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I make everyones relationship fall apart

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being loved feels wrong

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i don’t deserve to be treated like a human being

#why is he being nice to me #depressing shit #depressing post #bpd #anxienty #anxitey #mental disorder #mental illness #vent

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fuck you because you’re so much better than me

I feel so stupid, how the fuck did i mess up an entire friendship with like two sentences. She probably doesn’t even wanna see my name on her screen anymore, she only interacts out of politeness

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fuck you ruby fuck you

I feel so stupid, how the fuck did i mess up an entire friendship with like two sentences. She probably doesn’t even wanna see my name on her screen anymore, she only interacts out of politeness

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i don’t really remember who this was about.

I miss him so much. He used to talk to me all the time he was like my guidance. I hope he‘s doing okay. His dog too.

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aaaand i wanna kill myself again

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I‘m not ready for this trauma dumping my guy

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bro these guys are actually fucked in the head lol

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welcome to another episode of: is it comp-het or am i just a picky bisexual!!!!!!

#i dont know anymore #lesbian #wlw community #lesbian community #lgbtq #lgbtqia #biseuxal #bisexual #comp het #comphet

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i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself i wanna kill myself

#im so tired of my brain doing this to me #how do people do it #depressing shit #bpd #sewerslidal #slef harm

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you know it was a good workout when your legs are shaking and you can’t walk 😩😩😩😩

#i have to get skinny again so now its just me and 4 weeks of torture #anamia #anorexjc #anarex1a #ana mood

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Dude i swear if you’re trying to get back into eating less, go out with your friends and just get a boba tea. Walk around/do stuff with them and drink it SLOWLY it keeps you SO full the whole day especially because you’re having fun!!!

#A lot of people care about their sugar intake too but i really dont #one boba is not deadly and the tapioca keeps you so full #anarecia #low cal ana #anarecca #anareksic #anarexique #ed motivation #ed tips #ana tips #ana tingz #diet tips #diet #anna miaa

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stop wishing for your dream body and start working on it

#note to myself #anamia #anorex1c #anorexia #anorecik #anarecia #anarexique #ana stuff #dieting #diet #tjinspo #thinsp0 #thinspi

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what’s the point if i don’t have legs like this

#i need skinny legs #but how #im gonna cry my legs are so fat and ugly #thinspø #thinsppi #thinspi #thinsp0 #ed #anamia #anoressic #anorecik #not pro #anorexjc #miaa #ana anamia

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me: I‘m going on the five bite diet, I need to get skinny asap!

also me during the diet:

#i have no discipline #anamia #anarecia #anarexique #anorexjc #ed #diet #dieting #ed meme #anorexia #ana stuff #not pro #anarex1a #ana mood #anorekic

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how do i shrink my stomach up again, i lost all my discipline im gnna cry

#anorex1c #anorekic #anorekcia #anoressic