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Hello, is everything ok?

You know, I’ve been thinking about how to answer this for far longer than I should have. So I’ll just be honest. The short answer is…no, not really. But another answer is that I’m not, like, poorly off. I imagine this question was asked in regards to the little post I made to acknowledge that all the blood sweat and tears crwby and co went through on account of the RT fiasco and then deleted. And that may have felt a lil cryptic and weird for you guys in regards to how little I’ve been posting anything.

I’ve got a lot of stuff going on at the moment, but also some personal stuff. Mostly it’s the medical and financial stuff that really worries me. I’ve got a respiratory thing going on and a thing that makes me phenomenally exhausted all the time. As well as a long term chronic illness Ivey lived with almost my whole life that’s also frustrating.

It’s also frustrating that I have a lot of creative stuff halfway started or like almost started, but I just lack whatever it is to pull me through to the finish. Fumes? Motivation? Not sure. It’s all stuff I want to finish an then stick on the tumblr fridge and say, “Lookie lookie!”

But I’m just constantly tired, and sick, and drained.

There’s a lot of work I want to get out there—fan works and original stuff, but I just don’t have the stamina right now, let alone wondering if I can even be successful doing what I do? It takes me forever to finish anything I do. And I sometimes wonder if I should just jump ship to writer-only career stuff versus art-only career stuff. I love doing both, but it’s wearing me down trying to do them in such a fruitless manner.

And I’m sure this is just the latest bout of burnout and depression, but I just haven’t found the right tools to help me cope yet, but I’ll get there.

Anyway, thanks for checking up on me. I apologize if that was kind of a downer. Truthfully, I’ve been getting better in recent days.

I hate ending texts on weirds points I didn’t plan out, so what’s the band you’ve been listening to most lately?

#to answer the question at the end #probably avenged sevenfold

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Save the Date: 2024 Total Solar Eclipse

On April 8, 2024, a total solar eclipse will travel through Mexico, cross the United States from Texas to Maine, and exit North America along Canada’s Atlantic coast. A total solar eclipse occurs when the Moon passes between the Sun and the Earth, completely blocking the face of the Sun. The sky will darken as if it were dawn or dusk.

Weather permitting, people throughout most of North and Central America, including all of the contiguous United States, will be able to view at least a partial solar eclipse. A partial solar eclipse is when the Moon only covers part of the Sun. People in Hawaii and parts of Alaska will also experience a partial solar eclipse. Click here to learn more about when and where the solar eclipse will be visible: go.nasa.gov/Eclipse2024Map

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#alaska airlines

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IYKYK

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canon interaction

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I could write so much about the differences between Shin Godzilla and Godzilla Minus one as different sides of a political story.

Shin was a political satire at points about the ineffectiveness of Japanese Beauracracy in the face of immediate crisis and how a solution can only be found once the government is pared back to a leaner, more agile and less bound by red tape core of problem solvers. I talks about competence and creativity and radical ideas in the face of insurmountable odds once freed from constraint. The protagonists are young, scrappy and ambitious and the idea that you can make a difference, can step up and save everyone if only you were free to do so.

Minus One is about humans struggling to deal with a crisis in the face of a LACK of government, with almost no military after the trauma of a war they were forced into by their government and then lost badly. It's about picking up the pieces and then having those pieces kicked over again because of the actions of others and possibly, the inaction of one of the protagonists in the past. It's about regret and shame and heartbreak and the feeling you are not worthy of happiness so denying it when it presents itself to you.

And while Shin deals with the constraints placed on Japan by the treaty that ended World War II and whether or not they can deploy their self-defense forces to try and stop Godzilla before it is too late, Minus one deals with the lack of support from the US Occupying Forces who seem to not care if Japan gets absolutely destroyed again. You can almost feel a kind of callous disdain in the non-presence of the Americans as if they are ok with Japan being destroyed as long as it doesn't lead to conflict with the USSR. Or maybe they are just using that as an excuse to further humiliate a defeated enemy that once threatened them.

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I went to go see the fnaf movie and someone had set up a picture of markiplier in the chair next to me for the entire movie

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Happy Halloween, here's a sequel to this post! Pro tip: Make sure everyone else is ready for the photo before you take it ;)

(Unblurred version under the cut!)

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u ever just sit and listen to the war happening in the trenches of ur small intestine

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If you can reblog for bigger sample

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You know, the one funny thing that I keep circling on with this whole debacle is name of the sub, Titan. The Titanic and its inner workings, sinking and culture has been my one true Hyper fixation, and if you spend any amount of time free lance studying the Titanic, you come across one Erie coincidence, and that is Morgan Robertson’s book Futility, or as it was renamed, Wreck of the Titan. 

The big and important details about WoT is as follows, Big Ship, Not Enough life boats, Sinks with massive loss of life after striking iceberg.

I just find it funny that they named the sub after a fictional ship that shares many similarity’s  with the Titanic.

#morning reblog

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You know, the one funny thing that I keep circling on with this whole debacle is name of the sub, Titan. The Titanic and its inner workings, sinking and culture has been my one true Hyper fixation, and if you spend any amount of time free lance studying the Titanic, you come across one Erie coincidence, and that is Morgan Robertson's book Futility, or as it was renamed, Wreck of the Titan. 

The big and important details about WoT is as follows, Big Ship, Not Enough life boats, Sinks with massive loss of life after striking iceberg.

I just find it funny that they named the sub after a fictional ship that shares many similarity’s  with the Titanic.

#titanic #titanic submarine #titan submarine #Titanic:I got five more in me

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Given the internet reaction to the Opportunity Rover going offline, I can't imagine what it will be like when Voyager 1 and 2 go offline.

#opportunity rover #nasa #voyager 1 #voyager 2 #space #oppy