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Something I have wanted to see for years is a conversation between AOS Sarek and TOS Spock after the events of the 2009 movie. Like, Sarek has to be aware of Old Spocks existence, and since it's an entirely different timeline there isn't much of a worry in telling him about future events as far as they involve the two of them.

I want to know if Spock tells his father he's sorry they didn't work out their difference sin his own timeline.

Idk. Just some thoughts

#Spock #Sarek #Star Trek #Star Trek 2009 #Please tell me I'm not alone

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Dear Little Brother

Dear Little Brother,

I had never expected to watch you get sick. I had never expected to watch you die, let alone hold your hand when it happened. I had never expected to live more than an hour away from you, let alone a lifetime away. I had always expected that I would spend the next seventy  years taking care of you, supporting you, and just having you by my side. Now I have to spend the next seventy years alone. Not necessarily alone, just without you being there. I’ve taken care of you since you were born, making sure you were always fed, always knowing where you were, trying to make sure you were safe. I don’t know how to stop doing that. I feel like my job technically ended when I helped Dad bury you, but I can’t help feeling like there is something next because until now, there is always something next. I don’t want my job to be over. I’m not ready for my job to be over.

The most painful thing I have ever experienced was walking into that hospital room and seeing you there, but feeling you were gone. Your heart may have been beating, but my brother was gone. I grabbed your hand, hoping I was wrong, hoping that i would feel you there, but i felt nothing. You were gone, there was no bringing you back to us, so we asked the nurses to turn off your machines. I am so grateful to he nurses who had the sense to turn off the monitor first. I think that if i had heard the monitor flatline, I would have really thrown up, like I was already so close to doing.

Balzer misses you. Several times a day he’ll go up to your room and look for you, then come back downstairs. He’s done it less often since your funeral. I think he smelled you and knew what had happened. I’ve caught him in your room sleeping on the pile of laundry you left on the ground a couple of times.

We’re supposed to start packing up your room soon to get ready for when we sell the house, but it’s so hard. I don’t want your life to be reduced to a couple of boxes. That wouldn’t do justice to all of the amazing things you did.

I’m having trouble with people. Lately, the only friends of mine who’ve really gotten it and haven’t come off as inconsiderate ignorant assholes were the ones who attended your burial. I think seeing it made it different, it let them really see it. If they weren’t there to support me  I think I would have fallen in. They supported me in the last thing i could do for you as your big sister. They helped give me the strength to make sure you got into the ground okay. Dad and I couldn’t let that guy just fucking dump dirt on top of you like he was just fucking filling up some fucking pothole or something like that. No fucking way. I had to make sure you got into the ground okay.

I love you Little Brother. And while I don’t believe you will ever know anything about what I have just written, I would hope that you knew that I did my best every day to do what was best for you. And even though I don’t believe in an afterlife, I plan on being buried next to you when I eventually die, so that even in death, I can look out for you.

With so much love,

Your Big Sister

#Bigsister #Littlebrother #Death #Letter #LetterToALovedOne #ILoveYou

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This is actually one of my favorite scenes

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V E I N S

#markiplier #darkiplier

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Send @markiplier​ to space 2k17

(wish I’d had more time to work on this, but it was midnight and I couldn’t get the song out of my head)

#markiplier #music #space

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#markiplier #pewdiepie #jacksepticeye #drawing 

A redraw of this youtuber ET edit This was inpired by @cheapcookiez amazing colouring skills (edit made by seangreenheadlvr instagram)

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So @markiplier how would you describe the dark version of Tiny Box Tim? Bad intentions like his partner, pessimistic, or well how would you describe him? :D

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Here are some notes from when Mark talked about Dark during the livestream!!!

he doesn’t obey the laws of physics (like Warfstache)

separate entity from Mark

admires what Mark has accomplished

social manipulator

wants to give you a false sense of security

wants you to trust him

only wants to take advantage of you

creepy and scary

seductive

masking a burning rage that breaks through his suave nature

he’s not your friend, he’s here to use you

not entirely kept together

the yell was his shell cracking

high pitched ringing is by design - discomfort/ pain

somewhat inspired by G-Man from Half Life

interdimensional being - not human

learning how to puppet a human body, but he’s good at it

seems trustworthy but definitely isn’t

opposite of Mark - “the fucking worst”

doesn’t have a shadow

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Me every time someone at school sings “Happy Birthday”

Dramatic mouth strikes again

(from “The Day Of Birth!”)

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A Noble's Sin (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/21LWsaQGlA [BoyxBoy] It was one of the worst crimes one could commit in 17th century Europe, to love and be loved by another man. It was viewed as indecent, wrong, ungodly, punishable by death, and yet sometimes true affection can wash those consequences into nothing but white noise. Kiran had ignored his true nature for much of his life, being born into wea…

#romance #boyxboy #drama #gay #historical #lgbt #manxman #books #amreading #wattpad

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Priorities

#thuglife #boss