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Uncalled meanspo servers

Context: These servers judge you violently even if you may say you may be uncomfortable with it, they won't care. They may have a strict certain Bmi rule and if you don't fall under it then enjoy being cyberbullied

#tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana diary #ed mention #ed not sherran #tw ed diet #ed but not sheeran #ed vent #tw ana shit

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I feel so luxurious

#tw ana shit #ana male #tw ana fast #tw ana diary #ed mention #ed vent #tw ed diet #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #ed but not sheeran #ed not sherran #ed rant #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren

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Feeling bit lonely

Very sad

#tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana diary #ed mention #ed not sherran #tw ed diet #ed but not sheeran #ed vent #tw ana shit #ana male

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Less depressed, more blessed

Yes I've used this meme template twice now, suck it

#ed mention #ed vent #tw ed diet #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #ed not sherran #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #tw ana shit #tw ana fast #tw ana diary

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All my struggles placed in one

#tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana diary #ed mention #ed not sherran #tw ed diet #ed but not sheeran #ed vent #tw ana shit

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It's a great day meaning a great outfit

#tw ed diet #ed mention #ed vent #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana shit #tw ana fast #tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #ed but not sheeran #ed rant

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Please don't

It's sweet of them really but no

#tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana diary #ed mention #ed not sherran #tw ed diet #ed but not sheeran #ed vent #tw ana shit #ana male

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Mm water

Not on my fast days, I don't

#ed mention #ed vent #tw ed implied #bulimba #bul1m1c #bingedisorder #tw ana diary #ed not sherran #ed but not sheeran #tw ana shit

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Manifesting my 2023 meal plan

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Account introductions ♡

Name: Seraph Pronouns: he/they

Please do not stay on my account if in recovery or is triggered by ed content, dissociation or self-harm.

Information about me:

cw: 92

gw: 90

ugw: 84

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I don't feel human

I feel like an outsider, a intruder to the whole body experience and someone who shouldn't have become human. I feel urges to go through self destruction in many more ways than one but at the same time I want to die as a pretty skinny human

#self h@rm #tw cvtting #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destructive thoughts #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #dissociation #me dissociating #not human #derealization #derealistion #depersonalisation tw

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Ahaha..yeah

Context: They saw me eating pickles (that is my only food source for today)

#tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #ed mention #tw ed memes #ed humor #ed humour #tw ana shit #ana mood #low cal diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #ed bullshit #ed but not sheeran #ed not sherran #ed vent

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Dizziness

Still gotta work

#tw ana shit #ana male #tw ana fast #tw ana diary #ana trigger #tw ed memes #tw ed implied #ed di3t #ed bllog #tw disordered thoughts #ed not sherran #dizziness #self h@rm

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Easter meals can be terrifying..

#tw ed implied #tw ed rant #ed mention #ed vent #tw ana diary #ed not sherran #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #ed bullshit #tw ed memes

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Mmm

#tw ed diet #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw ana fast #tw ana diary #tw ana shit

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Low calorie recipes be like

The only thing that tastes good here now is my weight loss

I mean it depends on the person but my luck just been bad, I guess? That or my expectations of food is sky high.

#tw ed diet #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #low cal diet #tw ana diary #ed vent #ed mention #ed meals #tw disordered thoughts #ana male

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Tomorrow is fast day, I need to prepare everything to avoid snacking.

#tw ed rant #tw ed implied #self h@rm #tw ana diary #tw ana fast