the feeling of cold water on an empty stomach >>>>>>>>>>>>

that feeling when your stomach is cold and tight 🤤

I’m scared that once I reach my goal weight I will continue restricting because it won’t be enough. I’m also scared I’ll go back to eating like normal and gain it all back.

Pineterest thinspo thats killing me 😩

i wanna become thinspo.

at my lowest weight :( take me back, i miss it so much

I just want my bellybutton to be like

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Instead of

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Yanno

do you really want to disappoint yourself again?

Me trying to explain to my doctor that the fact I lost 27 pounds in 2 weeks is actually healthy:

100 followers ! <3 wow i love this community !

tw// ed

ed tips: never eat more than a cup of anything

me:

~Meanspo~

I can’t believe you let yourself get this bad…I can’t believe you’ve lost control for fatty foods and drinks, look at you, actually look at yourself, aren’t you embarrassed? Look at those rolls when you sit or bend down, everything’s just hanging out. I thought you wanted to be pretty and thin like those girls you see online, your barley close, is that why you hide? Why you wear those baggy hoodies and sweats, to feel light? You can’t expect yourself to feel light when your body says other wise, when you can fit into a xxs you should feel proud but right now…you should get off your ass and do some fucking workouts, stop going in the kitchen and looking in the fridge, grab water, grab tea, go run, stop going in the place that triggers you, I know you, and I know those hands, I know you don’t have self control, if you did…why would you eat that?

Me: scared that I’m faking my ed

Also me: hasn’t eaten in days and cries when going over 200 calories

łapcie some handspo motylki ;)

tw // sweetspo

YOU WILL BE SKINNY BY CHRISTMAS.

keep going, dear. you're making so much progress, don't you want them to ask you, "hey, have you been eating lately?" or ask "what did you do to make yourself skinny as that? I would kill for a body like yours." ? resist the urge, darling. you're going to get there, promise.

Always, always, always try to restrict. Anything else is failure. Don’t be weak. Restrict. Always

One of my favourite things to do is to go on My body gallery and look at people at my height and goal weight 💀😭

And it’s so motivating knowing that I’ll look like them soon

When you don't eat for so long you feel sick and then don't even wanna eat. Urges, gone. Purges, dead. Hotel, trivago

Daily thinspo

Honestly how do people not weight themselves, like honey, I have the urge to do it every five minutes. Wait…