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one of the worst self-harming ADHD tendencies is when something won't result in immediate results, like maybe you need to order something?

so you put it off.

like right now I need to buy some capacitors, which requires a little bit of work to figure out which ones I need. but it'll take like 4-6 days to get here, so I keep putting it off.

I've been putting it off for a week. if I'd done it on the first day I could, they'd be here already. what the fuck, brain?

#I've been doing this with my meds all week

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As requested, I have examined my fondness for terrible characters, and I have concluded that I like them because they're terrible and I'm not sorry.

#after much critical thinking about the fucked up things they did I have realized that how fucked up they are is part of the appeal

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The Four Sacred Artistic Motives:

-what if this bad thing was good instead

-how about Make-Believe Land can have whatever I want

-would that be fucked up or what

-I think that shit's hot

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literally sleeping on a barbecue sauce

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Hi Tumblr!

Local queer trans girl werewolf VTuber weirdo here letting your know that I am approaching nearly 12 Months of being unemployed.

Over the last 12 months I have:

Submitted 3,000+ applications/resumes.

Had 100+ interviews.

Got 1 job that I was constantly misgendered at, and upon informing HR, was then cyber-stalked by my bosses.

Got 1 freelance opportunity who, after two weeks, realized they had hired too many people and then let everyone go who was hired - me included.

Ran out of unemployment, drained my savings, maxed out my credit, and fully lost my insurance.

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#signal boost

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no multi option, agonize and choose, no results option, pick one to find out or scroll onward

#so many of these would be lifechanging #but I have to pick the perfect temperature under the covers #do you know how nice it would be to be able to crawl under my weighted blanket even on hot summer days?

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whoever invented cozy in bed was a genius. and whoever invented getting up should be burnt at the stake

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#oh god oh fuck #it was Harvestella so uh #at best it's. idk. something illegal with farming or fishing I guess #at worst? crimes against humanity

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reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise

not reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore

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never let being a girl stop you from being a boy

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i think that people should start using “in poor taste” as a descriptor again given it is often the most applicable and clearest phrase when discoursing about media and analysis; sometimes a piece of art isn’t actually THE most problematic thing of all time is is. ​just in poor taste (not JUST in poor taste as a reductive take on potential harm but/and as in regardless of intent the impact is this was an offensive or stupid take/choice)

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i haven't finished harvestella yet, but i did tiella's whole deal and oh. ohhhh my girl...

#harvestella #tiella #chapter 3a was the first of many times this game made me cry

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You know what you REALLY can’t kill in a way that matters? Mint.

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Can I just say ffxiii has some of the nicest sounding footstep sounds in all of gaming

#ffxiii

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i really believe that discussing the character with someone who shares ur interpretation is the closest u can get to modern day philosophy. we are like plato and aristotle but talking about a fictional guys trauma

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#yes. play celeste