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Reblogging on here in case anyone who follows this blog specifically would know

Random question for ritual abuse and mind control survivors: anyone else forced to stack cups for hours on end? We were Mk Ultra and "cup stacking" was a huge thing they used in our abuse for awhile.

I'm really sorry if this triggers anyone, but I'm truly curious to know if anyone else knows what I'm talking about aside from the few victims I recall going through it with me. It was really weird.

#tw mk ultra #tw ritual abuse #tw mind control #tw cult

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For the children of Monarch being branded today...

We do not mean by this what you might think.

We are with you always.

#tw mk ultra #tw sra #satanic ritual abuse #monarch mind control #cult survivor #as above so below #tw cult #tw eyes #nonduality #oneness #tw trigger dates #easter #tw red #trippy art

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Part of our drawing, The Leaf God. He spawned out of a meditation we were doing on the words yoni and lingam.

#the leaf god #tw the g word #cult survivor art #yoni #lingam #green witch #mk ultra survivor #tw mk ultra #trippy art #spirals #eyes #you are here

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The womb is a wound... All life is a dance

(Phrases that came up in meditation)

#psychedelic art #womb #wound #feminism #dancing #spirituality #divine feminine #mk ultra art #tw mk ultra #cult survivor art #spirals

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The Hand that Feeds

#mk ultra art #tw mk ultra #cult survivor art #mind control art #cult survivor #mind control survivor #narcissistic parents #ritual abuse #sra #tw satanism #the hand that feeds

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Hopefully this time, this will go through.

We made this this morning while doing some trauma work around a gymnastics class we were forced to take as part of our abuse as a child. We wrote something in conjunction, which we will share in a reblog from our main blog.

#mk ultra art #mind control art #tw mk ultra #tw mind control #tw csa implied #gymnastics #abstract art #inner child art #psychedelic art

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I just tried to post something here but it's not showing up. It's been a couple minutes and it seems to have vanished into the ether. It'll probably appear the moment after I post this or some shit like that, but gah this is getting frustrating.

Edit: I'm going to try reposting it. I forgot to save what I wrote, but I'll recreate it as best as I can.

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The Tree of Life and Death

#tree of life and death #tree of life #tree of death #life and death #duality #nonduality #mk ultra art #tw mk ultra #psychedelic art #cult survivor art #visionary art #tw death #tw black and white

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However far away... I will always love you

We gave this to our husband as a gift, but we want to share it with you all too.

#the cure #love song #gothic art #psychedelic art #mk ultra art #tw mk ultra #tw black and white #chaos #gothic romance #waves #eyes #spirals

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[Sideways text reads: you sure are a strange-looking (?) what the fuck kind of (?) are you???!?]

The Question Mark God wants to know why you're such a strange looking question mark. He's starting to become suspicious that you might be one of those dreaded ... *dramatic pause* ... exclamation points.

#a reminder to keep a healthily open mind #inner child art #mk ultra survivor #psychedelic art #gothic horror #surreal #lovecraft inspired #edward gorey inspired #tw mk ultra #tw tentacles #tw black and white #question marks #the question mark god #tw profanity #tw the g word

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I think that's why I look at the ground so much. It's not just my light sensitivity. I'm looking for myself, buried under there, along with all the other children.

Sometimes I feel like I died in Monarch and am now a polished skeleton, shiny and clean from a million tiny bugs that consumed me during my torture. I feel like a work of art, but like the residue left after a storm. The original me is gone, but neither am I the butterfly of their dreams. I am me, but only what could be left of me after a thoroughly cleansing fire.

#tw death #tw mk ultra #tw torture #tw child trafficking

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Sometimes I feel like I died in Monarch and am now a polished skeleton, shiny and clean from a million tiny bugs that consumed me during my torture. I feel like a work of art, but like the residue left after a storm. The original me is gone, but neither am I the butterfly of their dreams. I am me, but only what could be left of me after a thoroughly cleansing fire.

#meditations on torture #tw torture #tw mk ultra #mk ultra #monarch mind control #child trafficking #trafficking survivor #torture survivor #death #tw death

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We were using this paper for notes, but then quickly it became this instead.

#process art #mk ultra art #cult survivor art #psychedelic art #gothic art

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Gifts for a tree

@ghost-f0x

#tree art #earth worshipper #oak worshipper #druid #celtic #pagan #neopagan #pagan art #earth worship #survivor art #cult survivor art #inner child art

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More process art done in a trance state (automatic drawing). I've spent a few hours looking at it, letting the shapes and colors form images in my mind, and I now see some pretty disturbing things from my traumas in it that I couldn't see at first.

#mk ultra #mk ultra art #monarch mind control #mind control art #cult survivor art

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I'm trying to add a cover photo to this blog, but tumblr keeps freaking out and won't let it happen. Grrr.

Edit: yay it finally worked

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Magic Dragon

#mk ultra art #mind control art #dragon #magic dragon #dragon art #rock painting #inner child art