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1xsoft-blog · 4 years

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Many lies part 2

Why after 8 years he texts me? I told him I don’t want to make he’s dirty work. Why did god take me to this place, why me of all people why ? I was furious I don’t want to obey or do my family’s dirty work, Taehyung already knows about my little secret, that’s why me and him decided to move to Korea without telling my family. The last words I heard from my stupid big brother was “ as soon as you turn 20 you will kill the person you love the most “

My family’s mafia business only killed innocent people for information just to get money. My family was the most dangerous people around the world, Everyone knew about them but never saw there faces nor did they see mine, if they saw my face I would be already dead.

What I hate most about my brother and parents is that they like to take others home,money and kill people so basically my parents are cruel af and crazy.

My dad tried sold me for money while I turned 18. When I turned 18 me and Tae disappeared from my parents life’s and there stupid plans

I never spoken to them nor talk to my stupid brother. Now that my brother have found me I need to get away from Korea and take Tae with me, if I leave him here they will probably kill him or threaten me to be the new mafia leader and kill him by myself witch I don’t want to.

I got out from the bathroom and walked off to Tae. He was sitting at the couch while shaking “ Tae babe” I said while slowly approaching him, he only looked up on me and then made he’s eyes turn to the other side avoiding any eye contact. That’s when you knew something really bad would happen “ y/n.....” he slowly said while taking a deep breath “ should we get a divorce “ my whole world crash when he asked me that “ what ? “

He looked up on me with teary eyes “ why Tae why now ? Why do you want to make a divorce? Am I not good enough for you am I not that dream of wifey of you ? Huh ? TALK TO ME WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT TO MAKE A DIVORCE?? LOOK AT ME TAE FOR FUCK SAKES ! “ I yelled at him while tears streaming down my cheeks.

Silence killed you. You didn’t know what to do, you didn’t want Tae to let you go you didn’t want Tae to leave you because he was the only one who helped you through your worst times to make sure you were happy. Without Tae you may not have been staying right here and live your life. Tae showed you freedom Tae showed you everything you needed to know and your so great duo for that.

“ y/n.... I’ve- I’ve...” “ YOU’VE WHAT ? TELL ME !!” He gave you one last look “ I’ve fallen out of love I’m sorry y/n I don’t love you as much as I used to do....I’m sorry “ he said feeling really ashamed of himself. You didn’t get it about 10 minutes ago he was begging for you to wake up while crying on your arms, while showing how much he loves you and cares for you then he falls out of love ? That doesn’t make sense.

At the corner of my eye I catch a black silhouette watching me, “ good now Mr Kim you can go now or you know what will happen “ said your disgusting big brother Jungkook, Tae got scared and went out never looking back at you. Was he giving up on me that easy ? Did he even love me ? “ what the fuck did you say to him you piece of garbage !” You shouted at your brother “ woah take it easy sis I only told him how I would hurt him and he’s family if he didn’t broke up with you and I guess he took he’s family over you “ he laughed “ why you doing this to me huh? What !! “ you screamed almost crying. You’ve leaned at the basement when you were 9 to never ever show your emotions to anyone no matter what.

“ it’s ok sis cry out hahaa “ what did I do to get this shit as a brother “ you know what Brother I was happy really happy with the man I love and you cane all the way here from italics to break my relationship with Tae ? Do you know how your level right now is it’s a 0 you aren’t a 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10 you are a freaking 0 you ain’t worth a shit ! “ you told him. He’s reaction was “ I know I’m a 10 I don’t need to listen to your stupid little talk little sister....now if you don’t mind let’s get down to the car we need to get back to italic before tomorrow because little sister you have a bussing to take care of “ he said smirking at you.

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1xsoft-blog · 4 years

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When Somone toutch you / one shot full story

You knew she was right so you ordered the fanciest food you could have found. “ I will take Louis XIII Pizza please “ she bowed at you and got straight to the kitchen. While you were waiting for your food to arrive you scrolled down tweeter.

So this was the reason why he didn’t show up, he was with another woman when he’s supposed to be here with me and having a great date but there he is with a woman that’s not even his girlfriend. How the f dare he , he’s done when I arrive home. “ kim namjoon you’re a dead meat “ you said under your breath. “ miss here’s your food... enjoy “ said the nice lady walking way after she bowed. “ thank you “ You said with an smile.

Y/n pov:

When I got finished with the amazing Louis XIII Pizza , I grabbed my purse and headed out. Before I could do anything there was someone catcalling me. “ hey there beautiful wanna play some funny games with us “ I froze and looked at those 3 scaring men. I was so scared that I didn’t even make any sense with my words “ no got I go we’re boyfriend “ “ huh can’t you speak English this is even better. “ the tall one said. He tried to grabbed me by my waist but I punched him. He got an evil smirk on his face.

“ punch me all you want but this will not end good for you “ my leges were Jelly , before I could have said something he squeezed my butt making me cry. “ stop stop it hurts” I said into my sorbs. “ that’s the point I want to hurt you because I’m a bad person... do you like bad guys sweetie “ he asked looking straight into my boobs. He was nearly touching them when his other friend laid his hands on me. they all took me to an empty ally touching me, kissing me, leaving some Hicks , and they slapped me everywhere.

One of them tried to rip my dress and it was time for me to kick his balls. I took out my pepper spray and sprayed them all in there eyes. “ you fucking slut aagghhhhhhh” the short on yelled. I tried my best to run but my legs were to jelly. That’s when I saw an hotel. Outside the hotel I saw an empty taxi and jumped into it before even thinking. “ please...... drive me to ......this address there are some idiots .....that were almost .....rapped ....me please .....drive “ I said crying for happiness that I escape before they could have done anything to me worse.

The taxi driver didn’t even think twice and just drive away, away from those dirty monsters. The whole ride was awkward I didn’t want to talk to anyone I just wanted to yell at namjoon. If I didn’t have my pepper spray I would might be dead now. Time went by and all I could watch was those trees passing by me.

1h of car riding

I finally made it and I quickly payed my taxi driver. I ran up to mine and Namjoon’s shared apartment. I knocked like crazy ,namjoon finally opened the door. He wasn’t alone he was with that girl. “ hi y/n this is Zoe my old friend “ I said hi to her and completely ignored him. Ofc he saw my red puffy eyes. “ y/n what happend were you crying” Zoe looked also worried. “ girl what happened “ she said trying to come near me. “ nothing important” I said making myself something to eat. “ tell us y/n “ I gave Namjoon the look. He knew what that look meant , when ever he did something bad/or upset me he would get that stare. “ did I do something wrong. “

I only ignored him and went upstairs to our shared bedroom looking for something. I heard Zoe saying to Namjoon “ I should go but catch you later bye “ with that namjoon rushed upstairs seeing me on the bed while scrolling down my phone. “ y/n tell me what happened...” I kept on ignoring him. “ why are you ignoring me stop playing” I didn’t say a word to him. “ y/n Have I done something wrong ??? “

“ Yes namjoon you did something wrong , Instead of being with me on our date you were out with Zoe... I freaking waited for you 2 hours and eat my food by myself. Do you know how many people that staried at me in a “ I’m sorry huh he didn’t show up “ look....... huh do you know nooo ofc you don’t because you were with Zoe........and guess what happed after you didn’t show up huh.... I left and got toutched by 3 men... they toutched my- “ I didnt even finished my Sentence and he decided to cut me of. “ they toutched you??”

“ yeah and why do you care huh you freaking left me “..... I could seen all Namjoon’s anger , I’ve never seen him this angry before “ BECAUSE I CARE NO FUCKING MAN CAN TOUTCH YOU NO ONE... what did they do.... “

“ it’s not like I’m gonna tell you “ I didn’t want to tell him otherwise I would end up crying ... I was so scared I wished Namjoon saved me like in the movies when the boy saves the girl from what ever it’s happenings. Ofc we weren’t in those movies we were facing reality. “ TELL ME Y/N TELL ME NOOWWWW !!! “ he screamed from the top of his lungs. “ “ they squeeze my butt making me cry they also hurt my boobs they kissed me slapped me they kicked me. I- I thought I would be raped and die and the only thing I wanted was you saving me but guess what you were with Zoe. Do you know how much I cried and how much I was screamed. They could have rapped me and kill me “

Namjoon just stood there crying for what they’ve done to you. He tried to touched your cheeks , any places that you got bruises. His tears got bigger for seeing all those purple bruises on you. “ Y-Y/n I-I’m sorry I’m a terrible boyfriend”

You wanted to agree with him so bad but you just couldn’t. “ please forgive me next time I will be there for you I’m sorry y/n “ “ there won’t be any next time. “ Namjoon thought you would leave him so he started to go down on knees taking out a diamond ring saying. “ y/n please don’t leave me I didn’t show up because me and Zoe was at the jewelry store she helped me pick the perfect ring for you... I wanted to propose to you on your birthday... I’ve been arraigned this for about now 2 moths and I’m sorry I didn’t know this would have happened please for give me and be me wife soon, y/n Lee will you make me the happiest man on this earth and marry me ?”

You cried at his words and it all makes sense now to you. “ yes Namjoon I will be your wife but please don’t ever leave me like this “ you said crying into his shoulder. He kissed your forehead saying , “ I will never babe I will never leave you ever again.... I will learn those mother fuckers a lessen with my hyungs ok “ you just giggled at his cute reaction. You smiled at his words and hugged him. The whole night you and him were watching some k-drams while cuddling. “ I love you y/n and I will take my revenge at those boys soon “ he said “ I love you 2 babe “

The day after: y/n pov ( long pov sorry )

I find myself laying all by myself on the bed. I didn’t see namjoon, I didn’t hear the shower or him making breakfast. I climbed of the bed looking for namjoon but he where no where to be found. “ where could he be at this time “ then it hit me. “ I will take care of those boys soon “ was the last thing he said before I fall asleep on him“ where’s my phone .... there it is “ I was looking through my contacts trying to find Namjoon’s number.

I finally found his contact and I straight texted him without thinking twice. I didn’t want him to get hurt like I did yesterday. ( 3 min after texting with Namjoon ) What’s wrong with him? I thought to myself. I tried to understand.... he has never used ughhh or any mean sentence towards me. My gouts told me to call the boys to make sure Namjoon is with them. I texted Taehyung to see.

What’s going on what’s happening Where’s my Namjoon has something bad happens to him or is he no no no I told myself.... Taehyung just told me that Namjoon weren’t with him or the rest. I’m freaking out. I didn’t tell Taehyung about me meeting Namjoon at (......Street) at midnight.

23:45:

I was scared walking at the street all by myself finding only men staring at me. I felt uncomfortable/scared. I just wanted to be at home laying on Namjoon’s hard chest feeling loved. But that day wasn’t today. “ ok I have 10 min of time before heading to (......street ) “ I followed my GBS to the street namjoon told me.

After some time struggling with the address I finally found it. I came to an destroyed house , it looked like it was about to fall apart. On the ground i saw empty bottles of alcohol . I heard the neighbor dog shouting making me scared. I wanted to go home I knew this place wasn’t safe for a girl like me. When I turned around I saw 3 men in front of me.. they were those men that assaulted me. I frozed . “ you finally arrived littel one “ the tall one said ,I was so scared that I didn’t dare to blink my eye. I yelled Namjoon multiple times

“ NAMJOOOOON NAMJOOON KIIIIIIMMMMMM NAMJOOONNNN “ I yelled so much that I couldn’t catch my breath. “ take her in “ one of them took an empty Alcohol bottle and smashed it into my head , the next thing I knew was everything went black.

I had an really bad headache “ ouch “ i didn’t feel any other word coming out from my mouth. I was looking around until I heard the voice that I’ve missed so much “ y/n y/n baby look at me “ I heard Namjoon’s voice I did want to cry in his arms hug him and kiss him. But I knew I couldn’t do that.

“ namjoon “ I felt so week I couldn’t look up. I knew I was trapped into a chair. I felt like I was in prison.I heard the door opened.... it reviled those three men that harassed me. “ what do you want from me “ I said looking straight up on them. “ oh Well littel one we want to hurt you...you know.... “ he’s short friend said “ don’t you dare to lay any finger on her ! “ Namjoon shouted. I didn’t find my eyes on Namjoon until now.Namjoon hade blood running down from his head, leg , nose and his arm.

“ WHAT HAVE YOU THREE MOTHER FUCKERS DONE TO MY BOYFRIEND “ I yelled out of my lungs making them all three flinch. “ how dare you call us that “ “ I can say what ever I want fucking bitch what will you do about it “ in a blink of an eye the short one slapped me that he almost made me cry. I knew if I cried right in-front of them ,they would see my weakness even if they’ve already seen it, I didn’t want to show them again or els they will feel stronger and I knew I should not show them that they’ve won. Never show your weeks to anyone was the last thing my dad told me. Namjoon yelled and yelled so much that I cried. “ y’all can take me just leave my boyfriend alone.... you all can do what ever you like to me I don’t even care about my life anymore... as long as I live I want to make sure that Namjoon is the one that’s alive and not me. “ they all agreed while Namjoon cried “ no.. no don’t take her from me NOOOOOO Y/NNNNNNNN “ he screamed. “ bye Namjoon ... I love you.....please be safe “ was the last thing I said and heard from namjoon.

They all three took me to an empty room with an destroyed bed. I guess I wasn’t the first girl here. I thought to myself. Next thing they did was push me onto the bed. One of them closed the door, and started to undress themself. The short one jumped up on me slapping me everywhere while undressing me. I didn’t do any thing because I knew I would still die no matter what I do. They all slid there members into my private area.

I cried so many time because of the pain. “ shut up or els we will broke your face “ “ go ahead it’s not like I will still be alive “ I said making them chuckle. The middle one told the short on to pull away and it was his turn. Ofc I cried even more and just wanted to it all to be done and get killed.

1h later

They finally got up and took there clothes and they all head down to there living room to watch something on there television. It was the greatest opportunity for me to run away. I was only wearing my Panties and a long t-shirt. I opened the door as quite as I could. I took small steps on the stairs. The middle one saw me “ she’s trying to run away !!!” I got so scared and rushing to the door making the three men chase after me. They all three yelled after me as I kept on running from them. I didn’t look at where I was running...... then it hit me. I black care coming from no where hit me and everything went black. I could hear those pricks run away while someone yelled “ call an ambulance “

End of y/n’s pov

Namjoon’s pov:

“ I love you “ was my angels last words to me.... I can’t believe she gave away her on life to me just so I could be happy. How could I Be happy if I didn’t have y/n by my side how could I be happy with out even marrying this girl or even having kids with her. Y/n was my everything the most important thing she was Mine and only mine, with y/n I could be myself I could laugh so much and smile so much with her but that won’t come any more I won’t laugh nor smile with out her.

When the man got me free from that house he thrower his car keys at me. As a sign get that and don’t ever come back. I did want to save my princess but there was over 10 big muscular men there. I was scared. I didn’t know what to do so I called the boys and told them everything I didn’t know what els I should do then just be at home and cry ? Hell no “ I will come back for you my little angel just wait for me “.....

2h later.

I got an call from y/n did I really got an call from y/n my angel my future wife ? I was so happy but that happiness didn’t last forever. “ hi is this kim Namjoon y/n brother or boyfriend?“ a woman said waiting for my answer... “ ... yeah I’m y/n’s boyfriend... may I ask who you are for calling me from my girlfriends phone??...

“ I’m sorry I can’t tell you why right now but could you please come to the hospital “ hospital what why ?? Why is my princess at the hospital. The biggest questions is is my little Angel ok ? I need to know “ is my princess ok tell me she is “ “ Mr.kim please come to the (..... hospital ) right now please “ the kind nurse said. I hung up and rushed to my car calling all the boys crying. They all said they will come to the hospital soon...” HURRY “ I screamed. “ Namjoon we will be there in 20 please don’t do anything stupid ok “ Namjoon told me. And I listen to him but how could I not do anything stupid ?.

I hung up on them speeding even faster. I came to the hospital running to the nearest reception asking for y/n “ exuse me is there a Lee y/n here ? “ I asked with the most worried look ever. She looked down and said “ please come with me “ before I could ask any further the boys came running while yelling my name “ Namjoon !! “ yelled Jimin. They saw me and came running to me. “ what’s happening “ asked Jin to the nurse. “ boys please follow after me “

We did as she asked us to. She took us to y/n room. The first thing I saw was , The machine. It didn’t have y/n’s heart beat sounds and then it hit Me like à truck and we all knew what to expect .

” i’m sorry she didn’t survive ” I was broken tears didn’t stream down my eyes , nothing came just the big shook. How could my princess not survive how couldn’t she why why why is this world so unfair why did god take the only thing I loved from me ? . “ what ....happened “ asked Taehyung while he cried so much. “ she got hit by a car and we also found out that she has been group rapped and....she was 5 weeks pregnant “

I cried non stop I didn’t stop crying I was broken I was completely broken. I had no one by my side then y/n. And our unborn child. I could’ve been a dad a fucking dad. “ I’m sorry.....” said the nurse. “ Y/N !!!! Come back please come back.... “ I cried and cried for her to come back but ofc she couldn’t.

1 h later

the same nurse came back “ we have to move her body to another room for those that’s.....dead “she tried to not sound rude. I was ready to yell at the nurse but Jimin grabbed my wrist. That was the last time I ever saw y/n body in front of my eyes.

“ this is my fault if I hadn’t gone to those mother fuckers that touched my.... y/n .. she would stand here with me and not up in the sky. EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT... FUCK I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE MY SELF I-... I JUST WANT MY Y/N MY ANGEL BACK !!! “ I shouted while banging on a white wall. “ it’s not your fault “ said Jin. His eyes where red. I could see he was crying. “ how could it not be my fault how ?!” Jin looked down I know He wanted to just make me feel better but how am I supposed to feel better when the person I love died because of me. My parents where right I should have listen to them when they told me I was an big disappointing for everyone.

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