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I was just beaten, stabbed, and shot all in just the matter of a few days, each day a different incident or attack by an individual in my family and outside of my family by ppl around me, I had to get several stitches in my legs, arms, hands and even some in my face after being jumped and beaten and stabbed, I had a bullet pulled out my leg and my side, I was shot 8 times, 4 times in the legs and 2 times in my right lower abdomen and another 2 times in my left lower abdomen, I been in and out of the hospital including the mental hospital for suicide attempts as well as being harmed by transphobic ppl, I've been struggling paying for costs of a vet visit after my kitten was killed by my moms dog after she had her dog kill her, I've been raped, molested and abused by my family and ppl in my schools and neighborhood and I just get tired of being in this same situation surrounded by poverty, I live in a neighborhood where I'm constantly threatened for being a black trans woman and I have NO ONE TO TURN TO, I've tried getting help finding a new job but it's harder after constantly being fired for molestation at work and sexual harassment and constant work abuse I've been thru whether it was employees or managers targeting me with harassment and bullying within the workplace and it's been hard in general trying to get help with financial situations, paying for medical bills and get med assistance from the government and the city as well as mental health help for therapists, psychiatric help, and safe space havens or shelters, I've also been from mental health facility shelter to homeless shelters and been harassed, abused, raped and molested in EVERY SINGLE ONE, i am currently living in a rundown home surrounded by poverty and bad conditions, rusted bursted pipes, i have no plumbing, no water, no way to get anything to drink, to clean stuff with, i dont have water for dishes to be cleaned, laundry to be washed, or to bathe or shower in or to take a piss or shit in either and there are several dead cats in my basement as well as raccoons from all the holes in the walls, I had to freeze in the winter and was trying to get help from the city with some government assistance and I'VE YET TO GET ANY HELP, ANY THERAPISTS FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH I'M STILL ON A QUEUE, I HAVE NO HELP FOR MENTAL HEALTH MEDS, OR PSYCHIATRIC HELP, I can't seem to afford to get help with much even after succeeding my Gofundme goal because I had to use most of that money for food for me and my cats and keep cleaning products to get my home clean WHICH IS STILL A MESS. so what i need anyone to do for me if yall POSSIBLY CAN, is reblog this as much as you can and please share my links to donation help with pet food, water, meds, med help, mental health help, finding an apartment, getting a bed or mattress, and any daily needs and necessities IF YALL CAN.

My goal is to get at least $2500 to $3000, I know it's alot but rn I need as much as I can possibly get, yall can send anything, nothing is too small it's ALL APPRECIATED. IF PPL CAN SEND AT LEAST 25 OR 30$ EACH IT WOULD HELP OUT SO MUCH, BUT AGAIN ANY AMOUNT IS APPRECIATED. THIS is REALLY IMPORTANT!!....I'M TRYING MY BEST TO SURVIVE RIGHT NOW!

Cashapp: $Slasherstan91

Venmo: Negrophiliac (I know the name's wild 😭)

Chime: $MarsRayL

Paypal: paypal.me/MarsRayL

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New version of this poll since I accidentally set the other one for only a day.

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some of my favorite replies to this tweet. happy lesbian visibility week!

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i wish life was easier and kinder for trans women and for the trans women i know. thats all i want

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I have been waiting all year to post this.

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Reblog for larger sample size. Feel free to indicate in the comments your generation, approximate region of residence, your length of experience with fan fiction, or when/where you first encountered these terms.

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So. We know that Celia is a single mom with a one year old, both of Alice's parents are dead and her brother is at least somewhat financially dependent on her, and Sam doesn't want to tell his parents that he left his previous job. We don't know much about Gwen's family situation, but everything so far seems to imply she's from a well-off family.

That creates an interesting parallel between Celia and Alice: they're both working at the OIAR to financially support (aside from themselves) a younger family member, presumably without much help from other family members/anyone else really. While they can technically quit their jobs, that'd make it much harder for them to care for themselves and the family member that is dependent on them.

Now this part miiight be a stretch because we don't know enough about Sam and Gwen's family situations, but i believe they parallel each other in a similar way. What Sam said in the last ep seems to imply that he doesn't want to disappoint his parents or admit he's not living up to their expectations. And if the Bouchard family in Protocol is anything like the Bouchard family in Archives, Gwen probably has some familial expectations placed on her too. They're both also the ones most invested in their jobs, digging themselves deeper into supernatural business in an attempt to climb the corporate ladder/figure out how it all went wrong. They too cannot quit their jobs at the OIAR, so long as they still aren't living up to their family's expectations.

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You know who signs the Official Secrets Act? The military. The secret services. Members of the government. Certain high ranking civil service members being read into state secrets.

You have to be working with knowledge and secrets about the defence and safety of the nation.

So the OIAR is not just an official government agency but it’s one that deals with the defence of the nation…

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Episode Thirteen. Lucky for some ... ?

Nope. No, probably not, actually. This *is* The Magnus Protocol, after all.

Enjoy!

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I'm losing my mind.... Celia is mother

#tmagp #tmagp spoilers #tmagp 13 #the magnus protocol #celia ripley

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"i use it/its pronouns" is actually a code word for "i am a really cool and epic person" so if u see someone w/ that or similar in its bio be sure to befriend it and be there for it and listen to it and hug it cuz it is so cool it deserves it!!!

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Something I've been wondering about Protocol production:

Are y'all given full scripts for each episode, or do you only get stuff that's relevant to your character (i.e. scenes they're in, conversations they've overheard, etc.)?

Full scripts!

Occasionally, cases are left out if they're still in the process of being written and edited. But other than that, full scripts (though not all of us choose to read them from cover to cover ...).

#the shahan slander is killing me #😂

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Hi Anusia! So, one of the things that I'm really enjoying about the TMA-verse (or any podcast with no canon character designs) is how everyone imagines the characters and how similar or totally different all those interpretations are. So out of curiosity, how did you imagine Gwen to look like when you got cast? And did your original image of her get influenced by any fan interpretation in any way after the show came out?

Hi!

It's GORGEOUS, isn't it! I *love* seeing everyone's interpretations of how they think Gwen would look. You're all doing an excellent job.

To be honest, this is one of the first times I haven't had a definite image of a character outside of my own appearance. Maybe it's because she's an original creation, maybe it's because Jonny said the same thing to me right at the beginning of the process, or maybe it's because I've always been so much more comfortable with my own physicality when recording than I've ever been in any other kind of performance. I just picture her as me, but grumpier.

I'm fully aware of how personal that is to me as a performer, and I would never wish for it to have any kind of effect on how people portray her. That said, despite the variety when it comes to artwork, it's very funny seeing how many people still end up going for "blonde girl with headband" (and then wonder why that seems to be so prevalent).

Maybe I just give off very preppy/dark academia vibes even when no-one can see me ...? 👀

#i think the difference is Anusia has top of her class in high school French vibes & Gwen has will *tell* you she was top of her class vibes

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Hi Anusia, you're doing an amazing job as Gwen!! You are not beating the cutie pie allegations oml 🥺🥰

I apologise if you've already been asked something like this, but what was your introduction to horror? Also — milk, white, or dark chocolate?

Much love from Northern Ireland 🥰🥰

Aw bless you, thank you!

I have not heard these allegations - what's going on? 👀

My introduction in terms of realising I *like* horror was Magnus. Prior to listening, I was convinced that horror was gore, jumpscares, and machetes, which isn't really my thing. I was, however, massively into Gothic literature, loved reading Tales of the Unexpected and bestiaries of mythical monsters, and had been writing stories about ghosts and murder since I was ... eleven, maybe? The clues were all there, is what I'm saying. I just didn't realise any of that counted as horror.

Listening to Magnus made me realise that cosmic horror was something I found appealing, and the rest is history! I started reading more horror writers, watching horror films, and most recently of all listening to more horror podcasts. Oh, and writing the stuff, ofc. It's been quite a journey.

As far as chocolate goes ... all of the above. I'm sorry, I cannot.

Also yesssss, gorgeous part of the world! Greetings from the rainy (what a surprise) North of England.

#I'm too autistic to know if I'm meant to actually like... respond to this #but i appreciate you answering 🥰🥰 #absolute star bar x

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if you don‘t personally own one but your roommates/parents do and you are allowed to use it, that counts as yes