anotherobsessedfangirl

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Me and the battle of do I take pain meds and admit defeat or do I just endure the pain because it’s really not that bad apart from the fact that I can’t move my head and I feel like someone stabbed a knife in my shoulder maybe but it’s not that bad

#the chronic pain besties will understand #is it bad enough to take meds or am I just being a drama queen #well I have endured the pain all day it’s slowly getting annoying #yeah I know it’s stupid #back pain #chronic pain #wish me luck that I will be able to move my neck again tomorrow because I got work to do #rant #my post #yeah making stupid tumblr post is part of distracting myself

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Our cat asking my mom for attention.

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#literally me when I need attention

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I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but intrusive thoughts are basically your brain’s (sometimes very upsetting) way of saying “If there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?”

I’ve personally found that adding the “would that be fucked or what?” part in myself really helps put the more disturbing thoughts we sometimes get into perspective. Helps me say “yeah thar sure would be fucked up” and move on with my day.

It’s not not a secret desire, it’s not something that only occurs to you because you’re a bad person. It’s just your brain deciding to process the fact that it knows an uncomfortable thing exists in the world by feeding it to you in an absurd “what if” with you as the main character.

#important to remember

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If a collar/leash aren't appropriate in public, then neither are wedding rings

#okay I can not not reblog this #the things you do to me #🥺🥺🥺 #kink

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Call me what you like, I'm just a human

#lyrics #skin and bones #morgan st. jean

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the world is a better place with trans women in it

#the world is a better place with all the trans people out there #and I am not only saying this because all my friends are trans and the world would suck without them #trans #queer stuff

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Wann kriegen wir eigentlich endlich unsere 20.000 Elefanten 🥺

#gute Frage #I’ll call my Botswana homies and ask

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I'm built different. like incorrectly i think

#lol

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i love you fries i love you hash browns i love you roasted potatoes i love you mashed potatoes i love you potato chips i love you potato pancakes i love you potato croquettes i love you hasselback potatoes i love you tater tots i love you potatoes

#potatoes 😍😍😍😍😍😍

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Damiano David (Måneskin)

by Damon Baker

#I love Damon Bakers pictures he captures souls and connection #damiano david #damon baker #Art #phtography

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#yeah

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#lol

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Can’t someone just stab my uterus in a way that just makes me infertile and nothing else? 🙄

#it’s pure existence or rather it’s fertility is making me miserable #but of course I can’t make decisions over my body because I am a fucking woman 🙄 #why is this the one part of my body that’s functioning? #so frustrated #my post #sterilization #rant #tw infertility

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sorry i cant today i have to sit in my room take a deep breath and think about every mistake i have ever made

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"you're so good at reading between the lines" thanks it's the anxiety!!

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i just need to eat a sandwich that tastes like someone really loves me and cares about me and then i think i’ll be ok

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queer is such a good word. im queer as in fuck you. queer as in odd. queer as in fucked-in-the-head. queer as in i hope you choke on it. queer as in a slur i laugh at. queer as in not like you. queer as in none of your business. queer as in a line in the fucking dirt. queer as in we’re here. get used to it. queer as in this is who i am and what i am. queer as in im different and i dont fucking care. queer as in with or without you i exist and ill keep doing it. queer as in queer

#queer stuff #about me