thollandx

[thollandx]

i dont have a request right now but i just wanted to say i LOVE your writing so much!!! they give me such comfort <3

Omg thank you so much! I have just started to write and to hear such sweet words is very nice. Thank you so much dear 🤍

[thollandx]

Benedict with a socially awkward reader. she has a panic attack during a ball and runs away from him.

Done ✔️ it’s posted 💜😉

[thollandx]

I am here

Benedict Bridgerton x Reader

Fluff

Uncertainly I looked around and tried to find my mother or my father in this crowd of people. But both were nowhere to be found. The more the hall filled up, the more fear and panic gripped me.

I noticed how the panic gripped my body more and more and before I had a panic attack in front of these people who were strangers to me, I ran away inconspicuously.

I had to get out of this crowd and calm down in some empty room.

My parents knew about my fear, but they dragged me from one ball to the next. Of course I understood them, they just wanted me to find a good husband at the balls. But it was all just too much for me.

Even as a child I got scared when too many people gathered around me in one place.

I quickly ran away from the people around me, I took my dress in both hands and lifted it up. Well that wasn't exactly ladylike, but I didn't care so much at the moment. Since the panic increased and I noticed that I could hardly breathe.

Without paying attention to whom I ran past, I inadvertently bumped into a young man. He turned around confused and looked into my face.

His blue eyes looked at me in confusion and I desperately bit my lips together to keep from crying or even shaking in panic. Without saying anything to the man I just kept running, but I could feel his gaze on me.

I would have liked to apologize to him, but I knew that if I had said anything, I would have had a panic attack.

Without thinking, I opened the first door I saw and entered the dark room.

I quickly closed the door behind me and leaned against the door, sinking down against it.

When I was finally alone, I let my emotions take over. I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down. Again and again I went through in my head that I was alone and that there was no more danger for me.

Slowly my heart and body calmed down and I could breathe properly without breaking into tears.

When I realized that there was no more danger of a panic attack, I slowly got up from the floor and looked for the light switch of the room. I quickly found it and opened the light.

I found myself in a studio.

There were paintings and artwork all over the room. Some were complete and some were not yet.

Smiling I walked past the paintings and stopped at one and looked at it, it wasn't finished but still looked beautiful.

I had always been fascinated by art but unfortunately I was not talented in this area, but I did not miss the opportunity to admire the art.

The painting showed a landscape and so far there was only a large meadow and many beautiful flowers to see, yet it harmonize wonderfully with each other.

"Do you like it?",

Startled, I turned around and caught sight of the man from before.

Panic-stricken, I widened my eyes and didn't know what to say at the moment.

Was this his studio?

Was he the owner of this property?

But then he would have to be a Bridgerton, wouldn't he?

Without looking at him any further, I briskly walked past him to leave the room.

But he grabbed my wrist as I tried to pass him and automatically I had to stop.

Slowly I lifted my head and looked into his blue eyes again.

"Have you been able to calm down? Are you feeling better?" he asked me softly, looking at me with such a loving way that you would think I was a very special woman to him.

I nodded silently and wanted to move away from him, because I just didn't know why he was interested in my condition.

We didn't know each other at all.

"Are you afraid in such big crowds? If so, why do you voluntarily come to a ball?" he continued to ask me bluntly.

"My parents hope it will help me find a suitable husband, but unfortunately it always ends up like today. I panic and run away. The whole evening I then hide in an empty room until the ball is over and my mother then looks for me," I explained to him, secretly wondering why I was telling him this at all.

Only my parents knew about my fear....

I honestly felt ashamed too, since all the other women my age, could enjoy these great balls....

Sadly I looked at this man and knew exactly that he would look at me pityingly and throw me out of this room.

But what surprised me was that he just gave me a gentle smile and pulled me along by my wrist.

He sat down on the sofa that was in the room and just sat me down next to him, then grabbed a stack of paper and a pen.

"Please stay calm and let me draw you, at the same time you can calm down like this and you don't have to go to the ball," he explained to me and winked cheekily at me.

Speechless I looked at him but nodded only slightly, I was just fine with that, as long as I did not have to go back into the crowd.

One could perceive in the pleasant silence only quietly the music of the ball and the gentle brushstrokes of the brush on the easel met. My gaze went to the window in front of me and I looked at the stars in the dark night sky.

I was allowed to change my sitting position after being addressed by Benedict Bridgerton, he gave me his name and I gave him mine.

Now I sat on the windowsill and looked out, which did me good and I was happy inside.

Mr. Bridgerton was now standing across from me at an easel drawing me.

Neither spoke a word, but no one had to. There was a beautiful atmosphere between us in this room.

Every now and then I glanced at Mr. Bridgerton and smiled gently at him.

I didn't know why, but when I looked at him there was an incredible calm feeling inside me and my heart felt good.

This man radiates a calmness which made me feel very happy.

When the ball ended, I said goodbye to Mr. Bridgerton and thanked him for letting me stay in his studio and for the good time.

He just smiled and said we would meet again. I was sure he was just saying that out of context.

But what surprised me the next morning was that suddenly Mr. Bridgerton was standing in front of me with flowers and a painting.

"Would you do me the honor of letting me get to know you better and continue to paint you?" he asked me, showing me the painting.

It was what he had painted of me last night and he had finished it after I left.

It was beautiful and I looked like a princess.

"I'm not that beautiful...", I whispered unintentionally, but Mr. Bridgerton heard it.

"Oh my dear, if only you could see yourself from my eyes...I can't even capture your beauty, the picture is nothing compared to your beauty. Please allow me to meet you, I will always stay by your side. Always, even if fear should seize you again," he explained to me in a firm voice and his blue eyes looked at me hopefully.

Happily, I nodded and invited him in.

I had always seen my fear as my greatest weakness and as obstacles, but it seemed it wasn't after all.

My fear brought me to Mr. Bridgerton and helped me find my happiness....Sometimes the greatest weakness can also become the greatest strength....

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[thollandx]

I'd love to read something with Anthony where the reader is sick. she refuses the doctor's treatment because she believes it to be nonsense. instead, she asks her husband to stay with her.

Done ✔️ It is posted. I hope you will like it 🤍

[thollandx]

You are my medicine

Anthony Bridgerton x Reader

Fluff

Quickly before my husband could see, I coughed in the kitchen. But even as I turned, Anthony was standing at the door, looking at me seriously.

"Why don't you just take your medicine?" he asked me as he stood in front of me, looking into my tired eyes.

"Because I'm not that sick to death, I don't need any medicine just some rest and lots of love from you and I'll be fine," I explained, grinning cheekily at him.

"But you won't get better with love alone! Why do you have to be such a damn stubborn person?",

I giggled and hugged my husband gently. I put my head on his chest and closed my eyes. In pleasant silence I listened to his heartbeat.

My favorite sound.

"I'd better get you to bed. You will fall asleep to me here standing",

Gently Anthony lifted me up and carried me to our bedrooms, there he laid me down in our shared bed. Just as he was about to leave, I grabbed his left wrist and pulled him back to me in bed.

"What are you doing?" my husband asked me, but smiled gently at me.

"Please stay...just as long as I'm asleep. Anthony I want you near me," I explained and my husband rolled his eyes but grinned. I knew he wasn't serious and was just joking with me.

Together we were now cuddling in our marriage bed. Anthony stroked my arms and kissed the top of my head gently. I lay peacefully in his arms.

"Remember the first time we met?" my husband interrupted the silence.

"Oh yes, how could I forget! You were so arrogant back then and only wanted to get married to please your mother," I added, giggling.

"You hadn't exactly been an angel either. You also wanted your mother to finally leave you alone," my husband mentioned and pinched me lightly.

"Yes, but your moods really hadn't been easy, Mr. Bridgerton," I replied, looking into his eyes.

"Neither have yours, Mrs. Bridgerton," he replied, grinning cheekily at me.

"Still, I'm really glad the way things are now. Who would have thought we would fall in love? A bet turned into love," I spoke honestly, looking lovingly at Anthony.

"I love you so much," my husband replied and gently kissed my forehead.

I closed my eyes and rested my head on his chest again.

"You really should take your medicine," my husband tried again.

"That's what I'm taking right now. I need nothing more than to be in your arms. Your love is enough for me to get better," I explained to him again.

"Well then, get some sleep, my love",

Silently I followed his suggestion and slowly disappeared into the land of dreams.

The next morning I awoke in Anthony's arms feeling healthy again.

Happily, I snuggled up more to my husband.

"Someone's in a good mood," he spoke as he woke up.

"Yes, I feel much better already! I told you, your love is enough for me to get better",

"I'm really happy about that, dearest. Still, let's not rush things and spend today still in bed," Anthony told me, gently stroking my cheek.

I nodded in agreement and lay back in bed and together we cuddled some more, since it was still much too early for breakfast.

Happy that I have him as a husband and his love belonged only to me, I gently kissed the place where his heart was.

Anthony was and is my happiness in my life.

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[thollandx]

maybe an angsty fic about someone telling you that your intended benedict has been cheating, so you break off the attachment but then benedict wins you back

Done ✔️ It is posted. I hope you will like it 🤍

[thollandx]

Misunderstanding

Benedict Bridgerton x Reader

Angst to Fluff

My eyes followed the dancing couples at Lady Danbury's ball. Secretly I wished that I would be one of those couples and dance with Benedict all night long.

But he was unfortunately not present today, his little brother Colin told me earlier that he would not come. Benedict was at the university today and therefore could not appear. But he sent me a message.

Amused, I read the note over and over again.

"My dearest, it hurts my heart that I cannot be by your side at the ball tonight. But I beg you to leave your dance card blank. All the dances are only for me and here with I reserve them. I promise you that we will dance all these dances together. I carry you in my heart tonight and forever. With love Benedict Bridgerton"

Happy that he was still thinking of me despite his studies, I smiled and continued to watch the couples.

"Ah, look who we have here...All alone like this....Where is Mr. Bridgerton?",

Confused, I turned slightly to the side and caught sight of Cressida Cowper and her mother.

Both looked at me spitefully as they were.

I knew they were jealous of my connection with Benedict.

"Good evening, Mrs. Cowper and Cressida. An extremely beautiful ball isn't it?", I asked them both, smiling.

"Oh it is indeed my dear. But why aren't you dancing? Where is your faithful fiancé Mr. Bridgerton?", Mrs. Cowper asked me curiously.

"Benedict is at the university studying for his degree. He therefore has no time tonight and is indisposed," I explained to her and saw Cressida laughing in the corner of my eye.

Confused, I looked at her.

"Then what is there to laugh about?", I asked her therefore.

"Oh I get what Mr. Bridgerton is learning so exactly," she expressed bluntly.

Frowning she didn't look at me and I didn't understand what she was trying to say.

"Oh dear, best we tell you before it gets too late and you are standing at the altar with Mr. Bridgerton," now Cressida's mother spoke.

These words now confused me even more and I looked at her questioningly.

"From my spouse, his nephew is also studying at the same university as Mr. Bridgerton and he told me some things about her fiancé. Your fiancé is studying there not only the arts but also something else...He is studying there the charms of special women and not just once my dear," Mrs. Cowper explained to me, grinning nastily along with her daughter.

No...Benedict would never do such a thing. They both say that just to hurt me and make me feel insecure!

With a smile I said goodbye and then quickly went to the balcony in the mansion.

I desperately needed fresh air and I needed it now!

Unsettled, I leaned against a wall in the balcony and looked out into the night. My mind was wandering around Benedict and even though I didn't want to believe it, I kept thinking about what the Cowpers had told me.

It just couldn't be true. My Benedict would never do something like that to me. He only ever promised to love me. I was going to tie the knot with him....

Sad and insecure I began to cry. Alone for imagination hurt me incredibly.

The idea that Benedict held another woman in his arms and loved her.

No...no...I was not allowed to believe the stupid gossip!

It was Benedict!

My Benedict!

The Benedict who promised me eternal love.

Sadly, I lay in bed that night, constantly trying to push the negative thoughts aside, but it just didn't work.

My heart ached terribly and the tears found their way out of my eyes.

I knew that Benedict was very popular with the women and I was not such a beautiful woman...I was not a diamond.

Even though I didn't want to admit it to myself, my mind realized that maybe it was all true what they had told me.

Why should Benedict love me? I was not beautiful and had no special talents. Nor was I worthy of the name Bridgerton. I'm sure I bored him and he wanted to break up with me anyway. I'm sure he just didn't want to hurt me and kept it from me....

With tears and a broken heart, I fell asleep in sorrow.

The next day, I was really tired from the sadness, I went down to the hall and caught sight of Benedict talking to my father. At the sight of him, I bit my lower lip and tried not to burst into tears again.

How could I have let this man go? I really loved him, but it wasn't me he loved....

Heartbroken, I walked up to them and Benedict noticed me first. He smiled at me and my father said goodbye when he saw me.

Benedict hugged me when my father left the hall, but I could not return the hug.

I kept wondering if there was another woman in his arms and now he was hugging me.

"Stop it!", I suddenly shouted and quickly moved away from Benedict.

My fiancé looked at me confused and wanted to take a step towards me, but I raised my hand, making it clear to him not to come closer.

"What's the matter, dear? Is it because I didn't go to the ball yesterday?", Benedict asked me confused.

"Why...", I asked him, my voice trembling.

"Why, what? Dearest, what's wrong?",

"Why am I not good enough for you? Why do you have mistresses? What's wrong with me? Am I too ugly for you?", I asked him and cried.

My whole body began to shake and Benedict immediately pulled me into his arms.

"Who told you such crap? I would never cheat on you! My heart and soul love only you and belong only to you. No other woman will ever be as special to ever take your place in my heart. You are my true love and I only count the days when I can finally call you my wife. Please believe me and don't leave me! I could not live without you! We belong together my darling. I don't know who told you that and I don't want to know, but I want you to know that there are no other women! There is only you and me! Only the two of us! Forever!",

Benedict looked me in the eyes full of sincerity and love and only now I understood what I had done. I had doubted our love! How stupid I was!

I really believed that he would cheat on me and only because of the stupid talk of the cowpers!

"I am so stupid! I'm sorry that I doubted your love and insinuated that. Please forgive me...". I whispered and put my head on his chest. I was ashamed to look at him.

"You don't have to apologize and also you are not stupid. You were just told something to hurt you. But I will not let this happen. I made you a promise that I would always make you happy and we'll start with that right now. Would you give me this dance?", Benedict said and gently moved away from me.

My fiancé smiled at me and held out his hand.

"I told you that I would catch up on all the dances from yesterday," he explained to me, winking.

I started to laugh unintentionally but took his hand.

Benedict pulled me close to him and I knew then that I would never doubt him.

He would make me infinitely happy.

He was the love of my life.

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[thollandx]

Can I request a Benedict x Reader angst w/fluff ending please?

They’re married and Reader is pregnant, but Benedict has been busy painting so she’s been falling asleep alone. She misses her husband and eventually goes looking for him in his studio and she cries to him about how she misses him. He’s upset because he feels like he’s been neglecting his wife.

And just some fluffy goodness of comfort please :)🤍

Done ✔️ It’s posted 🤍 Hope you will like it 🤍

[thollandx]

We can do it together

Benedict Bridgerton x Reader

Angst to Fluff

Impatiently I waited for my husband to join me in our marriage bed. It had been a week now that Benedict always came to bed when I was already asleep.

But not tonight!

I would stay awake and fall asleep with him, as we always did.

As two hours passed and I became more and more tired, I realized that he would not come anymore. Sadly, I put my right hand on my belly and tried to fight off the tears that were coming.

I am six months pregnant and I want nothing more than to have my husband by my side. This pregnancy is my first and I want to enjoy that together with my husband, but Benedict was hiding in his studio for more than two weeks now. I did not know why he was constantly in his studio, when I visited one there, he immediately sent me away.

Sadly I stroked my bulging belly and slowly I got scared.

Did my husband no longer find me attractive enough? Had I become too repulsive to him because of the pregnancy?

Quietly more and more such thoughts crept in and with tears in my face I found my sleep.

Tired, I walked around our large estate and stroked my belly. I was very tired today, because I had not slept well during the night. I was constantly plagued by thoughts that Benedict no longer loved me and I was also preoccupied with our child. It kicks today stronger and more often than usual. In addition also that I felt today constantly nausea.

I wanted Benedict to take me in his arms and calm me down. To told me that he was there for me and would not leave me alone.

Where was my husband? Who had always carried me on his hands...

Where are you Benedict?

Quietly I crept into the studio and opened the door very slowly, I did not go in.

From the door I just watched Benedict and cried silently.

I miss him so much...

We live in the same house, yet we were miles away from each other.

Suddenly I sprayed another strong kick from my child, I groaned in pain and went to my knees.

My husband turned around and his eyes widened in fright.

Benedict was with me in seconds and half helping me get up.

"My dear, what's the matter? Are you not feeling well? Aren't you supposed to be in bed taking it easy? Why did you even come here?" my husband asked me as he helped me take a seat on an armchair.

"I miss you Benedict...You've been so distant from me and the child for the past few weeks...Don't you love me anymore?", I finally asked him and started crying again.

My husband opened his mouth to say something to me as I groaned again in pain.

Fearful now I looked to Benedict, I didn't know this pain.

"Benedict something is wrong...The child is always kicking me but never this extreme. I am scared..." I explained to my husband.

My husband nodded quickly and called my maid over.

"She will take you to our rooms and you lie down in bed and recover. I'll get a doctor," my husband explained to me and kissed my forehead gently.

With tears in my eyes, I went back to the bedroom with my maiden.

I lay in my bed, sad and exhausted, waited for the doctor. Hopefully everything was all right with my child.

After a while the doctor came together with my husband.

He examined me quickly and then looked at me seriously.

"Mrs. Bridgerton, you and the child are fine. But I think you are worried about something. This is not good for you or the child, the child is nervous and therefore kicking more often and harder. Please get a grip on yourself quickly, otherwise you will harm yourself and the child," the doctor explained to me and then said goodbye.

My husband looked at me and looked sadly at my belly.

"What are you so worried about, dear?" asked Benedict into the silence and I immediately looked at him.

"I'm worried about you about our relationship! About whether you even love me anymore! For two weeks you barely looked at me! All the time you were painting! Do you still love me or the child?", I asked him and started crying again.

My husband looked at me stunned and immediately hugged me.

"Oh dearest, please forgive me...I didn't know what I was doing...It's my fault that you are in such pain...", he whispered in my ear.

I detached myself and looked at him.

"Why did you ignore me?", I asked him.

"Because I'm afraid...afraid of failing...afraid of not being able to be a good father and husband. But I already failed at that last one," my husband spoke sadly, gently placing his hand on my stomach.

"You don't know how happy I am that we are having a child, but the closer the birth gets, the more scared I get. I'm afraid that I can't be a good father and my child will be unhappy...Damn...I made you so unhappy because of my own self-doubt. Instead of being by your side to support you. What a bad husband I am!" my husband scolded himself.

Gently, I put a hand on his cheek.

"It's normal to have doubts and fears, please just talk to me about it next time. Don't close yourself off from me. I am also afraid of becoming a mother, but I am confident that we can manage together," I explained and my husband looked at me lovingly.

"Do you forgive me?" he asked shyly.

"Of course and now come to me, I want to cuddle",

My husband quickly joined my side and together we cuddled. Happily I closed my eyes and finally found my restful sleep in the arms of my loving husband.

"I love you both," Benedict still whispered, but was I already asleep.

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[thollandx]

can i request a benedict x reader angst (fluff ending) please?

where they’re courting and he’s been a bit distant the past couple of weeks and the reader thinks he’s not interested and she gets very insecure. but in reality he’s about to propose, and maybe he finds the reader crying and then she breaks down and panics to him but he assures her he loves her and then he proposes :)

i hope this isn’t too much? <3

Done ✅ I posted. Hope you will like it 💜

[thollandx]

I will always love only you!

Benedict Bridgerton x Reader

Angst to Fluffy

Smiling, I said goodbye to Benedict and gently closed the door behind me. When the door was closed, I leaned against it and slid down it. I had fallen in love with Benedict Bridgerton so quickly without even realizing it. It happened so fast but I am overjoyed. The second oldest of the Bridgerton's has been courting me for three months now and I couldn't be happier.

He was really funny and so comfortable to be with. With him I could really be me and not always have to play the fine lady. It really felt like only he understood me as I am.

I only hoped that he felt the same as I did.

How I would love to be the woman at his side....

When my Maid told me on Saturday morning that I had a visitor, I immediately ran into the hall and waited there for Benedict.

My heart was beating like crazy and I was very excited.

But then suddenly another young man stood in front of me and also wanted to court me.

Without letting it show too much, I wanted to send him away. But my mother pulled me aside and wanted him to stay. I looked at my mother without understanding, but she only told me that it would be good to always have a second option.

What was she trying to tell me?

Would Benedict not want to marry me after all? Did he not love me after all?

Is that why he didn't show up today? He came to see me every day...

After about three hours, Mr. Adams left, but I had hardly listened to him, as my thoughts were all about a brown-haired young man.

"You should spend time with Mr. Adams too, he is a very polite man," my mother addressed me.

"You know my feelings for Mr. Bridgerton," I explained to her, looking out the window, hoping my prince would still come.

"Yes, but where is he? What if he has lost interest in you after all? You two have been dating for three months and he still hasn't asked you out...He was a waste of time. Even though I'm breaking your heart my dear, but start seeing Mr. Adams more! Mr. Bridgerton was just playing with you," my mother replied to me and stunned I looked at her.

No, Benedict wouldn't do that! Just because he didn't show up today doesn't mean he's not interested in me! I'm sure something just came up. Angry and hurt because of my mother's words, I went to my room and lay down on my bed. From under my pillow I gently pulled out the piece of paper and looked at it, it was a portrait of me.

Benedict had drawn it and then given it to me. Gently I ran over the painting and dreamed about our future together.

Please don't disappoint me Benedict.

Sadly, I looked at my Maid and begged her with my eyes to tell me that Benedict was coming, not Mr. Adams.

It had been 3 weeks since Benedict had visited me and in those 3 weeks Mr. Adams came every day.

Even though I didn't want to, I kept thinking about my mother's words, had Benedict lost interest in me?

Sadly I went for a walk with Mr. Adams in the park and suddenly I saw Benedict having a picnic with his siblings, but there was another woman by his side whom I did not know.

Jealousy and sadness seized me and before he noticed me I looked in another direction.

But I still felt his gaze on me a few minutes later.

I quickly went on with Mr. Adams and tried to have a conversation with him, so that I forgot the image of Benedict and the other woman. But I couldn't commit to the conversation because my thoughts were only about Benedict and that woman.

Then something happened that I did not know about myself. I noticed how I was getting less and less air and I realized that I was in danger of losing Benedict and that was now made clear to me.

Everything mother said was true.

He does not love me!

I fell in love with a man who does not love me!

Without realizing it, I started crying and ran away in the middle of my conversation with Mr. Adams.

I just kept running and the tears never stopped.

My heart was broken and I felt so hurt.

At a tree I stopped and tried to control my breathing but I couldn't because my tears wouldn't let me go.

Why did he do this to me?

It hurts so much...

Why Benedict?

"Y/N!"

Confused, I spun around and looked into Benedict's worried eyes.

"What do you want?", I asked him, continuing to cry, not caring that he saw me like this.

"What happened? Did Mr. Adams do something? What are you crying for, dearest?", Benedict asked me gently, stopping in front of me.

I tried to put a distance between us, but he wouldn't let me.

"No, please don't distance yourself from me please...I wouldn't bear that..." he spoke softly and wiped away my tears.

"You did choose that distance and pushed me away from you! Was I been just a waste of your time?", I cried angrily and hurt.

Benedict looked at me dumbfounded and kept shaking his head quickly.

"No...oh no...please...no you've got it all wrong," he quickly replied, putting his hands on my shoulders.

"What am I getting wrong? That you first give me hope then suddenly disappear! I'm going to accept Mr. Adams' proposal! He means real and he's not disappearing like you Bridgerton!", I spoke angrily.

"No! You won't do that! You belong to me Y/N!" retorted Benedict and before I could say anything in response he kissed me passionately. I first wanted to push him away but then couldn't and returned the kiss just as passionately.

After a few minutes we broke away and Benedict looked at me lovingly.

"I was just distancing myself to get everything ready dearest. I got my mother's engagement ring and bought us a house...I want to marry you and now I ask you....Y/N L/N will you be my wife?",

Speechless, I looked at Benedict and couldn't believe it, he really wants to marry me...He hadn't pushed me away...Benedict had just needed some time to prepare everything....

How stupid I was and doubted him.

Overjoyed, I kissed him again and without realizing it, Benedict put the ring on my finger...

Never again will I doubt about your love!

Our love lasts forever...

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[thollandx]

i was wondering if you could write a request for anthony X reader where they are married but Anthony spends so much time doing the books at night that she misses having her husband in her bed and requests to learn how to balance the books with Anthony so that he can get some sleep and go to bed at a reasonable time. Just want a fluffy cute husband and wife story.

It’s posted my dear! Thanks for the request. Hope you would like it 💜

[thollandx]

I'm there and I will have your back

Anthony Bridgerton x Reader

Husband x Wife Reader

Fluffy

Tired, I turned on my right and put my hand on the empty side of the bed. He wasn't there again and I knew exactly where he was. Silently I sighed into the night. I would love to go to him and put him to bed, but I knew too well that he would refuse.

Of course I understand him and the responsibility that rests on his shoulders. But I miss him so much....I can hardly remember the last time we went to bed together and fell asleep arm and arm.

Anthony was in his study working through all the books and bills himself. I had often asked him to get an assistant, but he didn't want that either. He didn't want anyone who wasn't part of the family to know the Bridgerton's finances.

Sighing, I closed my eyes and desperately searched for a solution, because I knew that my husband would eventually break down from this pressure!

Then it suddenly occurred to me and I immediately rose from our marriage bed. I quickly threw my robe over my shoulder and ran out of the room.

I didn't know what time it was, but I didn't really care. This was about Anthony and his health.

Impatiently I knocked on the door and didn't even know how many times I had knocked when a sleepy Benedict opened the door for me and caught my right hand.

"Ok calm down sister-in-law! What's going on that you're getting me out of bed at...ehm 3am ?" my brother-in-law asked me, rubbing his eyes.

"It's Anthony!", I spoke and quickly explained the whole situation to him.

I sat with my brother-in-law in his room and my brother-in-law looked at me and grinned.

"You really love him a lot," he suddenly spoke.

"Excuse me?", I asked the second oldest of the Bridgerton's.

"That you want to learn all the accounting to support my brother, that must be true love",

Smiling I nodded at him and thought of my husband, if I can take even a little bit of work off his hands, that's a lot for me.

The next morning I crept out of the bedroom bright and early, Anthony was still asleep. He didn't get to bed last night until the late hours of the morning.

I quickly stood in my husband's study and greeted Benedict. Benedict would teach me all the bookkeeping so I could take some of the work off Anthony's hands.

While my husband slept and the whole house, I studied together with my brother-in-law.

I had to realize quickly how hard it really was and now understood more and more my husband. My respect for Anthony grew more and more.

"I'll never make it...", I sighed up and looked sadly at the bill I had done wrong.

"Hey, you don't learn all that in one day either. Anthony and I spent months studying with dad to learn all this. Don't worry, you can do it! I promise," Benedict replied, giving me a friendly smile.

"The first ones are about to wake up, we should go before someone catches us here. Tomorrow morning we'll meet here again and then there will be the next lesson," Benedict promised me and left the room. Smiling, I looked after him and then let myself sink into Anthony's chair.

Alone for him I did this and I would back him up!

He always had my back and this time I will have his!

Happily I snuggled into the arms of my still sleeping husband. Gently I kissed his left cheek and Anthony's grip around me gently strengthened.

"Good morning, sweetheart"

"Good morning, Darling"

Yes it was all worth it, I wanted to drive the tiredness from his eyes and also I missed him terribly.

I would do anything for him!

"Yes you are getting better and better! Keep it up and then you can! The bills have all been correct!" Benedict praised me and hugged me. Happily, I returned the hug and was closer to my goal.

Together with my brother-in-law, I had been practicing for almost 3 weeks now.

"You can do it and are now ready dear sister-in-law! You can help him tonight!", Benedict spoke and nodded to me.

Happily I hugged him again!

Before my husband went to the study in the evening, I already went into the room and sat down in his armchairs and took one of the books and started to work through it.

After about 1 hour Anthony entered the room, but he did not make himself noticeable and just watched me. I did not notice it at all and was so engrossed in my work, only when my husband hugged me from behind, I noticed him.

Stunned, I looked at Anthony, who kissed me lovingly, happily I returned the kiss.

After the kiss, Anthony stroked a strand out of my forehead.

"You are wonderful, what did I do that God sent you to me? Who taught you that and why?" my husband asked me gently.

I smiled stood up and made room for him. When my husband was seated, I sat on his lap and snuggled up to him.

"I practiced with Benedict for three weeks, he taught me everything. Dearest, I just couldn't stand the way you hardly sleep anymore and I miss you so much. My wish was just to take away some of your burden. I know it's not much but please let me help you a little...Let me be your assistant. Let's do it all together! I will always have your back in the background Anthony Bridgerton!", I gently explained to him. "I love you," my husband said and then kissed me again.

I'm guessing that was a "yes..."

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[thollandx]

Request 🤍

I'm writing fluffy and angst Imagines about Anthony and Benedict Bridgerton. If you want one send me request, just send me a ask. 🤍

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[thollandx]

Bridgerton Season 3…

So the third season of Bridgerton will be about Colin and Penelope...I'm honestly very disappointed, why are they changing the order of the books? I was so looking forward to Benedict and Sophie! It's really unfair to the readers of the books! You just skip Benedict, even though he is such an interesting person and you only got to know him better in the book. Many who only know the show, do not really know Benedict! I'm honestly no longer so sure if I will watch the third season at all ...I am so disappointed...Just my own opinion, no hate please!

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[thollandx]

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[thollandx]

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