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Forrest Hutchinson

If you would have asked me a year and a half ago whether Forrest a guy I met while blowing up 20,000 balloons would be my best friend a year from now. I honestly would have hoped for the best and assumed we were best friends from the get go because thats how I roll. But here we are 16 months later and we've been through a ton whether it be you seeing me almost drown in 2 feet of water in the baptism pool or the embarrassment I caused slipping on ice walking to Wendy's with you and Robert Tate Tate. 

I know I've been a pretty crappy friend the past few weeks/months but its only because I got caught up and forgot all the awesome memories we had in the past year. I've honestly considered you a brother ever since you told me you liked the office but for some reason you telling me that last week completely caught me off guard. I underestimate how much I mean to my friends far to often and thats exactly what happened here. 

I decided to start this blog off with you because of all my friends from the past year you probably mean the most to me. You have literally been there for me 98.9% of the time the past year (I will cut you slack on the last percent and we can just round up) and it means a lot having friends like you. I wouldn't be the Christian I am today if I didn't have awesome influences like you to surround myself with. I'm going to appreciate my last year with you a lot more I promise. 

Heres to hoping our friendship becomes one of those 20 year friendships like on the Man Up skit thing. 

-Alex

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Day of Christmas decorating was a success!

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I'm so excited to go home in a few days to be with family! I'm even more excited for Christmas time in a few weeks!

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Two years ago today I made the greatest decision of my life. I decided to become a Christian and a follower of God. I'm so thankful and blessed to be surrounded by such an amazing group of friends that I'm so thankful to call my brothers and sisters in Christ! I love all of you guys so much!

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Why

I wish I understood what was wrong with me. I don't understand how I always seem to ruin everything good in my life. I don't deserve any of these great things. I don't deserve my amazing friends or the amazing things God has given me. All I ever seem to do is let people down and ruin there moods to the extent people hate being around me and consider me an inconvenience. I try so hard to please everyone in my life but all that ever happens is I end up letting someone so close to me down that it eats me away and ruins my attitude toward life. I'm so upset with myself right now I just feel like I could start balling tears. I don't understand why God made me the way I am. Literally having emotions and feelings is the worst thing in the world. I constantly wish I could live a life where I have no care for anyone. My life would be so much better if I just didn't care about people. 

I don't understand why I'm such a failure. 

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I love me some Hood Jesus!

What’s good fam?!

It has been a while since I’ve been able to sit down and write! Thankfully, I’ve been able to get my first breather in a while. Let’s talk.

I don’t believe it’s possible to overstate the importance of how we use our time, and how we navigate where our thoughts are spent. In my...

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coldplay #O #lyrics drawn by me. #coldplay #GhostStories #GS #morecoldplay

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Inspired by Coldplay’s heartbreaking song “O”

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Chris Martin from Coldplay performing O for SiriusXM aired on August 9, 2014 (audio only).

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This video has my emotions kicking in so much right now. I have been holding back tears for over an hour. Our God is so great. 

#I Am Second #Nathan Schroer #God #Love #Cancer #Death

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We don’t always understand why things happen the way they do, but Jesus does. Trust Him, because His ways are better than our ways.

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Summer can't go by quick enough. I am counting down the days until I see my friends and when I'm finally back in Martin!

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I'm in love with Coldplays new sound!

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This night just got so much better!

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Awesome night with the guys! #MillionReasons #707 @redrobinburgers

#707 #millionreasons

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I love UTM because all the amazing people I have met and the great memories I have made. I love all of you guys so much!

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I miss being in Panama City with these people so much. I am so thankful to have been able to spend my spring break serving with them!