whyweshould

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mood: going on a date to the planetarium & kissing underneath artificial stars while light projections of planets spin all around us

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Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

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empty

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Patrick James Errington, from "After All This Small Talk, You’d Think There’dBe No Weather Left"

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Dieses Gefühl nicht gut genug zu sein, ist immer da. IMMER.

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I just wish I didn’t have to live like this anymore.

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it's me and this feeling of emptiness against the world

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dont get bored. you’ll get hungry and think about food all day

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constantly filing the void with anything I can, food, alcohol, substances, sleep, anything to numb myself

i want to die

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I don’t know but it feels like I’m not made for this life I don’t know

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I am tired and I want to hold hands

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Marguerite Duras, The Lover

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Why does being alive have to be so hard?

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Immer mehr merk ich wie die Zeit an mir vorbei zieht und ich nicht vom Fleck komme, wie meine Träume immer mehr zerplatzen.

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Having to live a future you didn’t think you’d be alive for is so fucking hard

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I wish I could look the way I wanted to instead I’m stuck in this body that I hate and want to tear my skin off