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"Are you hearing voices again?

Are they with you?

And are they giving you commands?

I know you've had choices to make,

But I'm with you.

You're never facing them alone today."

Maya The Psychic|Gerard Way|John Marston

#I'm going thru it guys #they didn't have to add the voices but they did #john hears them #in the old camps #but he has a family now #oh man #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick thinks #arthur morgan #john marston #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh john #oh arthur #mcr #gerard way #maya the psychic

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There's a specific ache in my heart that eats at me every time I go into the Tumbleweed stables and see Silver Dollar, Branwen, Gwydion, Boaz and Ennis there.

Part of me knows it's just a fun bonus for the players to be able to buy some of the gang members' horses, but the other part of me aches because of how much the gang members loved their horses and aren't around to love them anymore.

#but I feel better knowing that the horses are being looked after at least #arthur was the only one to die with his horse #boaz being there makes sense given the direction javier was going in and he probably needed a better horse #gwydion though? given that trelawny lived in saint denis? unless they decided to move to mexico #good for them #I wish I had more stable room so I can look after ennis branwen and silver dollar :( #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #john marston #hosea matthews #kieran duffy #josiah trelawny #sean macguire #javier escuella #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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If you get John drunk and have him ride a horse, there's a chance he'll sing Oh My Darling Clementine.

THERES HOPE!! THANK YOU 🫶🫶🫶

#john you WILL sing for me please sir #thank you so much my love mwah #I'll stock up on plenty of booze #rdr2 #mick squeaks #asks #john marston

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#the way arthur doesn't resist the hug #he just lets himself fall into it #and holds charles too for a moment #and they both cried #dont mind me sobbing screaming like a dying animal #I'm going to throw up #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #charles smith #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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"Eagle Flies.. he needs help.. they all need help.."

#because of you dutch #sick bastard #god i need to lie down #they know #the brothers know #if looks could kill then dutch would be a dead man to arthur #oh it makes me so sad #I miss arthur so much I'm getting through the epilogue #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick gifs #arthur morgan #john marston #dutch van der linde #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #cw flickering #cw flashing #just in case #oh arthur

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There's always the fear of forgetting the faces of loved ones that passed away, but visiting the old camps as John and hearing the echoes of people he knew hurts in a different way.

John may forget parts of his brother, but he'll never forget his voice.

He'll never forget the voices of the people he once saw as a family, for better or for worse, he is haunted by these echoes of the past.

#I didn't know this was a thing until I heard Arthur's voice in horseshoe overlook and I nearly dropped my controller #and after looking it up it turns out there's echoes in all the camps #god hearing arthurs voice in the epilogues #I cannot describe that feeling #I had the “you can't be two people at once” line #I just sat there for a solid 10 minutes questioning whether I'm hearing things or not and I just cried #I even looked around to see if he was there #but it's just voices #oh john #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick thinks #arthur morgan #john marston #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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"Your friend, Mr. Van Der Linde, has ensured that any relations between us and the army are worse than any point in the last five years. I'm sure he means well, but matters are more complex than he understands."

#the way he keeps looking at us the more rains fall talks about dutch #arthur knows dutch doesn't mean well #but he can't say it #until it was too late #oh arthur don't look at me like that please #I miss arthur so much I'm posting stuff I wasn't going to just so I can see him again #but I'm in the epilogue now #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #rains fall #mick squeaks #mick gifs #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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After spending hundreds of hours playing as Arthur, adjusting to being John still takes me a while even on my second playthrough. I find myself asking questions then needing to remind myself that this is John now.

"Why did he say that?" It's not Arthur anymore. "Why wasn't he nicer about that?" It's not Arthur anymore. "He wouldn't say that" yes he would, it's just not Arthur anymore.

#the difference between how arthur and john talked to strangers is interesting #I wouldn't say john is meaner he's just definitely more blunt and to the point about stuff #I miss arthur so much #but I'm warming up to john #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #john marston #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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what's one of your favourite movies?

The lego batman movie :) 🫶

#I like a lot of dreamworks movies too! #megamind over the hedge how to train your dragon the road to el dorado etc #the prince of egypt too the music is so good #but also I love spooky stuff #midnight mass is my favourite spooky series ever #oh I love the sonic movies too 🫶 sonic was my childhood #I'm not really a disney fan but I love most other stuff <3 #mick squeaks #asks #thank you for asking <33

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Sorry just thinking about how lovingly Charles talked about where he'd buried Arthur, the softness and somber in his voice, the way he reassured John that Arthur got the proper burial he deserved.

"It's where he would have wanted to be.. a pretty hillside.. facing the evening sun."

#the guilt in john's voice when he said he had to run #charles reassuring him #god I need to lie down #I know it's a topic of debate but I don't think charles was away for months before coming back for arthur #I think a few weeks max #he would have wanted to come back to help whoever was left right? #maybe its just what I think but it doesn't help that the timeline during then isn't specific at all #oh charles #thank you #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #charles smith #john marston #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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My boy, Weetabix.

#I'm still so insanely sad #I miss my horse #I miss arthur #oh arthur I hope you and weetabix are together #running forever free #I saved him from an o'driscoll camp #he was half dead #I had him from chapter two till the end #my sweet boy #oh weetabix #I can't #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #weetabix my horse #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #cw animal death

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"Keep feeling sick but I'm sure it's nothing."

"Turns out, I'm not very well. Got tuberculosis."

#the difference in his handwriting is going to kill me #i need to go lie down #I'm doing ranch work as john and just crying #god #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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For no matter what, my friend, my heaven is wherever you'll be.

#thank you weetabix for being by our side #take care of arthur for me #that's my second playthrough almost finished then #time for johns story now #I forget how quickly the end of chapter six sneaks up on you #I'm just as heartbroken as when arthur died the first time #i need to go lie down #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur #weetabix my horse #sobbing so hard

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Strolling up to the Aberdeen pig farm like hello yes I'd like to open a savings account for my brother please- wait did you say stew?

#sounded funnier in my head lmao #but I was told that when they take your money it actually stays there so you can retrieve it as john #basically a savings account #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #funnies

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Chapter One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six.

"I know I ruined your life, I suffer for it every day."

#the way he gets pale and his cheeks are sunken and his eyes redden I'm going to start sobbing #I always kept him at an average weight but after his diagnosis he's permanently underweight <\3 #but it's lovely to see how his hair has grown #it wasn't deliberate but the way he gets further away from the camera breaks me #oh arthur don't look at me like that please #i'm so sorry #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur #i'm going to cry

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(˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶).∘☆˚♡

#even big gruff meanie cowboys get flustered when a nice lady gives a lil thank you smooch #you can tell arthur is a gentleman because he bowed his head slightly so miss balfour could reach <3 #I don't ship them honestly but I guess I see it? I just think they're sweeties #<33 #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick vids #arthur morgan #charlotte balfour #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur #his smileeeee

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Rip your form :(

Aw shucks :( though I can assure you that my big bastard of a horse is very much alive, back to the drawing board then 😔

#“but dutch I was gonna donate the money I got from winning at horse shows” #“your form was terrible son 😔 go back to robbing and killing” #say thank you to your friend for the feedback 🫡🫶 #rdr2 #mick squeaks #asks #arthur morgan