im not worth this blog anymore im gonna delete it next week because i need time to push aside my grieving, im so ashamed of this blog, im ashamed of who i am and what i say, im ashamed i want attention for my art but lack it, im ashamed in still here when i know i should be gone so im gonna delete this blog next week and decide if i wanna continue on tumblr or not . this blog is a piece of shit . i put my heart and soul into this blog . this was my way to getaway for the longest time but now its a constant reminder what i couldve been on here lol
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AHHHH!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! YELLOWFANG ATATCK
Almost a year ago I said I'd draw Yellowfangs. Then I forgot to draw Yellowfangs. Now I've drawn 13 Yellowfangs.
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day 2 sober kill me now or inject me with horse tranquilizers
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dookiestar /lh
you broke my fucking legs
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vintage mcdonalds garfield cup and ripoff clay garfield if u even care
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im hurt the person who made the newest warrior cat drawing challenge batch forgot to include the OTHER mean gray cat with blue eyes... sighhh
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I love how Goosefeather is forced into the position of medicine + compassion where youre supposed to treat your clanmates as your literal children but the ONLY thing his teachers were really focused on was his abilities, he was barely taught any compassion or equality by Cloudberry ; proven when he gets excited about Sunkit's future.
Isn't really my full point though, he has little to no compassion for the cat's around him--hes so focused on the future to the point it messes up his morality and honestly its such a good concept when i think hard about it.
At his time, he was the closest thing to starclan, yet he was the least moral out of all the medicine cats, even Hawkheart is shown to have more compassion than him which is crazy asf.
I love him a lot though and i hope this doesnt make people hate him, because honestly he was thoughtful enough throughout most of his book, but by the end is when he seems to drop into submission and after that be completely dragged around a leash by starclan and takes it day by day.
I also wondered if his submission into the role of shaping the future really messed with his mind, he's had to make the choice of his family or the future, he keeps quiet about many things but chooses to be 'responsible' in his work.
He indirectly killed his own sister to begin the cycle.
He sacrificed his own relationship with his niece so she can follow a path similar to his, except towards leadership and ... more strings attached (<- more prophecies to come after)
hes so insensitive about it afterwards because his norm is Ghost seeing and constant grief, he doesn't even think about grief. When brought up he thinks of grief as sacrifice when serving his clan, examples being when he confronts Bluefur after the kits and probably even his sister's death.
he does the same with joy, no emotions come before the future, in his eyes hes probably serving his clan to the best of his abilities while also beginning to loose your shits, because that is something his mentors have focused on and made him so dependant on and i feel like he eventually realizes how wrong his morality is after Moonflower dies, is when he begins to wilt away and becomes the worst parts of himself.
i love u mr goosefeather why do you stink so baad
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“Don’t wait until the last minute to do your assignments!”
listen. I don’t. But I am always trapped in a vicious cycle.
And the only thing that breaks this cycle is the dread of an imminent deadline
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