Doctor: Does your diet include a variety of colors?
Me: Oh yes!
My fasting app: Bon appetit, it's time to eat.
Me: Bon apple tit I don't give a sh*t
I miss the time when I could stop eating once I was full, when I didn’t constantly compare myself to my friends, when food and calories wasn’t the only thing on my mind
TW for 4na medical concerns
i dont think i see enough awareness posts around 4na medical complications + symptoms. so i made one:
elucidating that i am just a med student, not a doctor, but this board is based on scientific studies that i came across while studying. so its safe! (if anyone likes i can give you the material ᵕ̈)
if you are struggling with any of those issues, please go see a doctor!! you can ask me anything you like too, just don't ever be silent about your health!!!!!
please do not reblog it with ANY 4n4 related tags!!!!
I'm addicted to being ill. I want to look as though I'm ready to pass out at any moment. I want to look like a newly-revived skeleton. Maybe then I'll be sick enough for you. Once my body is desecrated by disease and exhaustion and self-destruction. Once I'm in a hospital bed and doctor's aren't quite sure if they can save me. Maybe I'll be sick enough for myself, too...
i love this community but you know what i really love? when people leave. when they say "i'm out, i want to recover." it brings me peace knowing that someone might just be okay, and hope that the rest of us might follow in their footsteps.
so if you're leaving, here's to you.
if you're not ready to leave, here's to you too.
and remember, wherever you are in your journey, you deserve to recover and be happy.
Being an adult with an ED is so weird like I don't have time to fantasize about daintiness and popularity I gotta pay taxes
idk ab yall but this ed got me going full mathematician
I'm in a terrible mood. My solution; ✨starving✨
TW ED MENION ꕥ
❥ ‘ED’ RELATED SONGS
(these are songs that, to me at least, relate to my feelings with my ed. there are ofc more but these are just some off the top of my head. i have a whole spotify playlist for this lol)
diet coke by leanna firestone
alien blues by vundsbar
oh ana by mother mother
jealousy, jealousy by olivia rodrigo
summer depression by girl in red
orange juice by melanie martinez
teen idle by marina
prob queen by beach body
young and beautiful by lana del ray
idontwannabeyouanymore by billie eilish
i’ll die anyway. by girl in red
that funny feeling by bo burnham
empty by boyinaband
self care by penelope scott
please eat by nicole dollanganger
cause for concern by lovejoy
mrs. potato head by melanie martinez
body by mother mother
skin and bones by marianas trench
diet mountain dew by lana del ray
emotional anorexic by svavar knútur
ugly by nicole dollanganger
liability by lorde
painkiller by beach bunny
brave as a noun by ajj
i deserve to bleed by sushi soucy
sex sells by lovejoy
dead girls by penelope scott
my alcoholic friends by the dresden dolls
i wish i were a boy by mj.
problems by mother mother
happy face by jagwar twin
look who’s inside again by bo burnham
Fatphobic anas are like "fat people are so unhealthy 😕🙄" and then their own diet is like "1/2 rice cake 😍 diet coke with chemicals that will kill me 🤪 puking my guts out 4 times a day 🥴 exercise 12 hours straight 🥳"
i do be feeling the chaos/heart disease ones lol <3