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I needed a mental health break
I took a break from basically everything these past few months... Picked up Animal Crossing again (it's my comfort series). Stopped doing much of anything else but work, unfortunately... But I think I'm starting to pick up again, but only in some ways. I still need to get shit together for other things.
Things got a little crazy there for me. I've been struggling for years, though. At this point I'm used to it. I most likely have depression (untreated). I know I have ADHD-inattentive type (untreated). And I'm looking at potentially also being somewhere on the Autism Spectrum. ADHD/Autism go hand in hand usually, lucky me.
I didn't have health insurance for about 8 years (I'm now on my husband's). I got kicked off my dad's military insurance once I turned 21 and it was $300 a fucking month to continue on 'til 26. I literally said hell no, you are not paying that shit, and just went without.
As a fat woman in the US, I'm so afraid of going to the doctor or going to see someone about my mental health and just getting written off because "yOu JuSt NeEd tO LoSe WeiGhT." It's all becoming a phobia for me, and it's so fucking awful.
Hopefully anyone struggling can find the gumption to do the things I can't bring myself to do. I believe in you, I just need to believe in myself too. It's hard out here. Love y'all.
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I love this crazy-eyed bastard.
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I love them but likeeee
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KinnPorsche Rewatch 2023
Reminder: as we go into heavier topics in KP (dub-con/non-con, toxic behaviors, etc.), I will not be doing deep dives. I’m planning on taking this just below surface value as these are literally thoughts I have in the moment as I’m watching. Thank you.
Episode 10 Random Thoughts
So much in this episode relating to trust. It's gonna be good. But also bad. I enjoy this one.
Ah, Porsche... I know you want to get to the bottom of all this, but I don't know if trusting Vegas is the way to do it lol
I do like how, fairly consistently, the actors keep their fingers off the trigger of their guns. That's the way you're supposed to do it, put it up above, flat against the gun itself. Thank you, actors.
Hmm... KimChay cuddle scene. I have many thoughts about this one... First off, I love that Kim went from "lemme kiss Chay on the cheek, but that's it" to full on cuddling. This man doesn't know how to emote properly, or let himself have emotions about things sometimes. He has problems with intimacy and relationships (platonic, romantic, familial, what have you) as we see in this scene when he breaks Chay's heart (and mine, fuck) by saying "I'm hungry" after Chay has bared his soul to the guy and asked for love in return (Which don't get me wrong, it's sooo fast for Chay to be saying the L-word [-lesbian? -no, scott. -lesbianS?] but he's used to people leaving him, or not being able to stick around so like... he wants Kim to stick around. Plus he's a teenager still. Things are fleeting when you're a teenager. I fucking get it.)
Continuing on a bit of a tangent from the point above: the micro-expressions that Jeff conveys here looks like a mixture of oh god what have I gotten myself into and this boy is breaking my heart I actually like him so much but I hate that I like him. And the look he gives Chay when he asks "Do you love me?" ... I can see behind those eyes he's screaming yeeeees, I fucking do, but I can't bring myself to say it. jUST CONFRONT YOUR EMOTIONS, KIM, YOU DUMBASS, I SWEAR TO GOD.
How was he planning on just secretly leaving though?? There's like one way out of the house, and it's the way Chay just went, bro.
Kim to the rescue is my favoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiite the kick is so good, the fighting is so good, ughhhh.
The fact that this man takes two stun gun hits before he goes down is so impressive though.
I don't like Tawan reaching in over Arm to get to the computer.
Secret Pete goes in secretly this time.
Yeah, but Vegas, you aren't innocent. aND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE PORCHAY IS. Fuck.
I think anyone would be hurting after that fight, honestly. And I actually really like how Kim calls Kinn first to get answers.
Ope, found the kinky room. But that's the room you need, Pete.
Wow. What everyone around Kinn was saying would happen, happened. What an unexpected conclusion to the Tawan in the mafia house saga.
"You think I'm here alone?" He says to the person who was a lackey for the person who set this all up, which is the person you brought with you. Confused? You won't be after today's episode *SOAP theme song*
And the mole has been revealed. Ah, Ken. We liked you a decent amount.
"But this wasn't the fucking plan." What was the plan though?????
Oh Tawan, poor, silly Tawan. Vegas doesn't want you. This is part of the reason I do actually feel bad for him in a way. He was used so viciously by Vegas. Then gets shot in return.... Again.
Kim and Big to the rescue ❤💔
Oh Big, we appreciate you and will miss you.
A 30 second timer? So Short.
And Kinn smokes now, when Porsche said he was going to quit and everything. I don't blame any of these guys, this shit is stressful.
Chay is so rightfully upset at Porsche for putting him in danger. Porsche was trying so hard to keep Chay in the dark, but it caught up to him anyway. Just let him have space, he's allowed to be pissed the fuck off.
Well yeah, but Vegas is going to a secret house soon. With our favorite smiley guy in tow.
I don't think I'd enjoy having my bits electrocuted, either. But Pete looks so ready to face it head on. He said, fuck it, I shall smile anyway.
Bye, Ken.
Tankhun speaking the truth that Gun so desperately wants to keep hidden. I think Korn saw through that, just like his oldest son. Once again, best instincts of all the brothers.
"If you think that the minor family is the traitors you can take my life." Oh Gun, playing with fire, you are.
Porsche deserves all the apologies, Kinn.
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Episode 11 next! Thank you for reading!
And here I said I wasn't going to deep dive... I won't deep dive to the bottom of the ocean, but the deep end of a pool is another story I suppose lmao.
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I'm talking about myself. I lied to myself.
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“The entire British museum is an active crime scene” - John Oliver
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Info for writer in Thai series fandom: Pronouns and prefixes
Phi, Nong, Hia, Jèe, Tee, Muay, Khun, Phom, Nai, Tur, Nhu, Taan, Chan,Rao, Gae, Mung, Gu, Man
พี่ Phi
Gender-neutral
Can be used with or without a name.
Polite but not particularly formal
Can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
The literal meaning is "elder sibling," but it can be used to call anyone older. And since it's polite but not too formal, it gets used all the time. The chance that someone will get offended by being called Phi is really low. It can also refer to a lover, despite being a family term. I understand that it might look a bit weird when someone tries to translate it to English and decides to use bro or something along that line, but it's normal here.
Sometimes older relatives will call a child in their family that has a younger sibling Phi, and in that case, the child might call themselves Phi when speaking to them too. But that is the only situation I know of where the one Phi refers to, in a non-teasing way, is younger. (Not counting times where both parties didn't know each other's age and so they both insisted on calling the other Phi to be polite.)
When someone calls themselves Phi, they might refer to the other party as nong, khun, nai, tur, nhu, name, or pet name.
น้อง Nong
Gender-neutral
Can be used with or without a name.
Polite but since Thai culture focuses on respecting the elderly a lot, terms that are used to address someone younger can sometimes be seen as disrespectful.
Can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
Nong is Phi's counterpart. Its literal meaning is "younger sibling." It is mostly used in the same way as Phi, but for younger people. And, unless they are related, when someone calls themselves Nong, they will likely only refer to the other party as phi (with or without a name). As for when they are related, like, when they talk to their grandma, and they refer to themselves as nong+name they, for obvious reasons, will refer to Grandma as Grandma rather than Phi.
เฮีย Hia
Masculine
Can be used with or without name.
Casual
Can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
The literal meaning is "elder brother" but get use for older man in general too. The word has Chinese roots (Teochew dialect), so if someone is referred to as "hia", it's safe to assume he has a Chinese ancestor, but not all people who have a Chinese ancestor will be referred to by the word that has Chinese roots. It's up to their personal preference. The same is true for jèe, tee, and muay.
เจ๊ Jèe or Che or Jay (I'm not sure how to write this in english)
Feminine
Can be used with or without name.
Casual
Can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
The literal meaning is "elder sister." For some reason, people use it to call women who are in charge of small businesses a lot, especially in the restaurant and construction industries. While it's not exactly rude, many people don't like it.
ตี๋ Tee
Masculine
Use without a name.
Casual
Can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
The literal meaning is "younger brother." Sometimes it gets used as a nickname or to describe people who have light skin and single eyelids. Most don't see it as a negative thing. People won't use it to refer to other people's younger brothers in the same way that you use the word "younger brother." For example, they won't say "how your tee is doing" but they might say "how tee is doing."
หมวย Muay
Feminine
Used without a name.
Casual
Can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
The literal meaning is "younger sister". Used just like tee.
All four hia, jèe, tee, and muay may say with ah in the front. like ah-muay, ah-hia It didn't add or change any meaning of the word. It's just a sound.
คุณ Khun
Gender-neutral
can be used with or without a name.(I kind of feel like Khun with the name can be a bit more respectful and Khun without a name can be a bit more casual)
Formal
can be used to refer to a second or third person.
It can be translated to you, miss, mister, sir, etc. It can also be translated to virtue, benefit, and the like in other contexts, but we won't talk about that.
Most formal settings will use khun, with the exception of those who have a rank or special prefix like doctor or soldier. In the workplace, co-workers will use khun to call each other if they are not yet close. In a hospital, the doctor and nurse will use khun to call the patient, and the patient will add khun to the word that means doctor and nurse when calling them. In universities, many professors use khun when they talk to students. Even in school, specifically in my class, we used to call each other Khun(without names) before we grew up and gradually became more familiar with bad words like Gu(กู) and Mung(มึง).
**If we already call someone using "Khun + name" as a second person, then it is likely to be used as a third person too.
But just because it's not quite casual doesn't mean it can't be intimate. Many lovers will call each other khun. In some pairs they will both use it. In some pairs only one of them will use it and the other may use their lover's name or pet name. Like my grandparents, my grandma called my grandpa khun+name and he called her by her name.
If only one of them used khun to address the other, the chance is they are the younger of the pair.  The pairs that used khun were usually people who had used it since the beginning before they got together. But they might just try many ways to call each other and then decide that they like it best.
ผม Phom
Masculine
used without a name.
Quite formal and polite.
used to refer to the first person only.
translated to "I". It is a common way to call themselves as it is appropriate for all ages and all occasions. Children call themselves that when they talk to their mom and all the other adults in their life. A grown man called himself that when he talked to his subordinate and supervisor alike. It may be paired with khun, tur, tan, nai, phi, hia, jèe, or other party names.
นาย Nai
Masculine
used without a name.(when used as a pronoun)
casual pronoun that is quite polite, an official title for every man aged more than 15 years old, and can also be translated to boss, owner, employer, etc. But in this chapter we are going to talk about it as a pronoun only.
It can be used to refer to a second or third person. But for the third person, it will be in a very specific form. It will be along the lines of "that person/that one (นายคนนั้น-nai-kon-nan), you remember right?" And nothing else. At least there is nothing else I can think of.
It translates to "you". It's not the most popular nowadays, but it's not very rare either. It is mostly used among friends and people around the same age.
เธอ Tur
Gender-neutral but can be considered a little more feminine than masculine in the present time.
used without a name.
It is polite but only used to address someone who is at the same or lower level, never higher.
Technically, it can refer to both the second and third person. However, it is mostly used in the second person these days. It can be seen as a quite sweet way to call others. Many couples used it.
หนู Nhu
Gender-neutral but considered more feminine than masculine.
It can be used with or without a name.
can be used to refer to the first, second, or third person.
It is used by young boys and girls to call themselves when talking to older people, but when most of the boys grow up a little, they will likely stop using it. In their teen years, it's quite rare to see them call themselves that, except when they talk to their mom or people they used to use it with when growing up. Most of the girls will stop too, but a lot slower. Some (not the majority in my opinion, but I also wouldn't say it's that small of a percentage) might use it well into adulthood, like until most people around them are not that older than them anymore, and some, typically those who view their position as low in social standing, will use it even with people younger than them (but in a higher position in their opinion). When it's used by older people to call younger people, it's usually to girls more than boys and quite a young person more than an adult. It is possible to offend the receiver by calling them nhu since it can be seen as not taking them seriously, belittle them, or treat them like a child. It's polite to call yourself nhu, but by doing that, you risk presenting yourself as in a lower position than who you speak with, young, and not in a position of power. 
ท่าน taan
Gender-neutral
It can be used with or without a name.
polite and formal.
can be used to refer to both second and third persons.
can be translated to you, he or she. It's used when we call someone with a lot of respect. For example, royalty, monk, CEO, your cat whom you will serve and die for, president.
ฉัน chan
Gender-neutral
used without a name.
Polite
used to refer to the first person only.
translated to "I". Used when talking to someone the same age or younger a lot more than when talking to someone older. Get paired with khun, tur, gae, and taan. 
เรา Rao
Gender-neutral
used without a name.
Polite
Can be used to refer to the first, or second person.
Translate to I, we, or once in a while, you. Polite way to say "I", and a normal and not more polite than usual way to say "we". It's usually used only with people in the same age group. It was used as "I" by Ae from love by chance.
แก gae
Gender-neutral
used without a name.
A little rude, but less rude than Mung.
It can be used to refer to both second and third persons. But the second person is more common than the third person.
translated to "you." Many girls in BL used it. It can be used by anyone at any age to call anyone the speaker is close to or isn't afraid to be rude to.
มึง Mung
Gender-neutral
used without a name.
Rude
used to refer to the second person only.
The meaning is "you." 
กู Gu
Gender-neutral
used without a name.
Rude
used to refer to the first person only.
The meaning is "I."
Both Mung and Gu get used in the series all the time, so I don't know what to add, but it feels weird if I don't include it.
มัน Man
Gender-neutral
used without a name.
Rude
used to refer to the third person only.(if used as pronoun)
Translate to it(normal) or he/she(rude).
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"You" and "I" in English as a pronoun when speak Thai.
It's not that common, but it's also not that weird. People who do that are those who typically also use many other English words. As for the situation, it should be in a casual setting with people who are on the same level or lower in social status, i.e., not an elder, teacher, boss, ect. And like in English, you and I are gender neutral.
Used only the name all the way, no other pronouse.
as a first person
It's more feminine than masculine, since it's seen as an attempt to be cute. I did use it with my family growing up, so it was natural for me to always use it with them, but when I used it with my friends, I did it with the intention of irritating them by acting overly cute. 
as a second person
It's also more feminine(?), but for the speaker, not the name's owner. I'm not so sure about why. I just don't see men do it(except with kids). You should be at some level of closeness before you do it. I usually use it with my classmate, who I am not super close with but not, not close either. I guess it's just my default when I don't want to be rude bu also afraid to be overly polite and weird them out.
Used name to refer to a third person is just a normal way of speaking.
Some titles used in Khun Chai's explanation
Here
Other things
There are no words for your, his, and her in Thai, so if it can be translated to you, it can also be your and so on.
Calling someone noticeably older only by their name is not a common practice and can easily be seen as rude. There is always a prefix one can and should add when addressing someone older.
People who met in a casual setting, have some level of closeness, attempt to be close, or are just easygoing usually use the same word set for family to call each other. You can see some in Chapter 14 if you want to. It's kind of the default choice, actually.
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Via @ jeffsatur on instagram. December 31, 2017.
Porchay would have absolutely destroyed this man.
Okay. I've been thinking about this for a WHILE.
But thanks to the sleuthing on this post, it's figured that Chay is actually supposed to be 19 in canon and Kim is 22. Barcode was cast fairly young, but he did an incredible job embodying Porchay's character, as I and many others have praised him for in other posts. However, now that he has reached Chay's age during the events of the story, I can't help but see photos like this and go HM.
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That's Porchay? That tall kid? This incredibly confident, sunshiney, talented, sweet kid? Who has all of his love to offer to a 22 year old who has been so emotionally out of the sun nearly his whole life, if not entirely. Whose voice is so cute and pure, whose hardships are untold regardless of their number, and whose heart is a curated haven specifically for this world-weary young man. Chay who is an absolute geek with no shame, he may sound shy but his words and actions speak otherwise, and who will go out of his way to share how much he cares for those around him.
Kim, seeing this? He didn't stand a chance. There is no way he could reckon with a force like Porchay and not surrender. This is a man who will metaphorically always be on his knees so long as Chay exists, even if he never gets him back.
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KinnPorsche Rewatch 2023
Reminder: as we go into heavier topics in KP (dub-con/non-con, toxic behaviors, etc.), I will not be doing deep dives. I’m planning on taking this just below surface value as these are literally thoughts I have in the moment as I’m watching. Thank you.
Episode 9 Random Thoughts
I just never trusted Tawan, even in my first watch through. I felt bad for him, but that was about it.
I really do wonder who poisoned him, though. Seems like a Ken thing maybe? Since he's a double agent and all? I dunno.
Once again, Tankhun has the best instincts of them all. Never trust the sketchy ex, boys. And also Big knowing not to trust him, either. I get why they didn't just throw him out, but he shoulda just gotten tossed :')
It's literally the minor family. It's always the minor family. Gun has a complex, remember?
My dumbass feral cat boy getting worn down by the cute boy he was gathering info on. Inspiration for the singer-songwriter.
Arm is the only one taking note of the relationship that's right in front of their damn eyes.
Yes, but Pete, you and Vegas are destined to be together. Just go and spy on them. Do it.
Is Tawan trying to lure Kinn in by showing skin with muscle tees? And piss off Porsche at the same time? I don't get the obsession with cutting his shirts lower each time you see him.
What kind of workout is Tawan doing? Wtf?
Yok knows everything, Porsche.
Porsche dancing around in his tighty whiteys is such a mood. Also the song is a banger, tbh.
"Hey Porsche, why is your leg so long today?" Drunk Pete yelling out Korean phrases. This entire scene is something else. Then they just fuck on the couch anyway.
Vegas always knows when Pete follows him. Idk why Kinn keeps sending him to watch them, other than ✨plot devices.✨
Pete getting the stirrings from Vegas putting his hand on his back and the looks he gives. Yeeees.
Oh, Porsche. Not good. Very bad. No spying allowed.
Arm knows better, P.
Why is Tawan, like, constantly in the shower or the bath? Especially when Kinn comes to visit.
Vegas why are you putting your pants legs in the water??? Bruh.
But you and your family are doing things though Vegas??
Oh my god, I hate this scene where Tawan just puts his head in Kinn's lap. Like, please, my dude. Could you be less subtle? All the while, he's fuckin around with Vegas. I just don't like how manipulative it all is. Is no bueno.
Porsche for the love of god. Why you do this? Trust issues all around, bah. I know he was doing it for the right reasons, since he didn't trust Tawan from the beginning (for good reason)... Many thoughts about this whole situation.
I love how cute and nervous Chay is here :') confessing to his crush and Kim says yeah I like you too, I'm just dumb with feelings, here's a cheek kiss, thanks for the gift. Ugh. Too cute, too cute.
I can't imagine all the thoughts rolling around in Porsche's mind. Tawan is consistently showing him what he's actually doing there but he's not showing it to anyone else (except for those that are reading between the lines like Tankhun, Arm, Pete, and Big), least of all Kinn. He's being sickly sweet to Kinn. It's all so manipulative. But that's exactly how the minor family needs it to be. Sowing the seeds of distrust and chaos is the entire point of Tawan being involved in the first place.
And once again, Tankhun has it right.
Convenient Vegas is convenient.
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So now I'm finally properly caught up! Yay me. I think these posts peaked at episode 6 because it really is my favorite, but I'm going to keep going because there's so much more to come and it's fun putting my stupid thoughts on the internet.
Episode 10 next 😭 we're close to the end now.
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KinnPorsche Rewatch 2023
Reminder: as we go into heavier topics in KP (dub-con/non-con, toxic behaviors, etc.), I will not be doing deep dives. I’m planning on taking this just below surface value as these are literally thoughts I have in the moment as I’m watching. Thank you.
Episode 8 Random Thoughts
I like that this episode opens and KP have spent the night together. It just shows a little bit of relationship growth.
Gotta scramble, P. Get those clothes on.
"My legs are still shaking." Jesus.
✨Bread✨ I was yelling at my tv the first time I watched this scene lmao.
The scene where they're going through to the bedroom and they're just destroying everything is so good. And the window push, and the lick, good lord.
P said "I need to treat my man and show him that I'm cereal, help me goddess of Hum Bar."
But where did they put their fancier clothing??? Did they just leave it in that random café bathroom?
I enjoy how hard P is working to make their day memorable. Date days like that are so fun, especially at the beginning of a relationship. And they are worth so much more the longer you're together.
The day was perfect though, P. K is happy, you should be too.
THANK YOU FOR GIVING HIM A PHONE, FUCK.
Creepy Tawan is creepy.
Also, I dislike Tawan so much. But like, I also understand why he is the way he is?
Because they definitely wouldn't have heard the water splash lmao. But the underwater kiss is so good.
That fucking drawing. I lose it every time.
Calling Kinn slutty and promiscuous like you weren't fucking women in the back of a bar Porsche??
Oh Pete. So innocent. Those are hickeys, my man. KP be fucking.
Hmm. I never noticed that Kim and Chay end up standing on what is essentially a chessboard? (I'm watching on my computer instead of my tv right now so things are a bit closer)
Once again, Kim gives in to Chay and listens to his song. He really is trying his damnedest to not give in to the feelings but can't help the little looks he gives Chay. Ugh. Just give in to the love, man. Dumbass.
Then the look at the end like, fuck I'm screwed. This boy is getting to me.
There's basically nothing in that fridge but water and 4 eggs.
I love how Tankhun kicks Porsche out his own damn self rather than having Pete, Arm, or Pol do it.
Idk, if my TV came on randomly and the light started flickering like that after watching a horror movie/show, I'd probably freak out too.
I don't get why Kinn doesn't just tell Porsche the whole truth (I mean, yeah, plot device, but fuuuuuck). Like, for fuck's sake, just tell him Tawan is still alive. Get it out in the open rather than keeping it secret. You're supposed to love and trust each other, right? Damn.
See. Things ended up coming out anyway. jUST TELL PORSCHE THE TRUTH, GOT DAMN.
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I always need more KimChay but I shall never get it :') Anyway, Episode 9 next!
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Okay so they had to know Pete was going to spy on them right? Because
Macau: Ugh Pete is gonna spy on us again today 🙄
Vegas: Oh hang on I need to change! Is my hair okay? I think we should go to the temple. Not because I want Pete to reincarnate with me but for…older brother reasons. Yeah. That.
Macau: ?
Vegas: Is my shirt witchy enough?
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Kyuhyun has officially signed with Antenna agency! 💛
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KinnPorsche Rewatch 2023
Reminder: as we go into heavier topics in KP (dub-con/non-con, toxic behaviors, etc.), I will not be doing deep dives. I’m planning on taking this just below surface value as these are literally thoughts I have in the moment as I’m watching. Thank you.
Side Story Random Thoughts
Tankhun is so dramatic here. Fake crying and the whole time giving side eye to P like "he's really buying this?"
Why is this hospital so fancy though? K is sleeping in a queen size bed for goodness sake.
Ah yes, Vegas. Here to stir shit up.
I'm on vacation he says. I'm gonna sleep alone he says. Liar. Scared of fake ghosts (actually probably not fake, most hospitals are haunted for obvious reasons).
K, I think it might be slightly obvious that P is going to stay by your side. Come on now. But thanks for giving him a phone so he can talk to Chay at least. Damn.
Sweet little ending with a cuddle ❤
Episode 7 Random Thoughts
Iconic Pete opening.
The lighting in this episode is so pretty.
Porsche and Big really just focus on a guy with an earbud... Meanwhile, another guy just strolls up with a damn grenade. Honestly.
I love how all the people there are causing a ruckus because there's a grenade up for grabs but no one fucking leaves?? They just sit there and watch??? What are y'all doing?
I dunno, beating someone into a confession probably would be difficult if the person is particularly tight lipped. But Vegas walking over with a torture case? Idk, I think I'd rather talk than be tortured...
The look that Pete gives Vegas though. Somewhat intrigued, it seems.
Did he pull out a tooth?? What is that?
Gun always trying to out wit and out maneuver his brother. He has one hell of a complex... And gave his sons a complex. And abused them. And he has too many cravats.
The red velvet shirt though.
I actually really enjoy this scene where we see how differently the minor family operates. People greeting with respect as they walk by, but they're more relaxed than the main family's people are.
Vegas walking in and out of the shadows, the lighting in general.. It's... Telling in a way. Of what kind of character Vegas puts forth for his people but also of the darkness dwelling within.
I feel like for how many people most likely live in that complex, they should have like three of those long tables set up.
Typical teenage boy with a messy room but it's just the house that's messy.
Why is K still on a saline drip at home? How long has it been since he got shot?
"But Daddy I love him!!" Honestly though, P makes K such a better person overall. Not just for their employees, but for himself. K doesn't necessarily need to be cruel to be an effective leader. I still hold that K was the worst thing to happen to P though, it turned him into someone that the old P would have hated.
Back to the single seat on the Panigale.
Vegas is more like a dad to Macau than Gun is.
Chay is all embarrassed about his room, like no my crush cannot go in there because he'll see my little shrine.
I love how easy going Kim seems to be around Chay. Compared to how we know he can be. Jeff did such a good job with him.
And then the closeup where we see the friendly demeanor drop and he goes straight back into nosy mode and walls go back up.
And then when Chay comes back, those walls come down a bit again and Kim's like damn, this boy is getting to me. I must get him to admit his crush.
It's because he's jealous, P. Always because he's jealous. K is so bad at communication and trusting P 🥴 get your shit together.
That shit eating smirk on Vegas's face. So good at sowing little seeds of distrust.
My boy Tay coming in with the best advice. And the best style.
How long has that body been there though?
Pete's out here doing the most.
I actually love that K comes to see P and gives him the lucky gun to hold onto. Nice symbolism.
"Let me show you your product." Guns ablaze. God this scene is well done. Porsche and Vegas work together surprisingly well for gun fights.
I think I've played too much Assassin's Creed, I always want to hear requiescat in pace vs reposa in pace.
The party is so well lit. All these lighting differences are so pretty.
Then Vegas trying to get Porsche to stay on with him, telling him what he thinks P wants to hear bc he's a stalker ass.
Porsche is visibly uncomfortable around Vegas in the bathroom scene. Then during the kiss pushes him away... Because he only loves Kinn.
Then Porsche hits Kinn where it hurts: I know about your ex, but only vaguely.
So hurtful, that slap was well deserved.
"I shouldn't have loved a shitty guy like you." He was trying to hit K where it hurt. And finally speaking the words that K needed to hear.
I do like how P takes back control during the NC scene. Doing sexy time on his own terms this time.
The chemistry is out of fucking control.
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Consistently, the best NC scene of the series in this episode, in my humble opinion. Plus growing (my faves) KimChay's relationship :')
Episode 8 next!
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wickedmoonlite · 9 months
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hey all, I'll be posting episode 7 and 8 KP random thoughts hopefully tomorrow. I had a rough day and nothing is holding my attention right now. so sorry, but I'll be back. thanks ❤️
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TikToker @bdylanhollis exuding Chaotic Pre-Serum Steve Rogers energy.
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wickedmoonlite · 9 months
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EVERY TIME I WATCH I WONDER HOW THEY GOT THEIR SHIRTS OFF. I just forgot to mention it in my thoughts post for this episode 😅
KinnPorsche rewatch episode 6
Kinn & Porsche bickering is so funny and, like, look! look at them:
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Kinn’s annoyed face looks so cute and I’m sure some part of Porsche’s brain is going “I need to keep annoying him.” because, you know, of the cute annoyed face alalskdfjalkw (i know i’m projecting leave me alone)
S E R I O U S L Y
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THAT GREMLIN
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<333
…………………………………ohmygod i have a serious problem. THIS PART… in the middle of a cute KinnPorsche scene
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….and my brain immediately goes to that KPWT bts video when Apo tells Jeff that he can really get on everyone’s nerves and Jeff is all “actually that’s just me. I was just being polite before” laksdj;fakwjskja CAN MY BRAIN STOP THINKING ABOUT JEFF OR RELATING THINGS TO HIM FOR A SECOND??? The dude isn’t even in this episode, ffs :’)
THIS ONE! THIS VIDEO :’)
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One of the greatest mysteries is still how the hell they got their shirts off and on for this scene despite the handcuffs. :’)
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this line feels so much worse this time around ugh :’(
Honestly though, Porsche’s ability to forgive is so lovely to see in a character. His capacity to love and invite people into his circle is so precious. And of course when it’s to his detriment, it fucking sucks, but he doesn’t let those experiences affect him to the point where he closes himself off completely and still allows himself to be vulnerable with other people. <333
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headcanon: since meeting ant man, no one dares to fuck with spider man cause they think he can control spiders and fuck that tbh. he defeats villains by threatening to order spiders to infest their house,, his success rate is 100%, new york is crime-free in less than a month,
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