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#h21m

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ugh the feels of being back in this city minus the toxicity, plus the landi hehe

first time ni justine sa manila. sabi ko parahin niya 'yung tren para huminto. haha. first time niya sumakay sa LRT. nakaupo kami nung papunta pero siksikan na nung pauwi. gusto ko sanang ipagmayabang na memorize ko yung mga station kaso nahiya ako sa mga katabi namin. haha. felt like promdi again after staying in manila for 6 years before pandemic. walang pinagbago. medj may trauma pa din sa mga exps ko sa syudad na to pero malaki pasasalamat ko dahil nakawala ako.

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Another one off the bucket list! 🪐

#music of the spheres #coldplay #everyoneisaliensomewhere #anditwasallyellow #my universe

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aus 🇦🇺

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like ooh-ahh 🩵💚🩷💜🧡💚🤍❤️💙

highlight ng fan boi era ko. sulit!

nayeon ugh 🥵

#twice #twice ready to be #twice 5th world tour #twice nayeon

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@js2np

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Mapanuepe Lake

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ang ganda ni justine. 'yung gandang hindi nakakasawa na kaya mong tignan buong araw. walang umay. sabi ko nga sa kaniya, "di mo naman kailangan magmake-up." pero shempre, sino ba naman ako? as if nagmmake-up siya para sakin. gets ko na para sa sarili niya yon and that's how she expresses herself. isa 'yon sa sa mga compromise ko sa sarili ko.

minsan, kapag tinititigan ko siya sa video call, 'di ko maiwasang icompare 'yung kalagayan ko noon sa ngayon. 1 or 2 years ago kaya kong magsettle sa magulo at komplikado. dahil siguro akala ko ganon 'yung deserve ko bilang isang magulo at komplikadong tao. ang laking panghihinayang siguro kung hinayaan kong lamunin ako ng thought na hanggang doon nalang ako, na ganoong sitwasyon nalang ang gusto ko. buti nalang nakilala ko si justine.

nag-attend kami ng kasal ng tropa ko 2 weeks ago, plus one ko siya, at kahit paano ko tabunan ng happy thoughts ang pressure na nararamdaman ko, hahatakin pa din ako ng utak ko sa tanong na "kelan ako?" but she never really cared, nakita ko na masaya lang siya kasama ako at ang tropa ko. naenjoy namin ang gabi lalo na tabi kami natulog. i really like justine's living-at-the-moment vibe. hindi niya ko hinahayaang problemahin 'yung future. tanong niya nga lagi sakin, "ano tayo ngayon?" she's asking for the date justbto remind me na 'wag munang isipin, na we'll cross the bridge when we get there. somehow namamanage non ang pag-ooverthink ko.

looking at her makes me happier. but making her happy, kahit sa pambbwisit na paraan, makes me the happiest. i am really thankful na nachat ko siya sa tg before i accidentally swiped left. and yeah, my heart is full now.

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@js2n pose hehe, wish u were here

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pota nagmukhang laruan 'yung ATV sa'kin 🤣

📍 Liwliwa

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justine qt 💓

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#aus

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"meeting the right person in a wrong time is a myth."

Haven't really heard much of this until it went viral on TikTok. Sabi nila every person that you meet has a purpose. Either blessing daw or lesson. And I have just met mine and both. I was really in a stupid fvcked up situation back then. No way to go and I couldn't care less to be ready. But meeting you, Justine, made it all clear. You'll never know talaga until you meet someone that will unintentionally break your walls. Was I ready before I met you? Was I thinking that you're the right person? No. You really did all magically fits and fall into places. And I, really, wanted us to work. Because you're just a random girl, I met in a random day, and since that day you made all things not only bearable but also worth it.

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