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Highway 212 forest road

Highway 212, Lithonia, United States Published on August 23, 2016

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What’s up Tumblr Family❤️ I know many of y’all have been supporting my music for years and you continue to want to shine light on black queer artists 🙌🏾 Just dropped this one so any love you can show on it is appreciated! Subscribe to the YouTube, drop a comment on the video, share this with a friend who may also want to support smaller artists. Every bit counts 🥹

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bro,,, to be seen as poetry???? to have someone look at you and see art?????? bro.

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weirdly specific and unrelated asks to know someone well:

chipotle order?

thoughts on veganism?

a specific color that gives you the ick?

mythical creature you think/believe is real?

favorite form of potato?

do you use a watch?

what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?

do you change into specific clothes for the house when you get home?

do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?

on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice?

anything from your childhood you’ve held on to?

brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?

first thing you’re doing in the purge?

do you think you’re dehydrated?

rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning

thoughts on mint chocolate chip?

an anxious compulsion you do everyday?

your boba/tea order?

the veggie you dislike the most?

favorite disney princess movie?

a number that weirds you out?

do you have an emotional support water bottle?

do you wear jewelry?

which do you find yourself using, american or british english?

would you say you have good taste in music?

how’s your spice tolerance?

what’s your favorite or go-to outfit?

last meal on earth?

preferred pasta noodle?

ask me anything !

leave an ask for the person you reblog it from!

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🫡@reniadeb🫡

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Oh my God

@ brokebackboys

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gotta be a transgender bisexual switch because i always want to see both sides like chanel

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In my work

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Fushimi Inari Shrine, 2019

Kyoto, JP

伏見稲荷大社

#I guess i’ll unload all of my japan pics here #japan travel #japan #kyoto #japan photos #japan trip #jet program #fushimi inari shrine #fushimi inari taisha

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Seoul, South Korea by teresacfreitas

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Build planes

@ _queenjourney

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💝🍫@reniadeb🍫💝

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ENAM ASIAMA

"OH THE WEATHER OUTSIDE IS FRIGHTFUL BIG WOMXN ARE SOOO DELIGHTFUL LET US HOE LET US HOE LET US HOE!" ❄ in the words of @binkbadd #tbt Covergirl for new issue of FEMZINE Sex and Desire Issue @femzinelondon Photographer: @didudietho Stylist & Creative direction: @miamaxwelll Makeup: @goodiemaykup Wearing custom-made bra by @mayascarlettex °|||●°

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I decided to finally write about some of the struggles I face as an independent artist. Tumblr has always been an incredible space for me to introduce my music to new listeners. So withy get if you come across this check out the links and enjoy the words ❤️

IG: justymusic

TikTok: justjustymusic

An open love letter to music.

Why is music feeling like watching every kid in the school yard get picked up before me.

My mind flashes back to that feeling seven year old me embraced knowing I would sit on the cold after school lunch tables until the final call. A late evening met with an early morning every day.

But music was supposed to be safe. When I found room to be above mediocre I clung to it for dear life. Remembering the words of the first teacher who saw me, truly saw me, and how she believed in my own lyricism even at its earliest stage.

I was so hungry when I was young. Staten Island could never offer the hug a queer black kid needed, but music could.

Home didn’t understand the sadness underneath budding teenage frustration, but music could.

I met music on a first date with no expectations but in queer fashion, maybe I fell too fast.

She took up my days. Multifaceted and engaging.

She became home and a safe space. She brought out the best in me. Introducing me to all of her friends and favorite places, putting me in rooms with people I’d be invisible to until I opened my mouth, hit the mic.

Maybe in my bliss I never stopped to consider this to be unrequited love.

We never needed all of affirmations when we first fell and yet now I find myself watching the single digit counts of comments or lack thereof.

I wonder if anyone is listening as I go to share another piece of myself to no avail.

Maybe I was sharper when I met her, yet now I watch as seemingly everyone around me makes it to those places I told her I’d take her- and even worse, I ration with if I never will.

There’s guilt as I see 29 stretching out to me, how lucky am I to meet another year of life- luck not offered to my cousin, yet how terrifying to know the projection the industry throws at me.

Even as I dodge, I become scorned thinking of how easy it seems for everyone else. The virality and colossal rise. Their talent not mine, their shine not mine, their wins not mine.

When will it be my time?

Will it ever be my time?

My days are spent helping future leaders secure their future, and yet I write and erase Plan B on what used to be my “anything is possible” journal.

Still, there is that hopeless romantic in me.

Wondering if maybe it wasn’t the right time, but the time may simply be on the way.

I know time waits for no one, but as I keep throwing my heart at the wall, I wonder where I will stick.

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cee will x reign by stephen, 2022

@ceewilldotcom @reignbystephen

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