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I only feel skinny when I’m starving

The more it hurts the happier I am

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i totally forgot i had an eating disorder whoops time to start starving again

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Mommy Kate Moss

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if I see someone skinnier than me i don't deserve to eat for the rest of the day

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you want to eat half an hour ago…

but you've wanted to be skinny for as long as you can remember.

what's your choice?

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Pink thinspo for today

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some actual tasty food

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small portion

safe foods

low calorie foods

low calorie recipe

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Do you guys ever also feel your stomach literally SWELLING up after you eat? Like I’ll literally just eat 3 potato’s and an egg and I can feel myself gain weight from eating it, like I can feel my stomach expand and it’s fucking disgusting. Like I feel like I’m 100kg heavier after eating, I feel like someone from ‘ my 600pound life’. Just me that feels that way??? 😭

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Today's affirmation: I WILL reach my ugw by new years.

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i always forget people here are actually skinny

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calories? that's not hot

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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ •misty fairy diet• *ੈ✩‧₊˚

fairies in the mist, so tiny and delicate... don't you want to be one of them?

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day 1: water fast!

day 2: 200 cals

day 3: water fast!

day 4: 300 cals

day 5: 500 cals

day 6: water fast!

day 7: metabolism day:)

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I hate people who are naturally thin. I mean I work so hard and starve to be thin and they eat junkfood and everything without thinking about it :(

(*no hate)

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Reasons why I have a love/hate relationship w/ starving

Love

Loose weight

be able to fit into smaller sizes

feel weightless

none of your limbs, body parts, thighs, arms rubbing together

be more flexible

go from a 0/10 to a 7/10

feel proud of your new body

being able to look around and realize you’re the smallest person in the room

pretty privilege

be able to have a chance to be one of those ppl who look good even in a trash bag

be able to wear any BEST clothing

not look ugly in selfies

the feeling of starving/ being empty

Hate

Body dysmorphia

never be satisfied

become so hungry and can’t resist food

literally want to kms every single minute

headaches

aching body

tired all the time

growing helpless

becoming impatient because I wanna be skinny af

breaking out

thinking abt food 24/7 (how to avoid, what to eat to gain more energy)

be so hungry but say no to everything bc everything is so fcking nasty like that tf

having the urge to make myself so sick I’m deathly skinny

think of people who aren’t even fat and actually skinny, as fat for having healthy amount of fat on them

compare myself

will literally kms

feel guilty

have people being concerned

petting my cat and feeling her fucking BONES cause she’s skinny af

In conclusion: I’m gonna kms