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diary post #1

hey guys. This is my first time on tumblr idrk what im doing. but ig ill share my current thoughts. first ill introduce myself-- I am your average 19 year old gal who is simply just lost and bored. Since I have nothing to fucking do iv decided to start posting shit on this because maybe someone will find it entertaining. First things first, Ill share what i did today. I woke up at 12 and I ate chipotle at 3 and then I bought a vape around 6. Yeah thats what I did today. Anyway I drafted something in my notes the other day-- kind of like a diary entry. I guess ill share that.

To be honest, not to sound conceded or anything, but I’ve always had this feeling that I would some how gain fame and bloom into a very successful person. I really just feel that I have something to offer— something that the world will appreciate. I honestly don’t really know what I am doing right now considering it is 1am on a Monday night and I’m just freely writing to nobody on my computer, but I just need to place my energy and thoughts into something. If writing like this and sharing my life with the world can make me rise to fame, I will shit myself, but I feel like nowadays people don’t read much anymore, at least people my age, as many people like to spend their time watching shows or scrolling on tik tok— so this may be a complete waste but if you bare with me, I my be able to put a smile on your face. I fully just rambled, but like I guess its time to move on. 

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