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I am stubborn. I am impatient. I am distant. I am aware. I am strong. I am bright. I am beautiful. I am here. I am and will be okay.

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♡ ashle and harr ✘ relationship

harry: no ashley: yes harry: no ashley: yes harry: no ashley: yes harry: yes ashley: no

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☼ burpsley and leann ✘ friendship

lynn: t00t t00t ashley: h00t h00t

#lg #mb*

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☼ assley and ramen ( thing one and thing two )

roman: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ashley:  UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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that wasn’t what i was expecting to happen and i don’t know if i’m glad or sad about it yet, but i know i’m not sad that i said what i said

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stop stop stop sottptptptptpsotptptpgjhbfhduidkfngfhdskmdnfbghfdksdnfbhudiskamnbhuk

#i was doing good !!!! i was doing okay it was for like #a day #or two #i dont know #but i was !!!! okay #sotp #i dont want to feel like this again im so tired i dont want to keep doing THIS #god fucking #damn it

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No Offense But You’re Not What They Think You Are And You’re Not What They Say You Are And You Are Not What They Make You Feel Like You Are. You’re Good. You’re Good. You’re Good. And You’re Trying. I Can’t Make You Believe This, I Know, But I Won’t Let You Convince Me Otherwise. You’re Good. You’re Good. You’re Good. You Deserve Good. 

#gg

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you are honestly so precious to me and i hope you know that

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i can’t talk anymore, i’m too tired.

#i just want to disappear lmao #thats what im good at anyways

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we haven’t talked in a couple of days. i didn’t want it to become a whatever, but it has. i hope you’re doing alright, im sorry. 

#s #i dont really #have it in me to say anything more on it #i didnt want to ruin us #but i did #i didnt want you to go #but you did #i didnt want to go #but. i did #i just #dont have it in me to say anything more on it #im really tired #and i miss you #but i dont think you want to keep trying #and ig i should feel the same #so i hope you're doing okay #i love you. always will but ig sometimes that rlly isnt enough #and ig i have to be okay with that

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happiness lives in a little room in my heart and some days it prefers the curtains drawn shut (and i’ve learned that’s okay).

by shelby leigh (via kylegallner)

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along with being really tired i’m also really sleepy and when i’m really sleepy i tend to get really soft except the thing about this is that it’s something i’ve been thinking about all day which is why i know that it’s not just a thing for right now i guess does that make sense probably not i dunno this is gonna be messy like extra messy like really really messy and i’m gonna ramble on and on about things that don’t matter like this like i’m doing right now bc i’m tired of searching for the right words like what the fuck what even are the “right words” like shut up anyways my point is My Point Is i like you so much i do i really do and i’m not afraid anymore i’m not afraid of you and i’m not afraid of me when i’m with you and i’m just i’m not afraid anymore and i don’t care anymore i don’t care about my baggage and maybe that’s a really naive thing to say and to do why isn’t naive spelt like niave it’d make more sense jesus anyways i might even delete this but i don’t care that i’m a runner and i don’t care that every past relationship has failed for me and i don’t care that i’m better off alone because you know what fine. fine. that’s cool that’s freaking great it’s freaking great that i know how to be alone better than i know anything else in this entire world but yanno i just don’t want to be anymore. i don’t want it. you know what i want? i want you. i want you and i want to learn how to know other things i want to learn how to let myself have things have people in my life that are good i want to learn how to let myself have you in like every single way possible every single way you’re willing to like let me and maybe that sounds really weird i dont know my point is like my point to the point thing is my actual point is i am sleepy and you’re here with me and i’m just not afraid of you and i’m just not afraid of us. i don’t want to be a runner anymore, i want to learn how to stay. and yes, for you, but you know what? for me, too.

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