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hey y'all! i haven't abandoned this account, but i will be in and out more often. so expect slow replies (that were already slow to begin with ;;)

#∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ ooc ⊹ — your local trash can.

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Catherine of Aragon's costumes in Season 1 of The Spanish Princess [2/2] requested by anonymous

#∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ alyssa ⊹ — sun of the north. #hi i miss my muses ;;

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And would you see my lady's face? It is a flowery garden place ── It is a meadow yet unshorn, which thousand flowers do adorn. It is a face of death that smiles, pleasing though it kills the whiles, Where death and love in pretty wiles each other mutually beguiles.

──── An original character adapted for the ASOIAF universe

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i know it's been a hot minute since i was last on here, so let me know if you've lost muse for any threads that we've had. we can always start new!

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to what truth he meant, visenya did not inquire. there was an inkling, however. something that, deep down, they both knew. there was no need to speak it aloud. she cared for her brothers too much to do so. " although you might not share her typical targaryen traits, you're still her son through and through. " she opted to say instead.

she had previously been leaning her elbows lazily on the back of a nearby chair, but decided to straighten up and give him her full attention. " you were born as you are, so there's nothing that can be done about your looks. it's what is on the inside that counts, and you've proven yourself nothing short of a good prince. worthy of being our mother's son. i see how hard you study. you're trying your best. " visenya told him before a grin came to her face. " just don't try too hard or you'll burn yourself out. there's nothing wrong with getting away from it all time to time. i should know." a small laugh came from her.

Jacaerys had plenty of thoughts, but he mostly kept them to himself. He never wanted to worry his mother, siblings, or anyone else. However, as he looked into Visenya's eyes, he wondered what was behind hers. Did her thoughts match his? He always wanted to be there for her and do what he could to ease her stress, but sometimes, he felt his stress growing. Jacaerys knew he could count on her even if they sometimes had their little sibling disagreements; those were normal. "Everything pulls at my mind. Identity mostly. I should be happy just being Prince Jacaerys, but that's just part of it. No matter what people try to hide, I know the truth. It doesn't bother me... Not much anyway." Shrugging, he sighed and looked at his hands. "Sometimes, I wish I looked more like our mother.." and not my father, but he left that out. Never could he say it aloud. It was much too risky, or that's what he believed. The prince often felt that he had to prove himself more and more. He knew all eyes were on him, watching his every move. It grew tiring... How he wished that he could mount Vermax and fly away.

#∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ visenya ⊹ — threads. #qanedanegros

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the largest living dragon was sniffing her hand. the thought made rhaena want to gasp in awe, but she kept her composure. daring to walk further due to her mother's urging, her hand soon touched vhagar's scales and she was touching the largest living dragon. rhaena could feel the soft rumble of vhagar's breathing. her mother's spoken words made the girl smile just as proudly.

in that moment, she truly felt like her mother's daughter. she felt proud of the dragon's blood within her.

Air came rushing from the beast's nose as she finally deigned to raise her head, sniffing at the girl's hand with little interest. She smelled of her rider, smelled of dragon's blood. That alone was enough to gain some of Vhagar's tolerance, but the girl's greeting garnered something almost akin to respect in the dragon's eyes.

Laena squeezed her shoulder, gently urging Rhaena forward until the palm of her hand pressed against the rough scales of Vhagar's mount.

"Kirimvose, Rhagar...nyke rudhy issa ānogar."

A declaration of pride. I present to you my blood.

#velcryons #∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ rhaena ⊹ — threads.

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i know it's been a hot minute since i was last on here, so let me know if you've lost muse for any threads that we've had. we can always start new!

#i promise i haven't intentionally ghosted any threads #i've just been slow #∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ ooc ⊹ — your local trash can.

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there was a small sense of pride in the woman, she couldn't deny it. though she cared nothing for dragons, alicent was proud of helaena and aemond for claiming such old and seasoned dragons. it terrified her to no end when they had done so, but they seemed to be progressing well with the beasts. a small hum of interest came from the queen as she listened to her daughter relay the training progress, a little smile lingering on her face. " it gladdens me to hear that. i hadn't known what would be more temperamental; young dragons or those that might be old and stuck in their ways. it's good to hear that they're adjusting well to you. " the words were accompanied by a sigh of relief.

helaena and aemond being interested in history didn't surprise alicent, as she herself had been interested in the same at their age. partly out of necessity, having to sometimes read books to the late king jaehaerys, but much of it was out of genuine interest in the past. insects, however...well, alicent would never try to helaena out of something she enjoyed. " it is not something common among princesses, " the queen began uneasily, the previous smile turned a tad awkward. "but, if you would like to read more on insects then i will talk to the maester. perhaps there are books to be found on the topic. "

what was alicent interested in these days? she couldn't answer that question as easily as the others and was suddenly befuddled. at times, she tried to read but her mind would inevitably drift to other topics and her concentration would be broken. alicent no longer read as much as she used to. " i... " she couldn't even finish the sentence. in that moment, she realized that perhaps helaena was somewhat of a mystery to her because she was a mystery to her own daughter.

it was no secret that her mother was not fond of dragons. she always kept a healthy distance and though she tried to be thrilled for her children, helaena had seen the utter terror in her eyes the day she had claimed dreamfyre. it had to be terrifying for an outsider to see a beast so giant and dangerous fly off with their child, but the bond forged between a targaryen and their dragon was strong. helaena would never know how to put it into words, but she trusted dreamfyre - perhaps more than any human she ever encountered in her life. "yes, mother. i suppose we have it easier than luke and jace, for our dragons know how to be mounted and obey a human. they chose us, knowing what kind of humans we are. arrax and vermax are adolescents who are growing with their riders. it is much harder to command them, because this is as new for them as for the boys."

her mother was not fond of her step-grandchildren, nor of rhaenyra, but helaena had grown alongside them nonetheless. the boys' training with their dragons was different from the one aegon and helaena underwent. "i am already studying my insects, but i also like history as much as aemond. i am sure there is more i can read up on. and medicine, though the maester has informed me that this is an interest unsuitable for a princess, or a woman in general. so i suppose i should not delve into it." helaena generally liked to understand how things worked, including the human body. magic was frustrating for her to get behind, because it followed no logic, or structure. but the way her insects adapted to their environment and evolved with it was not unlike what humans did. "what are your interests, mother?" she knew so little about the queen, helaena realized.

#i've gotten slow at replying i'm sorry ;; #if you've lost muse for any threads let me know! #wcrriorhearts #∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ alicent ⊹ — threads.

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𝑆𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 ) dir. emerald fennell  /  feel  free  to  change  pronouns  and  subjects  as  you  see  fit  !

❛ i wasn’t in love with him. ❜

❛ i loved him. of course! it was impossible not to. ❜

❛ everyone loved you. everyone wanted to be around you. ❜

❛ i protected him. i was honest with him. ❜

❛ it's just you and me, mate. and the girl with agoraphobia, but she's in her room. ❜

❛ are you telling me you spent your summer reading the bible? ❜

❛ oh no no. not, uh, friend. more an admirer. from afar. ❜

❛ so you're picking apart the style my essay instead of the substance? ❜

❛ it's not what you argue but how. ❜

❛ fuck, that's kind. are you serious? ❜

❛ i don't smoke. ❜

❛ he’s been expelled from almost every school in england for sucking off the teachers. ❜

❛ there aren’t any pictures of me as a kid. ❜

❛ you look different. ❜

❛ harsh! that is so harsh! you’re such a snob! ❜

❛ only rich people can afford to be this filthy. ❜

❛ do you think he'll be jealous? ❜

❛ no, i'm not like you. this is all i have. ❜

❛ this feels a bit fucking stupid now to be honest. ❜

❛ honestly? i don't think i'll ever go home again. ❜

❛ just be yourself! they'll love you! ❜

❛ everybody just goes to ruin, i suppose. ❜

❛ but darling you're kind about everyone, you can't be trusted. ❜

❛ i have a complete and utter horror of ugliness. ❜

❛ because you're a terrible person? ❜

❛ daddy always said that i'd end up at the bottom of the thames. ❜

❛ fucking hell you gave me a fright. ❜

❛ i wanted to have a look at the moon. it's nearly full. do you know what that means? ❜

❛ i'm cold blooded. we're all cold blooded, haven't you noticed? ❜

❛ because you’re so fucking beautiful. ❜

❛ you're in your see-through nightdress underneath my window. ❜

❛ i could just eat you. ❜

❛ lucky for you i'm a vampire. ❜

❛ bring on the slutty fairies. ❜

❛ it's just fucking cringe, mate. ❜

❛ what a little shit-stirrer. ❜

❛ it’s just so disappointing. you're just another one of his toys. ❜

❛ alright, fuck this. i'm getting a drink. ❜

❛ are you going to behave from now on? ❜

❛ i mean, you’re a fucking liar… why would you lie? ❜

❛ ...i just wanted to be your friend. ❜

❛ you can’t ignore me forever. ❜

❛ can you fuck off and bother somebody else? ❜

❛ you really do notice everything don't you? ❜

❛ you can’t just throw me away. ❜

❛ i just gave you what you wanted. like everyone else does! ❜

❛ everyone puts on a show for you. so i’m sorry if my performance wasn’t good enough. ❜

❛ i just need you to understand how much i fucking love you. ❜

❛ i'm still the same person. ❜

❛ i don't know what you are. but i do know you make my fucking blood run cold. ❜

❛ it was the end of everything. ❜

❛ none of us wants your bloody american feelings! ❜

❛ your politeness is so grating. do you know that? ❜

❛ you're always skulking around. weaving your spider web. ❜

❛ i think you're a moth. quiet. harmless. drawn to shiny things. batting up against the window… just desperate to get in. ❜

❛ you've made your holes in everything. you'll eat us from the inside out. ❜

❛ you ate him right up. and you licked the fucking plate.❜

❛ have you been happy? ❜

❛ i loved you. by god, i loved you. but sometimes i... hated you.❜

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i'm back home from my trip. it utterly exhausted me, so i wasn't able to get drafts done. but i'll work on them soon now that i'm back!

#∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ ooc ⊹ — your local trash can.

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not to be in my oc feels but "do you want aemond to be your brother instead?" was all visenya could hear after she found out how luke died.

#okay imma shut up now #maybe #if you don't know what i mean it's in her bio #∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ ooc ⊹ — your local trash can.

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'mothers and daughters existing as wretched mirrors of each other.' visenya not truly wanting the crown and going off to fly away and eat cake. visenya brought back because no you're not going to fly away and eat cake you're going to be a queen someday. you're going to be like me, your mother.

'this is my brother and i need a shovel to love him.' visenya labeling luke as the brother who always gave her trouble and whom she used to argue with the most, but when they're finally getting on the right track he dies. and when he's gone, she realizes how much she loved him.

#∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ visenya ⊹ — she smiled but was never content. #∘⡊ ❧ ˚⊹ headcanon ⊹ — a soul laid bare. #sorry i'm rambling #but i have feels

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#my visenya feels up again

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your ocs should be friends with mine btw. my ocs told me they want to be friends with yours. theyre too shy to ask so i have to tell you. my ocs are asking your ocs to be friends with them

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