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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Episode 1: ♡Deluder♡

《Waking up in a body familiar, but uncanny, you unknowingly save an Idol with twins》

《Warnings: Genderbend Ai, Ai Lives Au! Possible yandere. The story is for fun, more warnings to add later.》

《Deluder: To cause to hold a false belief; deceive thoroughly.》

WAKING UP in a body that wasn't your own wasn't something you enjoyed.

It felt like you were in bed. The next, sitting on the sidewalk with keys that didn't look like your own hanging on your wrist.

The feeling of the metal was cold and woke you from your thoughts.

Your skin felt like a rubber suit, or painted on... The sensation filled you with fear, so you did what any reasonable person would do.

You screamed in terror, jumping up in down while patting your skin and clothes on your back.

It was some work uniform that you had never seen in your entire life?!

While flailing about, you stop when people shot you weird looks. Judgment was very present in passer-buyers eyes. You shoot a nasty gaze right back at them, before turning around and seeing your reflection through a shop glass window.

It was you!

But, not exactly...

Your eyes were big and sparkly, hair was perfect, even after your panic attack. The clothes you wore were only slightly ruffled and a bag that you didn't own, hangs from your shoulder. T

You felt sick.

So you threw up on the concrete. You almost choked on your puke because you wanted to laugh at the shocked and horrified people that saw you spilling out chunks of black and purple.

Whoever's body you were in had eaten some weird-looking stuff. Gross.

Wiping your mouth of the residue and gagging at the taste in your mouth. Listening carefully to the sounds around you, which was some cheesy-sounding pop music.

You look up from your puddle of vomit and see a boy wearing your same uniform. Visibly weirded out by you, yet asks you if you were okay.

As if a switch was inside you, you felt like your body and mind were no longer in one.

"Yeah, I'm okay. Just a little too excited, I got a new apartment so I have to deal with all the moving stuff."

The guy nodded politely, but his face lit up when seeing a poster nearby.

"Ah, I forgot! It's your day off tomorrow, right? Maybe you'll feel better by then!"

The boy was smaller than you, with short choppy hair and big yellow eyes. That's not a normal eye color, but they looked too real to be contacts.

You want to go home. Or to the godamn new home, your doppelgangers body had just bought!

"I hated today..." You groan, feeling whatever food was in the stomach of this body swish and gurgle in unpleasantness.

After digging around the bag that wasn't yours. You find a phone, I.D., wallet, and a note.

[Apartment number xxx, street xxxxx, keypad xxxx]

God or whoever, clearly had a love-hate relationship with you.

After walking inside the apartment complex, you smile proudly at yourself.

Look at you! Tired and scared shitless and finding possibly your forever home! Great.

Walking to your room number, you notice someone concealed in dark clothes following after you. Stopping at your neighbors' apartment. Quietly mumbling to themselves as they played with something in their pockets.

Weirded out. You ignore them before looking down at your doorstep.

You feel your eyes widen, a fond yet tired smile masking your face.

Someone left cookies on your doorstep in plastic tupperware.

Maybe.. Maybe that weirdo that was following you was your neighbor!

And you were just brushing off his kindness?!

Damn, now you felt like a ass.

Using all the energy you had left in your system. You hold the container close to your chest.

A friendly smile on your face as you walk over to over clothed man.

You call out to him happily. "Hey! I just wanted to say-!"

The door your neighbor who was standing in front of the door opens.

Your supposed "neighbor" pulls out a knife-

You throw up all over the attacker.

"AUGH! WHAT THE-!" Their weapon falls to the floor as a sickening *crack!* resounds in the hallway.

The attacker's body falls to the floor, vomit mixed with blood staining their hoodie.

Spit dribbles down your mouth, your body finally collapses due to all the stress in your system. Your eyes become blurry with tears or sweat.

You hope once you become unconscious that you'll wake up back in your actual body.

Unaware of the audience that watched you from their doorway.

Their star-eyed pupils become big at your fallen, disgusting form. The beats of your heart barely beating. Which caused your actual neighbor's heart to combust.

[Hey! I'm gonna try something new! Please comment, art, heart and reblog enjoy!]

#ai hoshino x reader #oshi no ko x reader #genderbend #genderbend x reader #idol x reader #Yandere

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Ughhhh I neeeeeed part 3 of our guard puppy leon😭😭😭

That was so so good.

Like are you an angel??? How can you write so beautifully??

part 1. part 2.

tw :: re4 spoilers, obsessive!leon, yandere!leon, guns, explosions, being knocked out, parasites, some obsessive!ashley too.

⸺ eeeek !! ur too sweet! i've been having lots and lots of thoughts about this batshit-insane puppy dog. so, ask and you shall receive ~~

through trial and error (and leon's incessant suggestions to just go home together. you disagree with his suggestion and he can never say no to you, after all), you find ashley hiding in the church. and the immediate liking she takes to you is bridging on the cusp of creepy. what's even creepier is your guard-dog's reaction to such. you appreciate the sweetness the two have for you and how it helps keep you afloat in this absolute hellhole, but something still stalks in the back of your head...

you can't trust leon. you have no idea why, but with every ledge he helps you over or with every drop he catches you from, there is that looming shadow that lurks within you. it's a sense of dread that hangs heavy in your stomach, almost like hanging over the hill of a rollercoaster. there's alarms that blare whenever he gets too close, all that seem to be warning you to get as far away from this man as you can. and for why, you cannot tell. he is kind-hearted, brave, and has saved you from practically every abomination known on planet earth. so, why don't you trust him?

maybe it's the look in his eye. how his gaze for you is practically seeping with sunshine, but whenever he looks at the squeaky mouse on your hip, there's an uncanny shift towards something much darker. (ashley breathes within a mile radius of you and leon literally becomes the gif ^^). his perceptible distaste towards her goes further than his expressive eyes, unfortunately. it's "accidentally" dropping her when she jumps from the ledge, stifling a laugh at her pain only to immediately go red with rage when you help her from the ground. "falling over" and nearly knocking ashley head-first off a ledge; tending to a splinter you got while she tries to avoid being kidnapped by literally 73 los ganados.

ashley's dislike towards the man her father sent to retrieve her is perceptible, too. and her liking to you is even more evident. she'll cower in your embrace when leon shoots his gun a little too close to her ear, smirking at him over your shoulder when she sees how enraged it makes him. she'll interlock your fingers with hers due to being “afraid,” outright refusing to let go from thereon out; she'll ramble about her awesome life as the president's daughter, how astonishing she finds you to be, and how many riches she has (and how she can provide for you *cough, cough*). it's all so bewildering — you have all somehow managed to survive countless near-death experiences and yet, both of them are nothing but daisies and rainbows at your side.

most importantly, it is so fucking overwhelming. you wonder if their suffocating clinginess is the worst thing you'll actually face in this hellhole.

you're so caught up in avoiding the affections of these two and surviving in the process, you almost completely forget about your memory loss. you have history with this man, whomever he may be. and during trips to the merchant and the shooting range, you think he'll enlighten you on these forgotten pieces while you take a second to breathe. but, he never does. he either glares daggers into the girl at your hip or thoroughly checks your body for wounds you fruitlessly assure him don't exist. so, you guess you only have yourself and your goldfish-like memory to rely on.

all you can remember is his sweet soul, baby-face, and, rather, unconventional displays of affection. and you assume that this is how far the iceberg goes. just you and this lovesick boy in raccoon city. together. but oh, how wrong you were.

the three of you later find yourselves in the amber storeroom. you trace your fingers upon the crevices of the large hunk of amber in front of you, watching in disgust as the parasites within squirm like dying cockroaches. the topic of escaping this nightmare soon arose. you want to make it to luis' laboratory for the purpose of curing ashley of her infection, despite having to separate for a short period of time to retrieve the proper materials. leon just wants to get himself and you out of here, to where you'll live happily ever after in each other's arms.

"it's not too to turn back, you know. if we make it to the lab, we can save ashley, leon. we'll only have to seperate for a second, it's no biggie!" your suggestion falls on deaf ears, much to your dismay.

"not a chance. you're stuck with me to the end." you feel your heart drop at leon's response. the saying unlocks something within you, something you knew you never wanted to come out. it hits you like a train; dread permeates your entire being. you're stuck with me to the end.

an unfamiliar voice then fills the room. before you even have a picosecond to process the additional presence and leon's previous statement, you feel his hand on your arm, to where you're then swung behind him. you see the saddler from your stance over leon's shoulder, giving his whole villain monologue. you managed to derive only one piece on information from the cloaked creature before you: we are all fucked.

black veins travel up the neck of the blonde in front of you, to where he then falls to his knees, gun clattering onto the floor. ink-black strings spread upon ashley's face, the white of her eyes morphing into a sinister red, the color stiffly framing the green hue of her irises. sobs rack through her body, you hear a whimper of your name escape her mouth. an unseen force causes her to bend down and grasp hold of the gun. the atmosphere is already overwhelmingly intense and as if she were a doll, the force pushes each foot in front of the other. closer to you.

you take a cautious step away from her, only to feel your back hit a surface. you turn to meet the chest of someone adorned head-to-toe in white cloth, ragged ropes tied around their waist and neck. their purple, ghastly hand the clutches onto your wrist like a lifeline, the pain causing you to hiss in response. you try and pull away with all of your might, but their inhuman abilities overpower your own. before your bones can crack beneath the sheer force of their strength, a gunshot permeates. your ears ring, thus using your eyes to identify the sudden intrusion of sound. the figure before you is now adorned in blood as it cascades down their once-white cloak. ashley persevered and fought through the infection seeping through her veins to save your life, but you’re too busy staring at the scene before you to realize.

"no... please! please, don't make me!" the force of the saddler returns, however. and the devastated voice of ashley only comes out in a quiet hum, with your hearing still disoriented from the gunshot.

this leaves you here, where you never thought you'd be. while you're gaze is locked on the body ashley brutalized, you're taken by surprise when you feel your body whipped around completely. her arm snakes around your neck as if you were prey, the other pressing the cold surface of the gun's barrel to your temple. you thrash and fight, but your efforts are merely pathetic in comparison to her newly supernatural power.

"we don't need another foolish lamb in our way. sweet child, do not resist!" his voice feels like a chill traveling up your spine. faint and ghostly, but all-too terrifying in the same breath.

you can feel ashley cry in your ear, begging the monster in front of you to let you both go. closing your eyes, you pray to whatever almighty being truly exists that you'll soon wake up back in your bed. then, you'll enjoy your breakfast and pantomime to your cat about the insane dream you just had. but, ashley's hyperventilated breaths still fan against your face and her grasp on you is still air-tight. as much as you wish it wasn't, this is your reality. and, inevitably, you will most likely die in the embrace of the girl you fought tooth-and-nail to save.

leon still clenches his body in agony; his gaze remaining locked to the ground beneath him. his attempts to fight against the pain with every sliver of strength in his body were futile. but, in a flare of clarity, leon is fortunately able to overcome the immense pain momentarily. his blue eyes, wide as dinner plates, frantically search around for you. and the scene he finds behind him causes his heart to sink into oblivion.

"no!" the sheer anguish in his cry is enough to grasp the attention of every presence in the room. 6 years. 6 years. he has been waiting over 2,190 miserable days to be with you. and as i stated before, like hell will he let you slip from his grasp again.

leon scrambles to his feet, but before he can bring you into his tenacious embrace, kill everything that moves, and vow to never ever let anything like this happen to you ever again, that same force stops him within his stance. his hands halt inches from your face, so, so close, as he desperately reaches out to you. leon fights and resists, despite the agony swimming in his black-colored veins from doing such. he must get to you, no matter how much pain and suffering he must endure.

you are everything he could ever need; you are the very definition of his existence. his sobs rival those of someone overcome with grief and he is terrified of the fact that it may be him momentarily. so close to happiness, but now all alone. once again and forevermore. you can only watch in trepidation as he shakes with pure terror, muffled cries of "take me instead" and "please, anyone but them!" escaping through clenched teeth.

with the faint click of ashley's dainty finger, she pulls on the trigger. there is nothing.

silence hits the room like a tsunami. you're alive, but you don't dare let yourself hope. waiting for the other shoe to drop, it never falls. ashley's grip on you relaxes, to where you rip her arms off of you and practically throw yourself across the room. anywhere far from the insanity caused by this horrid infection. the two people you survived hell with are still under the trance, however. miserable cries protruding through the quiet; bodies shivering like someone who has been thrown into a winter lake. their eyes peer to their side, desperate to move their heads and look at you and ensure your safety.

you're still attempting to process what had just occured when you suddenly hear rumbling echoing in the distance. something soars through the sky, landing right at the feet of the saddler and his minions. chaos pervades as an explosion waves through the room, causing every piece of matter to ascend into the air, including yourself. you’re flung into the wind, where you then land harshly against the unforgiving ground. you cough into your arm in an attempt to rid your body of the smoke satiating your lungs.

"sorry, bad traffic! one combat chopper, compliments of hunnigan!" you hear the eccentric voice, the mention of hunnigan, the whirring of a helicopter and finally smile to yourself for the first time in what feels like years. help! it’s finally here!

a substance trickles down your forehead and down the expanse of your face. you bring your fingers to your skin, only to find the digits to be adorned with warm blood. following the trace, you soon realize during the pandemonium of the eruption, something had hit you square in the skull. fuck.

you hear a shout of your name before everything goes dark.

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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I gotta see a part of yandere Leon where reader remembers him as they get through los Iluminados maybe some yandere in action lol (at least only if you want to!)

last part.

tw :: obsessive!leon, yandere!leon, mention of drugs, framing, handcuffs, stalking, trauma, guns, wounds, heights, being locked up.

⸺ ooooooo !!! i've been meaning to make a part 2 of my last ask, but had zero idea where to go from where i ended. i also had played a bit of RE2 before the remake came out recently, so a piece of my brain has been kept up in raccoon city for a little while. i would love to express my thoughts and mesh these two games together !!

let's start with where we left off in los iluminados.

upon having your handcuffs taken off by the stranger who is far too close for comfort, you pace backwards, far away as you can get from this insanity of a man. his attitude abruptly shifts into something softer, a major contrast to the emotional breakdown he had just seconds prior. he realizes you're afraid — afraid of him. and as much as the mere thought destroys him to the point of breaking down again, he shoves a sob back down his throat and keeps his distance, despite how desperately he wishes to close it.

6 years. 6 years. he has been waiting over 2,190 miserable days for this single moment. all the sleepless nights spent searching the world for you; all the hopeless nights spent clinging to pillows, praying by some miracle it will somehow become you. every second of these past 6 years has been spent dreaming of this single moment. and even though your reunion wasn't the teary-eyed, passionate kiss in the rain he had hoped for, you are still here with him nonetheless.

and like hell will he let you slip from his grasp again.

with as much time as his needy self would grant him being physically away from you, he is soon at your side. leon then wraps you in his jacket and you swear you hear a harsh gasp escape from him when his finger accidentally makes contact with the skin of your neck. despite your negligence and more-than-obvious discomfort, you do appreciate the new warm embrace after a week of cold rain and damp clothes. it smells exactly like him, as well.

and with that, he's got a gentle hand hovering over your lower back as he guides you through the depths of this hellhole. and piece by piece, memories that had been buried in your brain begin to disinter themselves.

for example, you got a staring problem bro?? for the entirety of the time you spend with leon in los iluminados, there is literally never a single moment where this mans eyes are not on you. half of the time it is to ensure you are unharmed, but the other half consists of him staring in complete and utter awe. it's kind of hard to focus on surviving when leon is constantly staring into your soul. but it has just been so fucking long since he has been able to see you in all of your glory, so please excuse him for any inappropriate behavior on his end.

also, you knew you have lived in raccoon city for a short period of time before the events of RE2 happened, but like everything else that relates to that damned place, you couldn't remember a thing.

except now. leon's gaze uncovers a memory you have of yourself being held in one of the RPD holding cells. the atrocious scent, the uncomfortable bench, the paint peeling from the walls. you try and scrutinize what on earth you could have been arrested for, but your attempts are merely futile. but unbeknownst to you, your arrest was nothing but bullshit. and to say leon has had a crush on you from the second you moved into RC would be nothing short of the truth. so, by pulling some strings, the rookie had managed to lock you up for what he calls 'bonding time'. he'll place a chair backwards in front of your cell, prop his arms on the backrest and admire you with your full attention finally on him (instead of just stalking you around town).

two things you now remember about this man: he was so adorably baby-faced back then and my god, was he awkward. he still cannot talk for shit and i mean this with my whole heart. his sweet, innocent eyes gaze at you while he tries to play it cool, pulling cards like "yeah, i workout" and "you come here often?". all as if he hadn't personally arrested you for possession of illegal substances he planted himself. (nothing will happen to you, obvi. he just desperately needed a second alone with you to show off how charismatic he can be. or try to be, at least).

and for the short second of seeing him after 6 years, his eyes were just devoid of any life. you had assumed the trauma inflicted from that night had caused such a contrast in his physical appearance, and you would be right to assume that. but the soulless eyes, monotone voice, and lackluster personality was entirely due to your disappearance. days upon days of the lonely, eternal torment destroyed his sanity. however, that illustrious boy you can barely remember seems to have returned with your presence.

another thing you can't believe you had forgotten was how intense his stare is. the way he stares is illegible and sometimes overwhelming. he shivers in his stance, whimpers at your every move, and his mind runs rampant with all sorts of obsessive declarations of love. although it may seem creepy to others and especially yourself, do not fret. he has no ill intent towards you, god he could never! this puppy-dog of a man is simply marveling at your sheer existence.

you are able to retrieve another lost memory when you have to jump from a window and into his arms (for those who say he won't be able to catch you, stfu. have ya'll seen how beefy his arms are??? anyways....). the secret agent you have grown to trust during your stay in los iluminados jumps down marvelously (most def showing off his james-bond-esque agilities to you). he now watches from below as you stare at the distance beneath you in trepidation. this distrust you have — he is going to travel to the ends of the universe to fix it. no matter what.

you begin to ponder, he has savagely brutalized all threats in your path and held your hand as if he were holding the world all in the same breath. you should trust him, especially after witnessing the pure display of loyalty he has for you.

"don't be afraid, y/n. i'll catch you, i promise!" there is 10000% a way to walk through the house and down the stairs to get to him, but ofc he's not gonna tell you. why would he willingly throw away the opportunity to be your knight in shining armor?

"you will?" your voice is full of apprehension. his stare on you feels like the same bullets he's forced upon your attackers.

"always."

with that, you rip the bandaid off and jump from the ledge. and leon was most certainly not lying. you land safely in his embrace and he wraps his arms tightly around your form. and to finally have you so close, after so, so long of devastatingly praying he could feel you once more.......... if he had a tail, it would for sure be wagging so fast it would morph into a blur. and the way he holds you is different, as if his gentle nature is reserved for you and you only (which it is. this is literally him in a nutshell).

and when you had instinctively buried your face into his neck upon landing, clinging to him out of fear of hitting the ground, he literally melts. i'm serious, he literally just 🫠🫠🫠🫠. the faint hum of laughter and adoration that escapes his throat breaks you out of your state of shock. you made it safely to the ground without breaking every bone in your body, hooray! (as if there is a single reality in existence where leon would ever allow that to happen, but i digress).

you meet his gaze and there is that all-too familiar stare he gives you. leon's arms holding onto you like a lifeline uncovers a memory you have of yourself being held like this all those years ago. you can't recall exactly where in raccoon city you were, but you can remember how humiliated you were when you tripped over a crack in the pavement and ate shit. there was the fairest of scrapes against your shin, but the mortification hurt far more than any wound. while you dust yourself off and attempt to ignore the burning stares of pedestrians, a shout of your name sparks your attention.

the RPD gear and besotted eyes you're met with could be no other than that baby-faced rookie. you ponder of what he was doing on this side of town. was it a simple coincidence you had run into each other? or perhaps, had he followed you? just when you think you can't feel more embarrassed, leon gets down on one knee and dramatically inspects your wound. and my god, he acts like you were shot or something. he visibly shudders from the sight of your leg; people begin to gather around the commotion. with pure ease, he then scoops you into his arms to bring you to safety. you can feel his heart pound like a machine gun beneath the palm of your hand.

despite the humiliation deprived from this event, you fortunately are free from anything mortifying in los iluminados. however, leon doesn't seem to understand when to take a hint.

"uh... you can put me down now." you come out of your memory to thrash in his grasp and avoid his intense gaze, but your prince charming seems to still be caught in his y/n-filled daze.

after a few long seconds, your comment seems to finally reach his brain. "huh?" his response is faint and you almost don't hear it.

you repeat yourself and begrudgingly, leon then slowly puts you back onto your feet, savoring the last few seconds spent with you in his arms. exactly where you belong. you can only fear how much more suffocating affection you'll have to endure before you can finally remember what happened that night.

i think someone legit needs to slap me across the face and bring me back into reality cause holy shit...... i went WAYY too far with this. my brain is a mess thank u for reading.

i have more thoughts about this........ just incase u were curious........ ;)

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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re4remake leon got me acting like a WHORE. i want that man carnally.

(cws: the nasty, coming home sex, barely teetering on the edge of obsessive!leon, gn!pov)

ok but re4make Leon gets me extra hard bc he's in that stage where if someone comes on to him/asks about his lovelife he just grins and tells them he's got the prettiest little thing waiting for him back home, he mentions you by name every so often and recounts a story or two now and again to Ashley or Luis while they're venturing around bc usually he's thinking of you when he's not occupied with the mission. so people get this image of you as this little angel that could do no wrong and is absolutely the purest thing alive, it's adorable even when one of them sneaks a look at his wallet to see his photo of you/it gets taken or falls out of his pocket, and how annoyed and possessive he gets as he fights to get it back--Leon's obviously whipped, so he must treat you like an absolute princess or prince or just plain royalty. even Ada's jealousy is a little palpable when he mentions your name bc you know he's dodging her advances like the plague out of pure respect and devotion to you.

but then he goes home to you and just absolutely goes feral on your poor body--I'm talking barely a hello on his way in, slamming the door shut, throwing you on the bed and moaning an "I missed you so damn much" into your mouth as he starts tearing off your clothes and his. he just totally takes you to the cleaners and doesn't let go of you long enough even to breathe; he's constantly losing air and having to pant to catch his breath in between kisses, but dives right back in because he just can't get close enough. you have no idea just how bad he missed you, how many times he wanted to just say fuck it to the mission and come right back home to you--but you'll get a picture of it once he's folding your legs back and straining to fit his cock as deep as he can go, his mumbling filthy and downright obsessive as he comments on how tight you are and how he knows you haven't been looking for someone else in his absence--"you're such a good partner, you know that? you're the most loyal and you deserve the world and I never want anyone else but you. how can you be so sweet and fuck me so good too? you're perfect. you're my perfect angel and you're mine for as long as you live."

and even when he's cumming and has his forehead pressed to yours, sweaty and chest heaving as he plants his hips firm and makes you take every warm, thick shot he has for you, Leon doesn't slow down as the afterglow sets in and pulls out only so he can spread you apart with his fingers and watch his cum leak out of you. he's strong, he knows he can give you more, more to the point of making you pass out where you lay. but to see you have no qualms about that and pull on his shoulders to tug him back up, for you to peck him on his kiss-swollen lips and ask him if he can remind you one more time of how dearly you were missed--Leon couldn't be more in love. the sex is always great and he always misses it when he's away, but nothing compares to how sincerely he adores you in the purest way, and how lost he knows he would be if he could never come back to you like this.

he meant what he said; you're his forever, and nothing short of hell swallowing up the world will ever break him apart from you. hell, even then, he'd find a way to get back to you--if he can survive RC, Plagas, and every other shit thing that's happened in his short life just to survive, then he can battle an apocalypse for the sake of someone he dreams every night of waking up next to.

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Me after being stressed and losing ammo and health like it’s the point of the game (it’s not): I just want my best friend the Merchant. Nothing can hurt me when he’s around. (Goes through a door)

The person behind the door:

Me: Bestie

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Yandere NSFW and general headcanons - Roxas and Ventus with female darlings.

Hi Kuri-chan! I hope it’s ok that I condensed down the headcanons due to there being both sfw and nsfw! I’m only one woman who can do so much, but i tried my best for you! Also, since you didn’t specify which timeline, I chose post KH3 where the characters are older for the NSFW.

Warnings: NSFW, mention of emotional abuse.

All characters are aged over 18!

Roxas sfw

♥ Roxas is an incredibly protective yandere. His urges lean mostly towards being your sole protector and having you by his side at all times.

♥ He absolutely adores you, from the bottom of his newly gained heart. It was a little overwhelming when the affection first took hold, but after a while he got used to the feeling of violently protective and adoring butterflies in his stomach when he looked at you.

♥ Roxas won’t ever kidnap you. Unless absolutely necessary. Like all yanderes know, they’re nothing without their darlings, so Roxas is willing to resort to anything if it means that you’ll stay with him.

♥ He’s the type to resort to violence against other people if they look at you the wrong way though. He won’t hesitate bitch to completely wreck them in front of you if he has to.

Roxas nsfw

♥ Roxas LOVES when you ride him. The sight of you bouncing and grinding on top of him along with how amazing you feel inside makes his stomach do flips.

♥ He’s about 4.9 inches but with a lot of girth. Like a lot. He loves being able to watch how you stretch to fit him inside you, it just turns him on so much more.

♥ He has a huge praise kink. Tell him how amazing he’s doing or feels and he’ll stop functioning all together apart from working his hips faster and harder for both of you to be able to cum.

♥ Aftercare with Roxas is important to him because it lets him show how much he cares about you in a way different to sex! A shower or bubble bath and then cuddling until you fall asleep while Roxas whispers to you how much he loves and needs you in his life.

Ventus sfw

♥ Ventus has gone through loss after loss over the years. Aqua and terra are an exception because they’ve been found! But he doesn’t ever want to risk losing you. Ever.

♥ He’s quite the manipulative yandere as well as a bit obsessive. He’s like Roxas in how he’ll resort to any means to keep you with him, however he won’t ever resort to kidnapping. Never. He’s too manipulative for that to ever become a factor anyway.

♥ Most of the time, if you’re thinking about leaving, Ventus just ends up purring to you about how perfect you are together and how lost he#d be without you for all of those thoughts to slip away.

♥ Ventus basically spends most of his time cuddling you, constantly checking up on where you are, next to you with either a hand wrapped in yours or an arm around your waist or in bed with you. And trust me when I say that he LOVES sleeping with you. I don’t even mean sex really, he loves both that and just being able to hold you while you both dream the world away.

Ventus nsfw

♥ Ventus is also quite the submissive yandere, so he also loves seeing you ride him. He especially loves watching himself enter you. There’s something about being able to watch yourself take the person you’re absolutely obsessed with that just makes someone so happy…

♥ His cock’s length is the same as Vanitas’, with a little less girth. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t know how to use it though. He’ll make you scream over and over again from all different positions.

♥ Ventus simply loves the act of making love. He’s especially fond of the closeness it causes for both of you, being able to theoretically ‘become one’ in the most ecstasy inducing way possible. And Ventus can’t get enough. He’s always moaning out how perfect you look, how only he can make you feel like this, how he loves you so, so very much.

♥ Aftercare for Ventus is mostly cuddles and then a shower. If you fall asleep after the shower or during cuddles, he’ll gladly snuggle up next to you and grip you in a tight hold. Never to let you go.

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Meet Little re6 leon 💖🥺

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Hello ashie! I was wondering if you could write a blurb where reader is feeling lonely because all her friends are dating when reader doesn't have any dating experience and leon comforts her and makes her feel better about it. (yes, this is absolutely self-indulgent)

Thank you, I really love the way you write so keep up the good work ❤❤

little blurb comin' right up bc i too am lonely! :D :') I get the feeling so you're not along in this! <3 (though i too wish i experienced love😭)

You were slumping on the living room couch, mindlessly scrolling through your phone. It was Valentine's Day and to no surprise (to you), you were date-less. It's not like there was anything wrong with you, you just weren't all that social. But for some reason, even the shyest of your friends are getting in a relationship. Your phone dinged, notifying you of a text from one of the group chats you were in.

The LONERS; you all called it yet seemingly, one by one were getting asked out on a date. The new text wasn't any different.

'MARCUS JUST ASKED ME OUT!!'

"Man... If only..." You mumbled to yourself as you typed in a very enthusiastic 'congratulations! So happy for you!'

You were happy for your friends, truly. They were experiencing romance and love, dating other people, finding happiness and there you were; on the couch with little to no dating experience. You glanced at the time, it was close to 5 in the evening and you knew a local pizza place that provided a discount for 'loners'.

"Alright, Mr Cushion," You sighed, dialling the number of the pizza place, "Ready for more sappy romcoms and tears?"

After placing your order, you received another text, yet this time it was from your... Friend? Accomplice?? Some very attractive guy who got nothing better to do? Childhood friend?

You didn't know. It was Leon.

Leon: Hey, you free?

No, about to have my valentine's day with Mr cushion and some pizza

Leon: ... That's sad, y/n

You: Don't you have some zombies to kill instead of bullying me?🙄

Leon: I'm off today so sadly, no zombies are dying :/

You: The government gives you a day off on Valentine's? What for; you too got a date?

Leon: Look who's bullying who now - no, I just finished my reports early. So, I've got some time.

You: Aha, fun.

Leon: Yeah. I'm coming over.

You: :/ insufferable

You figured you'd have to clean up a little - despite not being messy but for the sake of feeling a bit better, you got up and exhaled at the ache in your heart.

It didn't take long for the pizza to arrive and you were already heading to your front door with your wallet. You opened the door, eyes still down at your money.

"Thank you. This should -" You looked up and froze, finding Leon with the two boxes of pizza and a plastic bag of drinks. Leon only smiled cheekily.

"Order for Y/L/N?"

"Leon. You got here fast." You widened the door for the agent to walk in, shutting the door behind you.

"I was in the neighbourhood." Leon shrugged and he instantly noticed that dull glow in your eyes, smile faltering just a little.

"You look like you've seen better days."

You grumbled at his observant eyes and returned to your couch, flopping down on it like you've done hours before. Leon stayed silent, walking after you to set the food down on the coffee table. He knew you were going to speak sooner or later. You were probably trying to find the best choice of words to use.

"Valentine's sucks."

Or that.

"All my friends are dating or have dated before," Your voice was muffled by Mr Cushion, "Yet here I am. Still single. I swear to God, I'm going to start selling feet pictures just to get some affection."

Leon crinkled up his nose at that, nudging your hip with his knee as a silent 'move over', "I don't think you'll receive the type of affection you want, sweetheart."

"But it'll be something."

Leon rolled his eyes, nudging you again and when you finally moved, he sat down next to you. Leon could tell you were feeling left out on that part of life; the butterflies, the love-struck giggles, the romance. It showed so with how your were desperately gripping onto the cushion to your chest, knees pulled up as your eyes were distant, as if pretending your face was nuzzling into a warm living chest.

Cuddling; that's what you craved.

Leon sighed, frowning a little before setting his hand on your shoulder, "Hey, there's nothing wrong with being inexperienced. It only means it'll be more special with the person you choose."

"Says the one who actually got a line of women for him..." You grumbled, voice sounding a bit tight as you held the cushion closer, "The group chat is called 'the loners' yet I'm the only loner in this god damn circle."

Leon pursed his lips at even the idea of having made a group chat for single people; it was almost funny considering almost none of your friends are single. Leon did get subtly asked out for Valentine's by some women at his workplace and as much as they wanted him to say yes, Leon had other plans.

like having pizza at your place.

Like spending time with you - why else did Leon speedrun those reports?

"We can change that, come on." Leon leaned towards the coffee table, picking up the remote control and you glanced at him with glistening eyes, confused.

"What?"

"We've got food, drinks and some crappy romcom movie playing. Maybe I'm wrong but it looks like we're on a date." Leon gave you a tilted smile and you scoffed, trying not to get your hopes up too much.

Though having Leon Kennedy as your first date doesn't sound too bad.

"You're only doing that to make me feel better..."

"Right. Because I was so excited to finish two weeks worth of paperwork to play pretend with you." Leon replied sarcastically, rolling his eyes.

"Now, let that poor pillow go and come here. The pizza won't taste good when it's cold." Leon encouraged you with a smile and heat rushed to your cheeks, releasing your death grip on your Mr Cushion.

As you reached for the first pizza slice, you suddenly felt really nervous like something weird fluttering around in your lower stomach.

Butterflies.

You looked up at Leon, seeing him focused on finding a movie for the both of you to watch. The man was hella attractive and you'd be in denial if you said Leon doesn't look hotter than Marcus. Especially that curtained hair; god knows how special the care it gets to keep it looking smooth after being covered in rotten guts and sewer water in almost every mission.

It sent your heart pounding uncomfortably in your chest and you wondered if this was part of love.

Part of romance.

Anxiously, you poked the olive on your pizza, gently bumping your knee against Leon's, "Hey, uh, Leon?"

Leon looked down at you, "Yeah?"

"Do you... Well... Not tonight because it's obviously late but uhm..." Your throat was running dry and Leon had to stifle a laugh when he saw how flustered you were becoming.

You really were inexperienced and it was so endearing and cute to see.

"Maybe some other time... We can go on an actual... uh... Date?" You finally asked, nervous eyes trying to read his sharp warm ones and Leon chuckled.

"Sure, why not?"

Cool sensation washed through your chest, exploding in what you could only describe as relief. You were finally experiencing romance.

With none other than Leon S. Kennedy.

Leon didn't miss the excited soft glow in your now bright eyes, the very subtle dance as you took a bite of your pizza more enthusiastically.

Going through that paperwork was worth it.

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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Hello there dear! Could I possibly have a Leon Kennedy fluff with scar kissing? Don't overwork yourself, and thank you!

Thank you my dear I love you 🥹🥺👉👈

I love your scars

Pairing:Leon Kennedy x GN! reader

Description:After telling Leon of what happened to you years ago when you were young Leon shows how much he loves you and your scars

You walk into Leon's bedroom after a warm shower seeing him laying in bed watching tv as you got your clothes at the end of the bed dropping your towel putting them on until you hear the bed creak and a soft hand on your rib.You turn around seeing leon with his eyes watering as he looks up at you "Who did all this to you...what are these from?" he asks voice cracking as tears flow down your face showing your scars on your stomach and inner thigh then turning showing the ones on your ribs and finally your back quietly sobbing trying to keep it all in until he puts his hands on you turning you around "It's okay...I won't judge you for anything that happened before we ever knew each other".You take a deep breath and slowly point to a small scar on your sternum "I got stabbed when I was 17,they arrested the boy who did it...he bullied alot of people including me and that's what happened" you then point to a scar on your stomach "I had emergency surgery to take a ulcer out of my stomach from stress from me working almost every day nonstop" you then point to a faded one on your pelvis "I was cut with a knife when I was trying to defend myself from my older brother who is on drugs badly" you continue on as leon gently touches each scar as you tell how and when you got it.You get to the last one on your back that goes down your spine being the biggest one out of all of them "I got this when I was on vacation with a group of friends and I fell off a small cliff and hit rocks until I landed in the water" you shake as you try not to cry again you breath taken away when you feel leon's hand on your back tracing the scar from top to bottom "You didn't deserve for any of those things to happen to you" he turns you around getting down infront of you "You never have to feel ashamed or ugly because of these" leaning forward kissing the scar on your sternum going down to the one on your stomach "You are one of the most wonderful incredible people I have ever met" he kisses that one then going to the one on your pelvis "You always make me feel so lucky to have you in my life" he continues on holding and squeezing your hand as you smile with tears watching him.He traces the scar on your back one last time squeezing your hand again "I love you and your scars because they show you survived" he kisses slowly down your back with the most loving and affectionate care wrapping his arms around your waist after rubbing your side as he holds you "No one has ever done that before" you say turning around as leon smiles but then takes his shirt off showing you the scars on his body from his chest and shoulders to his lower waist and upper back "I know how you feel".You caress his face taking his breath away in return as you do what he had just done with you kissing each scar and telling him how much he made you happy and cared for "I love you and your scars...because you survived" you both smile kissing each other putting your shirt on until leon stops you "Leave it off I want to feel them and your skin and for you to feel mine" you fold and put both shirts on the dresser getting under the covers and holding each other close as possible asleep kissing the scar on his chest falling asleep after leon rubs his hand slowly up and down your arm kissing the upper part of the scar on your back falling asleep right after under the warmth of unconditional love and true happiness.

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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What're your headcanons about C-Virus Leon?

Oh well.. Uhh I've never wrote anything with him yet but I do have a few! Whoever you are that wrote this.. I need to talk with you because you made my day.

He's a very possessive and overly protective person, before he was never this way but the virus changed something within his body

Leon can easily hide his fangs, spikes, tail, etc.. As a surprise attack like one of those snakes or spiders that burry themselves in the ground to catch prey.

Yes, his jaw does unhinge off as his flesh opened up without pain as if they were hidden, two appendages in the mouth ones larger than the other, hanging out on both sides well.. Sideways basically. (Because it would be weird if they were down or up)

He does have his feral moments as if he were a cat. Only letting you be the reason to calm him down, just a single touch from you and he's calm.

In his C-Virus form, Leon doesn't speak as it comes out as roars and growls.. He uses sign language to communicate but able to talk in his normal human form.

Sometimes out of his Virus form he does get growing pains in his body, mostly his back as he's tossed around a lot like a fucking pinata, he loves warm baths and massages you give him

Nothing to harsh to keep an eye on him right? Yes, he wears a collar around his neck to show signs of hostility or anything worse so you're able to be there to calm him down as well as helping him focus.

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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how about hcs for yandere ethan winters? (You probably know this, but hes from resident evil 8 iirc)

He should be easy as he doesn't have much to research for personality by design. As a result I am sorry if it comes off a little short ^^

Yandere! Ethan Winters Concept

Possible Trigger Warnings: Obsession, Overprotective behavior, Implied PTSD, Fear of abandonment, Murder threat, Gun mention, Delusional behavior, Manipulation, Clingy behavior.

- Ethan Winters is definitely a dedicated Yandere.

- He's seen so much horror just to save his wife and daughter.

- It would make sense for Ethan to show the same dedication to his Darling.

- Ethan would be Caring, Dedicated/Determined, Overprotective, Obsessive, Manipulative, and Resilient.

- He'd be the type of Yandere to do nearly anything to make you happy.

- Except step away from you, however.

- He's overly affectionate and caring towards you once he's obsessed.

- Often doing silly things to make you laugh and looking after you.

- He adores you!

- One of the most precious things in the world to him is your smile!

- Ethan loves to see you react to the little things he does for you.

- He comes off as the perfect boyfriend/husband material.

- Comforting you through everything even if he's the cause of it....

- You could call him delusional, too, as sometimes he refuses to hear he's making you unhappy.

- He's also very dedicated and determined.

- Due to his new... anatomy after Resident Evil 7 he is also hard to injure.

- If you wanted to run from him/hurt him it'll be difficult.

- He has a ton of stamina and can recover from almost any wound.

- He's keeping you in his grasp no matter what.

- Ethan is also overprotective.

- After what he's gone through he refuses to have you harmed.

- He won't hesitate to shoot someone if they try to take you anymore.

- The events with the Baker Family/The Lords made him indifferent to using guns to kill people.

- He can't have anyone else being stolen from him....

- Ethan may also be obssessive with you, wanting to make sure he's caring for all your needs.

- He probably also cares about how you think of him.

- To get you to stay with him, Ethan is manipulative.

- He begs you to stay with him if you try to leave.

- He does every trick in the book to keep you near.

- Ethan also craves physical contact with you.

- It reassures him you're here and with him.

- He's a very troubled man, honestly.

- Which leads him to being clingy and paranoid.

- He's always looking for reassurance you're with him and love him.

- If you don't love him then he may just have to change that.

- "I won't let anyone take you. I love you too much to just let you go, (Y/N)."

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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all the things i never got to do

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xcrazyshippingfangirlx · 1 year

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The Most Humane Monsters

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

Yandere!Mold Ethan Winters x GN!reader

Summery: Childhood friends of Ethan Winters you watch as the blond man grow into a fine adult, someone caring and devoid of any malicious capabilities. As time grows you soon realize that you love the adorably dumb man, Ethan was everything in your eyes. So when he marries another person by the name of Mia it tore you to pieces, especially when you come to learn their true nature. Cruel, manipulative, and cold, safe to say you hated their in every way. Regardless, Ethan loved their whole heartedly and you did your best to support him. One day Mia goes missing from their "babysitting job", days turn to week, and week to months, Ethan was a wreck from the anxiety. And despite all feelings for Mia and for Ethan you buried them alive, stepping in as the supportive friend Ethan always knew you as. Apparently that was not enough as without any notice Ethan was gone, out on an adventure to save his spouce. This left you alone with no idea of what happened to the man you loved, left alone for weeks and months. Just you and your thoughts.

That is until Ethan returned, changed by the experiences in more than just emotional trauma.

Tags: Heavy Angst, some fluffy moments, yandere themes (lighter side), Ethan being turned into a mostly mindless mold monster, character violence, mentions of abuse, jealously, mentions of depression and eating disorder, slow-ish burn, friends to lovers (?)

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Warning: This one is heavier.

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Its been a long while as you waited for the results of the referral the doctor gave you, you knew that the waitlists for things like this can be ridiculous but still an anxiety ebbed its way at you. Throughout the weeks though you slowly got used to the new life the universe decided to give you, calling your old boss you asked for your job back and they so graciously granted you it. They always did really liked you and treated you as an actual human being, although they had many questions about you coming back you tried to answer them honestly without telling the whole crazy story.

A strange little dynamic slipped between you and Ethan, throughout the week you would go to work and Ethan stayed at home. Obviously, with his condition, he couldn't go back to being a software engineer, but that didn't mean he wasn't the same intelligent man you knew he was. Things changed, but he still kept himself busy at your house. It started with cleaning and trying to help around the house so you were less stressed, because of this the bandages around his arms came off quickly and were left abandoned. Apparently too annoying and a hassle to commit to, Ethan always assured you he was in no pain and therefore didn't need them. That was another thing, the man started to become more chatty, given not the same as before but he would speak more frequently in the same fragmented way.

Ether way it was progress.

Ethan tried really hard to help around and show his appreciation for you and even tried cooking, that resulted in a disaster that nearly burned down the house.

The days went by and the weekends Ethan would try to convince you to lounge around the house with him or go for a walk in the nearby forest, anything you did Ethan was there to help or hold you. Normally you would find this clinginess sufficating but this was the man you were never able to get over, the crush still there and blooming into full love. You hated that feeling bubbling back up, after all Mia is still out there and if Ethan was in such a state you can't image what she is like.

This resulted in you trying to push yourself away from Ethan's affection every time you remembered her face, the sourness etched into it. The way she would gawk or glare at you, it burned a hole of ire in your heart, reguardless this was Ethan's wife and you needed to respect that.

No matter how much you loved him.

It wasn't often that you remembered her, rather getting caught in these blissful moments where Ethan would hold you or even try to slow dance in the dark evenings. It was so soft, so wonderful how could you not. But Ethan still noticed everytime you would smile so gently, a slight heat dusting your face as he held your hand only to have a sour expression suddently take over and wiggle out of his grasp.

Not only did it confuse him but broke his heart.

Did he do something wrong, do you not love him anymore? Why are you leaving him, where were you going?!

Ethan would run over only to engulf you in a hug burring his face into your neck, little tears forming as his blacken hands gripped the fabric of your clothes. He never wanted you to leave him, not again. Never again.

It hurt you too to see such a desperation take over Ethan, you didn't want to put space between each other but maybe it was for the best. After all the only reason why you were leaving in the first place was because Ethan choose Mia and you respected that dission, you knew you would never get over your feelings for the man and therefore the best thing was to remove yourself entirely.

But how with Ethan holding your head against his chest as tears slowly soaked the top of your head slowly broke down that cold barrier you set. You could just feel the raw emotion of the man as little hiccups interrupted the somber sobs, this was beyond heart breaking to hear.

Every time you would lean up to his ear to murmur little apologies as you allowed him to slowly swing you back and forth, apologies for making him so scared but also for not communicating the black mess of thoughts you had.

Lazy Saturday morning as more rain poured outside, sitting on the couch with Ethan a movie was playing only to be ignored. You were sitting on your side with an elbow on the armrest propping you up, Ethan on your chest snuggling on. As the pictures moved in front of you your mind replayed the events of the previous weeks in your head in a slow almost slumber-like process, the whole events still not feeling real let alone like they already passed.

The loud jarring ring of your phone caused you to jump and had Ethan instinctively grasp onto your hoodie, looking over to the side table with a mix of betrayal and curiosity you started to sit up. Ethan was slightly annoyed that he had to get up and therefore snuggling you, but you reached over to check the call I.D. to see it was the hospital. A moment of confusion swept over you until you realized it might be the lab results, you stood up and started to walk away.

At the last moment you turned to Ethan and spoke over your shoulder, "Keep watching the movie, I have an important call."

Leaving the room to stand on the balcony you answer the call, "Hello?"

"Hi, is that Y/n L/n?" The voice a strong masculine one echoed out.

"Uh, yes- that's me." You answered somewhat unprepared.

"The lab results are back for Ethan Winters and we wanted to talk to you about them."

"Okay, well what are they?" You answer somewhat nervously, finally, you could get some answers.

"We wanted to talk to you in person," The voice starts again, and instinctively you start to look over to your calendar preparing dates.

"Okay, well what hospital was this call from? I can schedule something depending on your availability."

"We will come to you." The voice spoke and that immediately set off red flags, in all your years of being an adult did the hospital come to you.

"I'm sorry?" The confusion is clearly emphasized.

"As I said we will come to you, can you please confirm your address for us?"

"Wait, hold on. Why would you need to come to my house, is something wrong?" The slow-set anxiety started to crawl from your stomach to your throat.

"I assure you there is no need to worry, the nature of Mr. Winters' condition would benefit from our team coming to your house. Can you please confirm your address?" The voice was cool and calculated and something continued to raise that red flag.

"Um, okay, well before can I please get the name of the hospital your with as well as your name. For my records and insurance?" You asked trying to be smart about your next course of actions.

The voice rattled off the name of a hospital not too far from you before telling you their name, Chris Redfield. Unable to find any further reason to remain suspicious you replied with your address, but you still had many questions.

"I'm sorry, I'm still pretty confused about this whole... situation. Why is it important that you and your 'team' come to us, wouldn't it be better to go to the hospital with all the equipment and things you would need?" Continuing to pressure this 'Chris Redfield'.

"Normally yes, but due to Mr. Winters' condition, it would greatly benefit him if we were to visit. In addition to his previous records stating his aversion to doctors this way would reduce stress." Despite all his words having logic to them, you could help but still feel like something was off.

"We will be there soon. Please reframe from telling Mr. Winters about us as it might cause him to panic."

"O-okay, how long will it take for you to get here?-" Caught off guard you hear a click mid-sentence, did they just hang up on you?

"Hello?" You spoke emptily into your phone, the fucker did just hang up on you! What kind of secretary was 'Chris Redfield, his people skills were not the best.

You were taken back and stood there for a moment as heavy rain still poured down the covering over your balcony, air sharp and chilly but fresh. You could smell the earth as it became soaked and turned to mud.

Turning sharply on your heel you enter the house again, walking down the stairs and back to the living room where Ethan looked curiously at you. "Sorry for taking so long."

Ethan sat up with a smile on his face, you couldn't feel bad for what was going to come. Going to be poked and prodded by doctors again, hopefully, it wouldn't be as bad as last time. Maybe them coming here was a better idea, Ethan would probably feel better at home since this is his 'safe space'.

You took in a deep breath and sat down, "How much did I miss?" a gentle smile showed to the man.

As more time passed the more you got confused and annoyed, the person over the phone said soon yet is been almost 30 minutes when you check the clock on the wall. Soft ticking echoing to the now feeling empty house, Ethan still hanging by your side.

It was lunchtime.

"Well, any ideas about what we should make for lunch?" You lazily turn to Ethan knowing fully well you were the one making the food, he'd help at most lest another arson attempt.

The blond man hums as he thinks before walking over to the assortments of cookbooks you had, that was a smart idea. "Yeah probably better to look than go back and forth failing to come up with anything."

Ethan flips through the pages before you hear the paper stops moving, tapping filling the air instead as he lifts the book towards you. It was a hardy stew, full of meat and veggies, why doesn't it surprise you that Ethan wanted soup?

"Sweetheart, stew requires hours of cooking time." Ethan frowned deeply.

"We do have stew beef that needs to be cooked so we could make that for dinner, how does that sound?" Ethans jumped over towards you where he pulled you off of the couch in excitement, good god this man loves soup.

"Yeah, yeah, I know." You pretend to be annoyed as he pulls you over.

"We could have tomato soup and a salad for lunch, something simple and light." That made Ethan even happier as he threw the cookbook to the side.

"Alright happy feet, why don't you go tap dance upstairs and clean up that mess you left after your project?" In reference to Ethan's need to scout through your art supplies and yarn, maybe he was looking for something else he could do? That's an idea, you could teach him to crochet or something along those lines.

Ethan ran upstairs and it reminded you of a kid the way he was so excited, you chuckled lightly as you leaned over the counter and read what ingredients you would need. A knock at your door alters your attention and takes you away,

Walking over you open the door only to be met with a tall white man with a scruffy beard and short brown hair that started to salt and pepper, he was wearing a dark wool trench coat with similar black pants and combat boots. It was quite intimidating to have him looming over you at the door.

"Uh hello, can I help you?"

"Hello Y/n, my name is Chris Redfield we talked over the phone a while ago." This was Chris??

"Oh, uh," You opened the door a little more and stood against the frame. "Are you sure you're with the hospital?"

His face was stern and serious and didn't really help with the intimidating feeling he was giving you, matter of fact made you feel all the more small and helpless. "Actually I am with the B.S.A.A. and we believe that you are currently in danger."

He flashed you his badge so quick you barely had time to register what the man just said, "D-danger, what are you talking about?" You could feel a cold sweat building.

"We will explain further but first we need you to come with us," Chris says it quickly trying to urge you to follow him.

"Wait, let me get Ethan." You pull your hoodie tighter around you in a nervous subconscious movement, starting to turn only to have Chris stop you.

"No, leave Ethan."

"Why?" You look up at the taller man in a concerned stare that remained unanswered, then loud sounds of a struggle echo distantly in your house.

You snapped towards the noise as fear spiked all thoughts about Ethan's safety, you run towards the noise barely dodging Chris grasping hands. "Y/n, no!" He yells after you.

Sprinting up the stairs you barely miss tripping and toppling down all of them, following the trail of sounds leading you towards your bedroom where you shouldered through the jarred door.

"Ethan!" In a panic you screeched out,

The scene before you didn't do anything to ease your anxiety. Ethan was in the corner of your room as black ooze flowed off of his arms and through his clothes, fearful expression as three figures covered head to toe in black held riffles angled towards Ethan. They yelled orders for him to submit, now seeing you one of the mumbled something into his radio.

Instinctively you run to protect Ethan standing between him and the other armed figures, you felt like you were going to vomit.

Ethan wanted to jump in front of you and protect you but every time he did you kept pushing him back, his hands ending up clinging onto the back of your clothes as he stared daggers over your shoulder.

Chris finally catches up as he follows suit, "Stand down!" He yells towards the figures and they lower their guns slightly.

"Y/n, come over here now!" Chris barks toward you now and Ethan's hands only cling tighter to you.

"What the hell is going on, who the fuck are they?!" Your eyes dart between him and the figures.

"That thing your protecting isn't Ethan Winters." He speaks more calmly still yelling somewhat.

"What?" Your whole body freezes in this icy shutter, barely out of the corner of your eye you can see Ethan look at you almost heartbroken.

"It's a bioweapon."

You look back towards Ethan and see that soft terrified look in his eyes, the same look that you remember he would have before every exam in college. The same look when you dragged him into a haunted house when you were both 17, or when you pushed him off the diving board of the public pool. This time he really did have something to be terrified of, no more make-believe or anxious thoughts being the source.

"Bullshit!" You yelled back, if there was anything pretending to be Ethan you would know in minutes. No one out there knew Ethan better than you, you knew every mannerism, habit, and quark the man had. Like how when he eat his favourite food he'd do a little happy dance, or how after every soup he'd take is 'special soup nap'. Hell, you even knew what every expression he'd make meant in specifics.

Chris sighed heavily before speaking again, "Mr. Winters was infected with a mold that makes him into an incredibly dangerous bioweapon. You need to step aside so we can deal with it."

"Fuck that!" You barked back equally quick and that only seemed to annoy Chris even more, you wondered for a brief moment if he would just give the orders to mow the both of you down.

"Its true, now move aside."

There was a painfully silent moment where you thought, every passing second Ethan's hands wrapped themselves further around you in anxiety.

"How."

"How what?" Chris answered annoyed.

"How did he get infected." You questioned echoing heavily as you saw Chris' face get serious in a different way, you couldn't fully tell the emotions behind it.

"A company we're trying to stop creates bioweapons and Mr. Winters' wife worked with them, she end up getting stuck in an incident. She sent a message out to Ethan and he came to help."

Horror flooded you, Ethan got infected because he tried to save his wife. Ethan sacrificed himself.

"Is she alive?" It was like the world was traveling further and further away, as if you were on one side of a tube and it was on the other. Everything turning to autopilot.

"No." Cold, sharp, short.

You couldn't help but turn slightly to Ethan as a tear slipped out which he was unable to not see, the poor man. After everything- the reason why he was-, it was all because of Mia.

You harden your expression as you turn back to Chris, "So, what. You want to kill Ethan because you fucked up?" The same harshness rang out like a bullet in the night, you glared at Chris through streaming tears.

"'Ethan' isn't human or even the same person you knew, he's already dead!" Chris yells back in frustration, he's seen these monsters all his life. He can't let another go unchecked just because it looks like someone you know, this monster would tear you apart the moment they leave!

Another pause of pregnant silence before you chuckled darkly, tears falling like the rain outside. "You might see a monster, Chris," You threw his name like trash.

"But I see a man broken by the things you were supposed to protect him against. Now you want to kill him so you don't have to face the P.R. issues."

"Fuck you." It was like bile coming up, the way your words stank and stung the social air. You wanted nothing to do with this man anymore, you hated him.

Chris stared down at your sobbing form with a distant callousness, you knew this was the moment. The moment where you died, but at the very least you could offer Ethan no one was ever able to give him,

The knowledge that someone actually tried to protect him, care for him in his last moments.

You closed your eyes and just waited, Ethan's arms completely circled around you as he pressed his face flat against your back. You could feel every tear bleed into the fabric, staining your skin with a burning knowledge.

Chris watched the scene before him and it broke him, it almost reminded him of a mother protecting their child from invading forces. Doing their best to protect an innocent life from invading nations, caught in the middle of a battle they never were meant to be in.

He couldn't do it, he just couldn't.

Chris knows he will regret this because it will result in so many lives lost, most likely yours but he did it anyways. Raising his hands Chris signaled for his men to leave, they gave him confused glances before obeying. Sounds of their heavy combat boots echoed as you slowly opened your eyes, confused you watched.

Chris stayed, a hollow gaze burning through you.

"I am giving you one chance, the moment it gets hostile we're putting it down." He speaks.

You were so shocked and stunned all you can do is gawk. Were you appreciative that you were alive, yes. But did you still feel that same hatred and anger towards Chris especially the way he choose to refer to Ethan, also yes.

You didn't need to say anything as Chris turned to leave, Ethan peeking over your shoulders in a timid manner. His arms where still laced over you in an attempt to comfort his ceaseless anxiety and stress in this situation, it was all so confusing and scary.

Tonight was suppose to be a good night, Ethan wanted his soup and cuddles. He wanted to feel your warmth and hands in his hair, Ethan didn't understand why everyone was screaming and yelling. Why strange people broke in and threatened you, Ethan just wanted to protect you,

Instead he failed and you needed to protect him,

Ethan felt like such a failure, you were never meant to experience anything in his 'dark memories'. Ethan was a failure of a husband.

Like a lead blanket thrown onto the man he collapse with you in his arms accidently pulling you down with him, Ethan starts to sob into your back weak and pathetic. In an instant you turn and hold Ethan's face in gentle loving hands, he can help but look up at the warming sun ray face effect you had on him. Despite all the pain he feels Ethan does feel a little comfort in you, black inky mess spreading more across your own skin and clothes as it continues to 'bleed' from Ethan.

You coo and hold his head under your own, embracing the man whispering everything is okay. The two of you were safe now, Ethan didn't need to worry it was all over. Your own tears started to trickle down again and onto his soft dirty blond hair, black blobs spattered in his frantic struggle. Large hand rakes stained the back of your hoodie as Ethan continued to struggle to hold you, his own anxieties causing a restlessness to find a spot against you.

Just rocking the fragile man back and forth you were unaware the breaking guilt Ethan felt, it was like an ocean flooded his mind and was drowning.

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