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Wish I didn't get attached so easily

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I'm tired of being replaced or just fucking ghosted after getting attached to someone bruh

#ftm #no tag for this #vent post

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my pinterest it's interestinh

#ftm #idk what im doing #gayboy #grrr #ftm sub #oldermen #pinterest

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some hours ago i was crying feeling ugly af but now I washed myself and my hair and i feel like a cutie 🎀

#idk what im doing #transmasc #ftm #gayboy #grrr #no tag for this #bored af #shitpost

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me nd who

#ftm #transmasc #gayboy #no tag for this #idk what im doing #grrr

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#ftm #transmasc #no tag for this #grrr

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I genuenly can't do this anymore, "damn your father fuck you up if u like-" shut up. i literally am disgusted by myself i just need someone to talk to but even if i would have someone i wouldn't know where to start, what to say cause I'm too ashamed.

#no tags #ftm #vent post

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I have not been raised well. Nobody raised me. I was pushed down and told to stay down. People think well-raised people act pleasing so they assume my upbringing was done well. I'm acting pleasing out of fear, not because I've been taught it's the polite thing to do. I was never taught about politeness. I was taught 'displease me and you die'.

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i hate living with the constant push-and-pull of wanting love but yet pushing everyone away because i think everyone who tries to get close to me will abandon me.

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+add alcohol and it's perfect

these are getting too personal, tiktok can you STOP violating me pretty please🙏🏼

#ftm #father issues #idk what im doing #tiktok #slides #transmasc #grrr #nghhhhhh

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“i don’t have daddy issues” i say, while getting hard at the thought of an older man calling me ‘kid’

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me and who

#ftm #transmasc #ftm puppy #gayboy #idk what im doing #ftm sub #idk #me and who

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he/him pronouns aren't enough i need to nut inside another man

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yeah i would cry

#father issues #transmasc #ftm #gayboy #killing myself #idk what im doing

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needing older males validation will be the end of me.

#gay boys #transmasc #daddy issues #male validation #ftm