y4ngy4ngs

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about the author

i'm fawn, i'm 23, and i love when men cry

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my ults are donghyuck from nct dream and jaehyun from boynextdoor so i will write for... nct and boynextdoor! (i may also branch out into cravity, xdinary heroes, riize, and txt)

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i'm queer, i use she/her pronouns, and i'm a switch in the sheets and a dom on the tumblr feed. i listen to mostly girl groups and i mostly like women but i just do not feel confident in writing full wxw content (i don't know why, take it up with my brain).

#about #fawn thoughts

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by jove i've forgotten how to do hyperlinks

making a new about the author don't look!!!

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making a new about the author don't look!!!

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YES omg please come back 🙏 i missed u so dearly i gasped insanely loud when i got the notif

i would die for sub jaehyun so plsplsplspls come back to spread the agenda cus he is puppy

hiiii i never really left like i lurk a lot but i've had no desire to write (except rewriting something i posted in 2021 because i realised it was shit) (i do feel bad when i read my old works because... jesus like i was not that good) but the desire is halfway back. only time will tell...

ANYWAY jaehyun is soooo puppy it's insane like you know when you look at a man and you're like 'he cries when he puts it in'... that's our myungjae!

#fawn talks

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hmmm thinking ab making my comeback to write ab dream and boynextdoor

#boynextdoor making my brain tingle... especially you jaehyun.. #i can always spot out a boy that likes to be called puppy

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coming back to this blog to say unfortunately i have moved on from kpop to italian pop punk

#i will inevitably return... i always do... #but now i'm like should i spend what little money i have to go watch my sillies in milan #fawn thoughts

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HELLO I’M A TEACHER TOO ???? same brain as always 🫂 only i just interviewed for a law firm and i think i aced it !! so of course that made me be like “let me tell fawn who was my law mutual that i’m finally doing law” and i’m gonna start my masters in june!! so that’ll be fun hopefully!!

i will miss teaching Just A Little. like teenagers are so funny and also very mean and so i never ran out of stories of them bullying me </3 i hope you’re having a fun sexy carefree life girlie, miss you xoxo - nae

wait we have the same life same brain because i'm starting my law masters in sept!!! i work w the little tiny baby children like my kids are 3 and 4 and they're legitimately the lights of my life i am already so scared for my last day because i'm gonna be inconsolable :(( hope u LOVE your masters as much as one can truly enjoy doing a masters ❤️

#we had a teacher training day yesterday after 3 weeks of being off but some of the kids came in and i was like OH MY GOD... I DIDNT REALISE #HOW MUCH I MISSED THEM.. #fawn talks #nct99

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making the friend that's coming w me learn the members and i put on universe and asked her to point out the dream members and at one point she pointed at the tv and was like 'xiaojun?' and it WAS

#i eas like HOW DID YOU KNOW XIAOJUN #like i cannot stress how much she does not interact w kpop #but she knows xiaojun i guess

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seeing nct dream tomorrow. scared

#how am i meant to see them knowing what i've said about them online #fawn thoughts

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one fun thing about being a teacher in march 2023 is that chess is a literal epidemic among teens. we are starting to have meetings about how we can STOP teenagers from playing too much chess which is like if we were trying to figure out how to stop them from reading for fun. When i was in high school five years ago chess was nerd shit only but now it is transcending every social and language barrier and is absolutely rampant. kids aren’t on their phone texting in class anymore it’s ONLY chess.com. kids are playing chess on their phones while playing chess in real life. this is still better than tiktok because at least the kids are developing an attention span from this

#ME WITH YUGIOH CARDS #the kids are always trading yugioh cards #sorry to come out as a teacher

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Hey Fawn!! I just realized I haven’t been active on Tumblr for ages and I kinda just ghosted. Oops. I’m back and I’m gonna try to be consistent with communication now. -🌹

HIIIII!

#fawn thoughts #roses for my love

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OMG FAWN YOU LIKE CRAVITY ???

love a bit of them..

#wonjin my love.. #he was my ult in 2020/2021 #my little meow meow if you will #fawn talks

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also i'm thinking of dipping my toe back into the world of writing...

#i don't have much free time like genuinely i wake up for work at 5am #go to work 7am #back at 5pm #asleep at 7pm #but i wouldnt be writing full fics again just like little scenarios #whos more likely to's if you will #fawn thoughts

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so awk when i'm on the bus and a notif comes up from tumblr like 'tumblr user liked your post WHAT IF HAECHAN WAS FINGERING YOU'

#every time i'm like oh no.. hope no one was looking at my phone #fawn thoughts

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omg i’m starting a master’s soon too ! though, i’m not quite doing the work i wanted, but it’s fulfilling in its own way and also is helping my get my master’s (that’s also not quite what i wanted to be doing) for 50% off so <3 i love that your life is going well because you so deserve it !!! so happy to see a hot girl winning !! if i remake you’ll be the first to know 🫂

although it seems like tumblr is in a weird spot in terms of sub!kpop blogs and i feel like it would give me immense psychological damage to come back here LMAO. maybe i’ll take a consensus of all my old mutuals and find out ! - nae xo

yeah i've not been on tumblr because i've simply been too busy being sexy and successful and travelling around europe w my friends but that does not mean that i do not frequently have the most feral thoughts about haechie so i may have to pop back sometimes to let them free

#i'm obsessed w my job fr #love it.... will miss it when i have to start doing my masters #fawn talks

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fawn. you’re never gonna guess what happened and by the time you get to the end of this message you are gonna be thrown for a LOOP. i haven’t had tumblr for a long time now and life has been one giant downhill for me lately. it has Almost Finally started to look up though!! anyway, i missed my old blog and so i downloaded tumblr again and searched my old url and the first post was one of ours and i come on your blog and i see this post from last june saying you missed me and then i CRIED. fawn ily and congrats on finishing school, i too am in the weird limbo of post-degree!! my wedding planning got derailed bc i realized i have a shitty family and also i’m poor and live in a homophobic state so haha BUT i had good friends here and i miss you all every day. pls take care of yourself !!! xoxo 🫂 - nae <3

ps. you right right about yuta and i wouldn’t have booed you off the stage 😌

nae omg!!!!! hiiii!!!!!!!! if you remake lmk the @ so i can follow you again :( i'm actually having the time of my life rn i have a lovely apartment, great job (that's only for the next 6 months don't remind me or i'll cry), and a masters starting in sept!! i hope you figure out your wedding soon and pls invite me haha

#fawn talks

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went tooo hard on md last week and got fucked off my face and i realised that everytime im too drunk or too high i refer to myself as fawn in my head??

#spoiler it's not my real name sorry guys #fawn thoughts