tymauteemarshall

[tymauteemarshall]

I used to take a hundred photographs just to send the perfect one. I felt a hundred butterflies every time your name came up. Three more years than you deserved. Nervous when you never were. Just one of like a hundred girls. You’ll never know how much it hurt when I saw her photograph next to mine. She had cocoa hair laying by your side. You said “She's a friend” for the hundredth time. But I saw your face and your face don't lie. I know I should just cut the ties. But I can't be cold when I see you cry. Now it's 4am as we talk online. And I hate myself.

I should kick you the fuck out my life, break your heart like you broke mine. But I'm not Built To Be Bad to you. I should move on like we never met, give you a taste of revenge. […]

I've been overthinking everything. You should really hate my guts. But it's not in your DNA. No, you could never be so rough. I tried to call you, say: [Emilie] I'm sorry. You know I love you, and she meant nothing. When you picked up, we just sat in silence. My tongue went numb, and I couldn't fight it. I tried to say that I miss your laugh, and I miss your smile. But my words were trapped. And I heard your voice, it was bittersweet […]

I should kick you the fuck out my life, break your heart like you broke mine. But I'm not Built To Be Bad to you. You should move on like we never met, and give me a taste of revenge. But you're not Built To Be Bad to me.

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the 3 t's:

traveling, tattoos, & titties

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Tell how the fuck you sleep at night

with a heart so full

of selfish, backstabbing bullshit.

— the things I didn’t say in therapy

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after all this, i still want to be in love.

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change is inevitable 

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More silence, more control. No reaction.

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I deserved better. Better than you. Better than how you treated me.

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You say I’m the one who’s testing your patience. I think you just want somebody to blame. On God, why we always argue the same shit?

[…] it’s easy to stay, but harder to go. When you make me feel like this, I try to leave it alone, don’t know why I don’t.

‘Cause you always do me right, do me wrong. We break up, then get back together. Get me high, leave me low. It’s over, then you stay forever. Messin’ with my head, it’s the games you play. Like you ain’t tryna talk, but you at my place. Do me right, do me wrong. So fuck it, I’ma Love Me Better.

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My toxic trait is that I overthink and break my own heart

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Dysphoria made its way back to me.

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Don’t slip away from me…

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But believe me, I’m not trying to deceive you. I promise falling for me won’t be a mistake.

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I would never turn your heart into broken parts. You don’t have to think twice looking in my eyes.

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You can tie me up in chains, you can throw away the key. But there’s no trapped doors, I’m not gonna leave. You’re the truth I can’t explain, you’re the only one I see.

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We’re not on different paths, you’re my path.

Peter

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You can leave the same way you came in.

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I’m sorry I searched for a 7th gear…