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a reminder for the next time a man calls you hot and you think that shit's romantic:

Dostoevsky once said "She tortures me, tortures me with her love... in the past it was only that infernal body of her's that tortured me, but now I've taken all her soul into my soul and through her I've become a man"

and Kafka once said "in a way, you are poetry material; you are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out. Words burst in your essence and you carry their dust in the pores of your ethereal individuality"

#literature

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background character from the ballroom scene in The Labyrinth

#labyrinth #film

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a questionnaire, noor unnahar // haunted womanhood, heather havrilesky // lamb's head on a plate, viggo johansen // citizen illegal, josé olivarez // grief lessons: four plays by euripides; tr., anne carson

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애기초코토끼실바니안!! 무님 표현이 젤 귀여운걸료..

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i would've accepted carrie white if i went to that high school. in fact, i would've asked her to be my girlfriend!

#9 year old me watching the 1976 carrie film: 🏳️‍🌈💖👄💖 🏳️‍🌈 #sissy spacek was my first queer celebrity crush #which i think speaks volumes about my mental state even back then #carrie #carrie white #carrie 1976 #stephen king #sissy spacek #eve text

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#fashion

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#olivia rodrigo

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“BLEEDING HEART”

3) yves olade - beloved 5) Marie Rutkoski, The Winner's Kiss 8) ocean vuong - time is a mother

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Black Swan (2010)

#why is this relatable i need to get help fr #black swan #film #natalie portman

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what about popchik?

#can't forget about the gay dog #also where did the gay dog go in the adult portion of the film btw? did they run out of budget to pay the dog actor? #i need answers because i was robbed of boris popchyk reunion and i'm still infuriated even though it's been 5 years #the goldfinch #film

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I was still babbling when Boris said: “Potter.” Before I could answer him he put both hands on my face and kissed me on the mouth. And while I stood blinking — it was over almost before I knew what had happened. We stood looking at each other — me breathing hard, completely stunned. “Good luck,” said Boris. “I won’t forget you.” Then he patted Popper on the head. “Bye, Popchyk. Look after him, will you?” He said to me. Later — in the cab, and afterward — I would replay that moment, and marvel that I’d waved and walked away quite so casually. Why hadn’t I grabbed his arm and begged him one last time to get in the car, come on, fuck it Boris, just like skipping school, we’ll be eating breakfast over cornfields when the sun comes up? I knew him well enough to know that if you asked him the right way, at the right moment, he would do almost anything; and in the very act of turning away I knew he would have run after me and hopped in the car laughing if I’d asked one last time. But I didn’t. And, in truth, it was maybe better that I didn’t — I say that now, though it was something I regretted bitterly for a while. More than anything I was relieved that in my unfamiliar babbling-and-wanting-to-talk state I’d stopped myself from blurting the thing on the edge of my tongue, the thing I’d never said, even though it was something we both knew well enough without me saying it out loud to him in the street — which was, of course, I love you.

               The Goldfinch (2019) dir. John Crowley // The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt

#the goldfinch #film

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James McAvoy as Robbie Turner Atonement (2007)

#let us never forget that he was THIS hot #atonement #film

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Daily affirmations: I’m a sick bitch and I like freak sex

#yeah.

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Oh, Kafka, we’re really in it now …

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