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TW? What I ate today on my cheat day (it's not a small amount lol)

Slice of cherry cheesecake

Slice of apple cider maple crunch cake

Kinder bueno blondie

Half one of my brother's onigiri and meatball

Miso soup

Two pieces of inari sushi

Apple

Two griotte chocolates

Macdonalds garden salad

Creamy mushroom gnocci

Cauliflower steak and ratatouille

Scallops

Kewpie mayo

Three trancetto cocoas

Massive frozen yoghurt

Cookies and cream cookie dough

Cookies and cream bar

Strawberry mochi

White chocolate sauce

#cheat day #c 🌧 #c🌧️

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I've decided to have a cheat day tomorrow because my ed is fake because I love food 🙃. I planned it a few weeks ago just thought I'd let y'all know.

Hehe wannarexia go brrr

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Well I'm back again

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finally someone says it

bro I’m sorry but food absolutely tastes as good as skinny feels. I’m eating a bagel and it slaps so hard I’m literally ascending

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I'm going out for lunch tomorrow with my family friends and I'm really scared. I suspect one of them has an ed and  that she's going to be judging me the whole time.

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For some reason whenever I try to imagine myself at <45kg I smell this weird metallic thing.

#c 🌧 #c🌧️ #c 🦋

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Love how I thought that I had the right to not feel guilty after overeating at a buffet XD

#c 🌧 #c🌧️

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Is there such thing as accidental recovery? Because lately I've just not really cared about how much I'm eating. I'm still counting cals but I just estimate measurements and eat about maintenance. I'm not binging or anything. I just don't care how much I weigh or eat. I would like to restrict but I just can't be bothered to because I know my parents would get mad at me, and why should I restrict, it's the holidays anyway? Has anyone else experienced this???

#c 🌧 #c🌧️

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I really want to go get that slice of tart that I bought from the fridge but my grandma is ALWAYS in the kitchen and if I go in she'll ask "are you hungry?" and I'm not I JUST WANT MY FUXKING TART DBHHNFCJN

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Am I the only one who finds ed recovery videos SUPER triggering, especially when they're talking about how scared they are to eat stuff??

#c 🦋 #c 🌧 #c🌧️

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Here's some memes my lovlies

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I LOVE SEAWEED SALAD ❤️❤️❤️🤤

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I hate seeing my friend developing an ed. She said that she wanted to get chips for lunch tomorrow so asked everyone else if they're getting it too. I said she should get them if she wanted them, but that I wasn't going to because ngl I swear these chips are made out of cardboard, so she's not getting them solely because I'm not.

I wish I could just go to school without anyone else's mental illnesses getting in the way.

#c 🦋 #c 🌧 #c🌧️ #tw ed vent

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I think my Eds gone a bit backwards. so fucking layer cake is a safe food. but I'm scared of apples????

#c 🦋 #c 🌧 #c🌧️ #tw ed vent

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I have the mind of an anorexic and the body of a failure.

Oh, ouchy, yeah, thank you for being so accurate

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I finally understand the deal with eating alone. I used to waaaay prefer eating with others but it seems that everyone at my school has an ed now, so at lunch it's just everyone sitting around and I now usually just have extra afterwards.

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If my mum doesn't quit it I'm going to have to start purging and exercising again.