and it still has the power to bite.”

“It’s all so familiar yet I know I’ve never been here before. I feel so at home.”

“Now I’m trying to look inside myself and find out how I did it.”

“I suggest you surrender. There is no ship coming to rescue you.”

“I had no idea that my rage could drive me to kill.”

“These days, there are angry ghosts all around us - dead from wars, sickness, starvation - and nobody cares.” 

“A heart’s a heavy burden.”

“Please! You must stop!”

“Well, well, well… hello kitty.” “You can’t be busy - you’re five!”

“So you say you’re under a curse? So what? So’s the whole damn world.”

“ I have really had enough of your incredible stupidity.”

“Lamebrain! They made an escape! Now step on it!”

“I didn’t want them to kill you.”

“It’s fun to move to a new place. It’s an adventure.”

“Welcome the rich man, he’s hard for you to miss. His butt keeps getting bigger, so there’s plenty there to kiss!”

“You shouldn’t be here! Get out!”

“He said Mom was ugly, now go get him!”

“Kill him and you’ll be famous.”

“I’ve seen him do this once before when a girl dumped him.”

“S/He’s alive. There goes that dream.”

“That was the night I died.”

“I’d rather be a pig than a fascist.”

“You don’t remember your name?”

“Don’t be afraid, I just want to help you.”

“Poor kids. I’ll really miss them.”

“I don’t fight for honor. I fight for a paycheck.”

“ No, No, No! Don’t do this! Help! Help! Crazy lady with the shovel!”

“She was once quite beautiful, so I decided to pursue her, then I realized she wasn’t, so then, as usual, I ran away.”

“You’re in love. Don’t deny it, you’ve been sighing all day”

“She never woke up again.”

“You blubber heads! I’m not runnin’ a luxury cruise! Now get to work!”

“Why does everything that’s good for you have to taste so bad?”

“Whatever you don’t want me to clean, better hide it now!”

“This is our little secret. You tell anyone and I’ll rip your mouth off.”

“I give up. I see no point in living if I can’t be beautiful.”

“If I lose my magic, that means I’ve lost absolutely everything.”

“ It’s… you’re scaring me. I have this weird feeling you’re going to leave. ”

“There’s a demon inside you.”

“Don’t get alarmed but I’m being followed. Act normal.”

“Don’t worry, I’ve got four-wheel drive.”

“This is what hatred looks like! This is what it does when it catches hold of you! It’s eating me alive, and very soon it will kill me!”

“Smooth. Very smooth. You definitely know how to make a good first impression.”

“Everyone fears their own mortality.”

“Play with me or I’ll break your arm!”

“I gotta get out of this place. Someday I’m getting on that train.”

“Wait give us a minute! This is clearly harassment.”

“Why do fireflies have to die so soon?”

“There you are, sweetheart. Sorry I’m late. I was looking everywhere for you.” 

“When you’re going to kill a god, let someone else do your dirty work.”

“Why did you stop me from killing her?”

“When I saw you, I just wanted to find a way to protect you.” 

“One thing you can always count on is that hearts change.”

“Tell me while you’re still alive!”

“This is a tomb for the both of us.”

“If nobody comes in, I’m gonna have to eat pancakes forever and be fat, fat, fat! And what am I supposed to do about that?”

“Even if you were a woman, you’d still be an idiot!”

“What do you say we give 'em a little demonstration of how fast we can run, huh?”

“HAM!”

#✦ ASK MEME

[theomachst]

-Written by Soda (he/him; 30+; PST) - Portrayal will be very headcanon heavy - Mature themes will be explored, but tagged appropriately - Para/Multi-para preferred, longterm and in-depth plotting preferred​

✦ Rules ✦ Bio ✦ Headcanons ✦ Drabbles

#final fantasy vii rp #final fantasy rp #final fantasy vii roleplay #final fantasy roleplay #ff rp #ff roleplay #✦ SELF PROMO #wheeee new promo cuz I need followers who are actually active

[theomachst]

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆/𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆.

you long-suffering, endlessly patient angels get two memes today bc i deleted everything in my inbox on my rp blog and i made these memes to top off a solidly productive day! also, if you ever feel guilty about “not being productive” or having to delete drafts and memes in your tumblr life, DON’T! you’re wonderful and valid and your personal comfort and peace of mind is far more important than an overwhelming inbox or draft count! anyway, these are also self-serving, but also i feel no shame bc there’s an extreme lack of this very good vibe in my line of work, so here u go besties. DO NOT ADD ANYTHING TO THIS LIST!!

DATE UPDATED: 19/10/22

[ PIN ]:     sender pins the receiver to the ground and straddles them while training together.

[ SWORD ]:    sender invites the receiver to engage in sword fighting practice with them.

[ AIM ]:    sender and receiver go to target practice together (using any weapon of choice).

[ GUIDE ]:    sender readjusts the receiver’s stance and posture with their hands while training together.

[ STRIKE ]:    sender aims a blow (via either their fists or their weapon) at the receiver.

[ BLOCK ]:    sender blocks an on-coming attack from the receiver.

[ ARMOR ]:     sender helps to show the receiver how to wear and take care of their armor.

[ PREPARE ]:     sender guides the receiver through some pre-battle stretching exercises.

[ CHALLENGE ]:    sender challenges the receiver to a sparring match/actual fight.

[ TEND ]:    sender and receiver tend to one another’s wounds in the aftermath of a fight.

[ RESTRAIN ]:    sender physically restrains the receiver from attacking someone else.

[ FEND ]:    sender adopts a defensive position that stops the receiver from launching an attack on them.

[ PUNCH ]:    sender punches the receiver (to an unknown degree of success or failure).

[ KICK ]:     sender launches a kick at the receiver (to an unknown degree of success or failure).

[ TACKLE ]:    sender physically tackles the receiver during a fight.

[ DRAG ]:     sender physically drags or carries the receiver away from a fight.

[ UP ]:     sender extends a hand to the fallen receiver to help them to their feet after a fight/sparring match.

[ BACK ]:    sender stands behind the receiver while in the midst of battle in order to help them fight off their enemies.

[ ARRIVE ]:     just as the receiver is about to lose hope and become defeated, the sender arrives at the last minute to help them fight their enemies.

[ EXTRA ]:    sender hands the receiver a spare weapon during a fight to give them a better chance after they break or lose their own.

[ WALL ]:     sender slams the receiver against a wall during a fight/sparring match.

[ COVER ]:    sender lunges forward to throw their body over the receiver and shield them from harm during a fight.

[ POWER ]: sender and/or receiver use their powers during a sparring match in order to develop and enhance their abilities.

[ UNLEASH ]: sender, while fighting with the receiver during a physical confrontation, uses their powers in an effort to gain the upper hand.

#✦ ask meme

[theomachst]

Ever Crisis: Everybody gets new portrait art! *COUGHS* Except Kunsel.

#✦ ooc #A CRIME AGAINST ME PERSONALLY

[theomachst]

♫

↪   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝙳  “ ♫ ”  𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝙼𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃 𝟹 - 𝟻 𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙶𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸 𝙰𝚂𝚂𝙾𝙲𝙸𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚂 , [ACCEPTING]

"It was all pointless, but i nevertheless loved it "I wish we could always stay like this forever" I felt bashful for the first time ever when you said that to me With a voice that sounded like you were going to cry

In your new world I hope you're smiling from the bottom of your heart I want to apologize, but i can't show my face to you It seems im not to be found anywhere in the future you're thinking of I dont want to run away, im starting to want to return to those days If life consists of just looking back, let us give it up My innocent prayers And the feelings i want affirmed I wonder if ill be able to say them now-- I know i never want to bring an end to this Ill say them countless times, as the ephemeral landscape vanishes before us Our situation was murky; when i realized, i fled like a coward Ill say them countless times, words like "i want to see you again" There's no way i can find you again, but even so, im going to just try believing, so… Your figure is always in my memories So long as i dream, so long as i never awaken That wont change" - Promise by EVE

[Kunsel POV towards post-'death'/defection!Genesis]

"Even if it may become a tragedy I wished for seemingly unreal days with abnormal meaning But when you were standing outside the door With every piece in your hand that I could ask for

Even the way I loved the smell of you Even the way I walked carried The sound of your laughter

Faced with the fact that Every part of you will disappear I have no choice but to burn your entire existence into the back of my eyes I no longer perceive it as a right I feel that it's my duty

Words like "fate" or "the future" That are completely out of reach We love one another in a place from which No matter how far we reach out Even the second, hour hands of the clock They give us sidelong glances as we proceed on Making our way through that kind of world This life, no—all future lives Living on and on, together" -SPARKLE by Radwimps [WE JUST ON THIS SAD KUNSEL LYRIC TRAIN]

"How could there be no envy and jealousy? This isn’t just content That’s why I can’t forgive you I can’t forgive you for not being perfect I can’t forgive myself I’ll never accept anyone but you, the strongest of all...!

The one that everyone believes in and worships You are the strongest, the invincible idol I don’t see any weakness in you You’re the embodiment of the Evening Star You mustn’t let them see your weakness Don’t show them anything they don’t want to know You’ve got to be the one and only That’s true love

You rile up the media with your signature smile The only secret you’ll be able to keep Is a career built on the lie of love This is my kind of love Even the sweat that runs down my face is beautiful aqua These eyelids hide rubies I am 'Maria', singing and dancing Yes, lying is the best kind of love

I’ve never been loved by anyone I've never loved anyone else I believe that one day my lie will become true...

Someday I’ll have it all It’s true, I’m a greedy idol! I want to love everyone properly With that same level of ambition I’ll lie again today-- Hoping that one day these words will become true But even so... I still couldn’t tell you, and you alone But now I can finally say it This is definitely not a lie I love you!" - IDOL by Yoasobi

[idc if it's trending, it works for Genesis and general First Class marketability]

#steeleidolon #✦ muse tracklist

[theomachst]

Reblog if you’re 30 or older

This is an experiment to see if there really are as few of us as people think.You can also use this to freak out your followers who think you’re 25 or something. Yay!

#I'M ANCIENT #like a fossil #or a thought extinct prehistoric fish living like a bajillion feet below where sunlight can reach #✦ OOC