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I don’t care if it’s 1 A.M. I don’t consider it “tomorrow” until I wake up.

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me searching my blog for something i know for a fact i have posted about multiple times only for tumblr to show nothing

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when you die, you walk into the cold unknown hand in hand with a girl you met once when you were five in a hotel pool and her hand is warm.

#Brewsters soft play area girl;;; save me brewsters soft play area girl ;;;

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just realised i never post this drawing that i kept referring to as 'boy band lister' lol

#Red dwarf #Ohhhh his eyes are so sparkly;;;; #I love this so much

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nothing makes me feel more pathetic than when I’m trying to do a basic as fuck sum in my head and my brain is giving me absolutely nothing

not a single gear moving up there. Brain just clocks out when numbers are involved and trying to force it to figure out even the simplest calculations physically feels excruciating and exhausting

meanwhile my dad and my brother will be looking at me like I’m some alien experiment bc how can I be so stupid that I can’t do this shit in my head?

#I’ve always suspected I’ve got some degree of dyscalculia bc there are other related issues I have in that area #I used to slam my head on the table in primary school in frustration and cry when I couldn’t get my brain to figure things out #my exams and jotter margins were peppered with loads of tiny dot marks from where I would have to physically make a mark to count #and then count up how many marks I’d made to do the multiplication or whatever. Like 6x7 I would do six sets of seven dots and count them #I can’t do it in my head and school made me feel like an absolute moron for it but no-one ever suggested I might have an issue there #I couldn’t memorise times tables beyond like 2 and 5 and 10 consistently. Even 4 wouldn’t stick somehow #and 6 7 and 8 made me cry from how much I struggled with them. I still can’t remember them #I had a maths tutor in high school for my last year and every week he would have to teach me things again bc it wouldn’t stay in my head #My dad would shout at me when I was asking for help at maths homework bc he somehow thought shouting the sum at me would make me Get it #uncle would throw questions at me and my bro to figure out and my brother would get it instantly and I would be sat there struggling #and then the inevitable impatient sound of a disbelieving ‘come on!!’ would follow and I’d feel worse bc im expected to do it and I couldnt #there’s a home video of me trying to figure out the difference between the years 1982 and 1987 and the pause while the gears struggle #ton work out the number before saying it is agonising to listen to bc I am genuinely taking that long to do it

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I do appreciate that there is an already existing group of aros who looked at Thomas Throne, said 'I know what you are', and then adopted him on the spot.

#Ghosts

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Thomas Thorne

#Ghosts #He’s so dramatic I love him

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giovanni

#Pokemon

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I have said it before, but having just come across this photo again, I will ask again:

Craig had a pierced ear. Why did Lister never wear an earring?

#Bc he would be too powerful #red dwarf

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8 is my least favourite series but my favourite lister, how does that happen!!!!! (i think cause of all the pity i feel for him)

(also this breaks my streak of editing him to old songs, but i just had to use this song ITS SO HIM)

#Red dwarf

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loving this tv set holly travels around in 📺

#Red dwarf

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I'm in awe of how we ran historical revisionism on the civil rights movement so bad that people truly believe it was quiet self-sacrifcial non-disruptive christ-like activism that forced progress and not — like — the incredible economic pressure of boycotts and outbreaks of illegal civil disobedience

Yapping to the choir but eughhh it burns me up girl effective protests have to be loud and inconvenient for change to happen because silent cries die in the dark that's the entire pointtt

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Those who protest against Israel's genocide are punished for antisemitism.

But for some strange reason, authorities have never cracked down on antisemitism any other time. Any other time, antisemitism is considered free speech.

It's almost as if they know damn well that protesting against Israel is not antisemitism.

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considering all the tech was 3 million years old, its surprising that Holly and (especially) Rimmer didn't go on the fritz more often

#Red dwarf

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rimmercore returns! i absolutely LOVE this outfit on him idc it’s so cunty. the cropped jacket + the belt??? baddie alert

#Red dwarf

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1.04 || 1.05 || 2.01 || 2.02 || 2.04

Rimmer + Adjusting his 'H'

bonus:

#Red dwarf