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Hey yโ€™all!!
i have been inactive a-lot recently due to some personal stuff and this is tumblr so i feel comfortable sharing this with a bunch of strangers.
Recently i guess iโ€™ve become addicted to pills.
to be more pacific garys (slang for ecstasy pills) and CBDS (itโ€™s different where iโ€™m from its a mix of Garys, ket, cocaine and LSD).
The story is i got a girlfriend about a week ago. and we hit it off immediately, iโ€™ve never ever wanted to dry pills as my mum is addicted and i donโ€™t wanna end up like her.
She brought some and gave me one, i didnโ€™t take it because i was scared. So i went home the Gary still in my pocket in a clear baggy. iโ€™ve never been good at listening to clear instructions so my girlfriend telling me โ€œdonโ€™t take it by yourselfโ€ flew right over my head. I took the full thing, it was fun donโ€™t get me wrong i was the happiest iโ€™ve ever been. and once that feeling went. i done it again, and again, and again.
and now i canโ€™t stop. we planned to do it next week iโ€™m excited, but i wanna say no.
iโ€™m a people pleaser so whatever i donโ€™t want to do i will do to make them happy.
i just really need some advice guys. please help me out.
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here ya go BITCHES!!
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GIRL YOUR STUNNING OMG I FELL TO MY KNEES WHEN I SAW THOSE PHOTOS OF U WHATTT
STOP IT IM BLUSHING ๐Ÿซฃ
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๐Ÿ’Œsend this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.๐Ÿ’Œ
I LOVE YOU โค๏ธ
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Deprived | Sixteen
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 17 Part 18 Part 19 Part 20 Part 21 matthew sturniolo x layla venita (female!oc) summary: everyone knows the story of the bad boy and the good girl but what happens when the school's most popular boy, Matthew Sturniolo, and the girl who notoriously is never there, Layla Venita, cross paths. warnings: swearing, drug use (weed), mentions of drugs (cocaine, weed), suggestive, NOT PROOFREAD!! word count: 4.8k a/n: dramaaaaaaaaa. i was really on a roll with this chapter itโ€™s so long LMAO
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"You doing anything after school?" Matt asked me as he stole some of Nick's fries, causing his brother to hit him on the arm and I shook my head.
"No, but you are," I pointed out and he furrowed his eyebrows for a moment, "Training, Matthew."
"How did you forget you have training when you have been playing hockey for the last 5 years but she remembered?" Nate chuckled in disbelief from across the table and Matt shrugged.
"Oh Layls!" Allie chirped up from beside me, interrupting her own conversation with Mia who was sitting on her right, "Do you have a dress for prom yet?"
"Uh, I'm probably not going," I told her honestly and her face dropped sadly.
"What? Why not?" she asked, disappointment clearly in her tone and I shrugged.
"It's just not my thing," I answered honestly and she pouted slightly.
"Come on, it will be so fun! I can help you pick out a dress and everything," she pleaded with me and I gave her an apologetic look.
"She doesn't wanna go, Allie. Drop it," Mia grumbled from beside her, making my face drop at the rudeness of her tone.
"I'll think about it, okay?" I said kindly and her face lit up again before nodding, "Are all of you going?"
"Yeah," Chris nodded, clearly seeming unimpressed but agreed to go nonetheless, "No thanks to Al."
"You could've said no," Allie shrugged, smiling at him widely and he smiled, shaking his head and I leaned over, placing my hand under Allie's chin.
"How can you say no to this adorable face?" I asked sarcastically and Allie tapped my hand away lightly, a snicker falling out of her mouth.
"Shut up," she rolled her eyes playfully and Matt nudged my thigh with the back of his hand, making me look at him.
"You wanna come over after training?" he asked and I pursed my lips, giving him an apologetic look.
"I can't. Maybe tomorrow though," I told him and he nodded before turning his attention back to the group, "Nick, we still need to get our suits."
"I can't get mine till Allie tells me her fucking dress colour because we have to be matching," Chris chimed in again and I looked at Allie with raised eyebrows.
"You are going together?" I asked and she nodded happily.
"He said the only way he'd go to prom is if I agreed to go as his date that way he isn't stuck with anyone he doesn't like," she laughed and I smiled, nodding my head before I glanced at Chris.
"Matt," Mia chimed in catching not only Matt's attention but mine, "Remember your tie has to be red because my dress is red."
I felt a wave of jealousy pulse through me and I looked at the table before me. I had no right to be jealous, Matt and I weren't together in any capacity and he and Mia had been friends for years. It was just the fact it was Mia he was going with that pissed me off.
Of fucking course he's going to prom with Mia.
"Right," Matt nodded, seemingly ignoring Mia for the majority of the day. My brain had been wracking what they could've talked about to make him give her the cold shoulder like he was, I wanted to know if I caused it.
I didn't care about Mia but I knew Matt didn't want to lose her as a friend. So instead of starting an argument or causing a fight, I remained silent and chewed at my lip.
"Nick," Nate spoke up again catching Nick's attention and I pushed my food away from me, suddenly losing my appetite completely, "Are we matching too or what?"
"I thought you were going with Gemma?" Nick asked, clear confusion on his face and Nate shook his head, taking a sip of his water.
"Decided not to. Would rather be with you guys," he shrugged and Nick nodded in response.
"Why don't one of you take Layla?" Allie spoke up and I turned my head to look at her with a frown, "That way she also has a date because we can always bring someone else."
"Allie, I don't even know if I'm going yet," I responded and she shrugged, looking at me as she sipped on her iced tea.
"Just as a backup plan," she answered and I chuckled with a shake of my head.
"I was planning on bringing Jake since Nate said he was already going with Gemma," Nick answered honestly and Allie raised her hands triumphantly.
"Great! Nate, you can take Layla that way we all have a date!" Allie cheered and I looked at Nate, studying his reaction and he shrugged.
"I'm cool with that. Layls?" he asked, seemingly unbothered about whether or not he had a date.
"If I'm going, then sure," I shrugged in response and he nodded, taking another sip of his water.
"What colour dress are you thinking?" Allie asked, whipping her phone out of her pocket and I gave her a deadpanned look before her gaze met mine again, "In case you want to come! Nate is buying a suit regardless so might as well match it to a colour you like if you do come."
"Probably black," I shrugged, not wanting to argue with her and she nodded, tapping away on her phone.
"Makes my life easier," Nate shrugged, an amused smile on his lips and I smiled at him, both of us finding humour in the situation.
"What about this?" Allie leaned over, shoving her phone in front of my face catching me off guard as my eyes adjusted to the screen. It was a sparkly black strapless dress and I shrugged. I looked at the price and my eyes widened.
"Allie, I can't afford that," I answered quietly and she dismissed me with a wave of her hand.
"Don't worry about the price. I'm looking for dress styles you like," she answered quickly before tapping away on her phone again. Matt tapped my thigh once again before leaning over.
"Are you really gonna go with Nate?" he asked and I turned my head to look at him, a small expression that showed he was displeased written on his face.
"I don't know if I'm going at all yet. This is Allie's doing," I shrugged and he hummed, looking down at the table again making me smile as I leaned up to whisper in his ear, "Now who's jealous?"
"What about this one?" Allie once again leaned over, showing me a photo of a black halter neck dress that seemed to be a silk material. I shook my head knowing the shape of the dress would look awful on me, "Okay we need to figure out what kinda dresses you like."
"I don't wear dresses Allie," I gave her a half smile as Matt wrapped his arm around my shoulders and she nodded.
"Even more of a reason to find a dress you actually like," she announced as she went back to her phone making me smile in amusement.
"You could just not wear anything," Matt whispered into my ear and I punched his thigh making him groan.
"Don't be such a guy," I rolled my eyes, a smile still on my lips as I looked up at him. He shook his head, a slight smirk on his lips. He placed a kiss on the side of my temple.
"What's going on here?" Nate asked causing us to turn our heads to look at him.
"Oh, Matt didn't tell you guys?" Chris asked, a malicious smirk on his face and I let my smile drop.
"Chris," Matt said in a warning tone but Chris, as per usual, didn't listen.
"They fucked last night," Chris said casually and I threw my hands to my face, my cheeks lighting up red.
"What?" Allie gasped next to me and I didn't dare take my hands away from my face.
"For fucks sake Chris, don't say that! We didn't!" Matt protested and I curled closer to him, the embarrassment making me hide like a child.
"So you didn't sleep there last night?" Chris retorted and Matt sighed, running a comforting thumb up and down my arm.
"Yes, I stayed there bu-"
"And you said that you did stuff," Chris taunted further and I sighed, not wanting to look at the judgment on their faces yet.
"Chris, shut the fuck up," Matt mumbled through gritted teeth and I finally pulled my hands away from my face. Nate's face just looked surprised and Allie looked somewhat happy but Mia had the biggest scowl on her face I'd ever seen.
"Are you fucking serious?" Mia screeched causing Matt to whip his head to look at her, "You had sex with her?"
"I didn't!" Matt said in the same tone and I closed my eyes, heads turning to look at us from all around the cafeteria.
"And I'm supposed to believe that? Look at you!" she replied loudly motioning between us and I looked at Allie who was frowning at Mia.
"Mia, calm down. It's not the end of the world," Nate raised his eyebrows at her and she scoffed, rolling her eyes dramatically.
"I guess whoever wrote that shit on your locker was right. You are a slut," Mia mumbled so quietly I almost didn't catch it but when I did, my blood ran cold with nothing but rage.
"Mia, what the fuck?" Allie said in disbelief of her best friend saying such a crude thing.
I took a moment to think whether or not it was worth it to fight her and get myself expelled. I had been trying so hard to keep up with school and I wasn't going to throw it away for her.
So instead, my mind travelled back to when I saw the locker and looked around the room. I never once saw Mia and I know Matt had gotten rid of it by the time I went back to get my things for English.
"Hey, Mia?" I said, grabbing her attention and she looked at me with annoyed eyes, "How do you know what was written on my locker?"
"I saw it," she squinted her eyes at me and I nodded, leaning forward so Matt's arm slid off of my shoulders, now wrapped around my lower back.
"When did you see it exactly? Because I didn't see you anywhere when I first walked into the school," I raised my eyebrows and she stilled for a moment, "Did you guys see her when I went to the bathroom?"
I looked around the table and everyone shook their heads before I looked back at Mia who grumbled, "I saw it before you guys got there."
"Why were you there before us? You never come to school early," I pointed out and she once again stilled, her pissed demeanour turning nervous as she glanced between everyone.
"I had to do some stuff for cheer," she shrugged, trying to play it off and before I could speak again, Allie interrupted me.
"Practice isn't till after school. No one ever comes to school early for cheer, Mia," Allie deadpanned, calling her own best friend out and Mia shook her head.
"What are you trying to say? That I did it?" she asked, placing a hurt hand on her heart.
"Nope. You made that connection on your own," I told her, not letting my rage shine through at her as the guys just looked between us like a tennis match with slack jaws, "It's a funny coincidence though, isn't it? The one time you were at school early there's shit written on my locker."
"I didn't do anything!" she huffed and I hummed, nodding my head once again as I smiled at her sweetly.
"For the record, Mia, Matt and I didn't sleep together. In fact, the people that I'm rumoured to sleep with I never have. I can't say the same about you," I shoved away from the table, picked my bag up from the floor and walked out of the cafeteria without another word.
"Mia, what the fuck is wrong with you?" I heard Matt's voice yell at her as I walked out of the cafeteria doors and towards the exit of the school. I pulled my phone out of my pocket, sending Matt a quick text to say I wouldn't be at school for the rest of the day before I exited the grounds, beginning my trek home.
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After messaging Wes and telling him I was going to deliver for him earlier than originally planned, he agreed it was a good idea and invited me to stay for a bit.
"Why does it look like someone shit in your breakfast?" he asked as soon as he opened the old green apartment door, paint falling off at various places.
"Just had a shit day," I shook my head, stepping inside the small compound before I closed and locked the door behind me, "You wanted two ounces, right?"
"Yeah. You got the coke too?" he asked and I nodded, picking up the two ounces of weed out of my bag and throwing it on his kitchen counter before I pulled out the small bag of coke.
"He only had an 8-ball but I can get you more next week," I told him honestly and he nodded, counting up the cash before handing it to me and I placed it in my bag. I went to turn around and exit the building again but I was stopped.
"Where you goin'?" he asked and I spun around, looking at his long mop of blonde hair, "You look like you had a stressful day, babe. Chill with me for a bit."
"I don't know Wes," I trailed off, not knowing if I wanted to hang around here for too long.
"Come on. I got this new shit from Chase. It will make you see God," he said, holding up a small bag of weed and I chewed my lip, really needed some sort of a relief.
Unfortunately, I caved and said, "Fine. But I'm only staying till six."
"Fine by me," he nodded, taking the packet and throwing himself on the old leather couch. I sat beside him since it was a two-seater, not allowing much space between us but I was used to it at this point.
I'd been delivering to Wes for 2 years now and he never once made me uncomfortable, except for the time he smacked my ass 2 months ago because he was high off his ass and thought it would be funny. Since then, he'd apologised multiple times and I let it go.
"More shit at school?" he asked in regards to my tense demeanour and I nodded, falling back into the couch as he grabbed the rolling paper.
"Just some bitch saying stupid shit," I mumbled angrily and he hummed, quickly rolling a joint like I'd seen him to hundreds of times.
"Rich?" he questioned and I chuckled, nodding immediately and he rolled his eyes, sliding a filter into the joint, "Of course."
"There's this guy though," I told him honestly as he began sealing the joint with the moisture from his tongue as he looked at me with raised eyebrows, "He stayed over last night."
"Look at you! Finally getting some dick," he chuckled to himself and I shoved his shoulder with a roll of my eyes, "They grow up so fast."
"Shut up, dude. We didn't go the full mile," I rolled my eyes and he chuckled once again.
"It's a start. I don't remember the last time you told me about anyone," he pointed out and I shrugged as he picked up one of the many lighters littering the coffee table in front of us.
"Yeah well," I trailed off at he lit the end of the joint, "His friends are nice too. One of them wants to take me dress shopping for prom."
He took a hit of the joint, keeping the smoke in his lungs for a moment before he passed it to me, "I thought you hated that shit."
"I do," I replied as he handed me the joint and I took a hit before continuing, "But she really wants me to go for some reason and one of their friends said he would take me as his date if I do go."
"Why isn't Romeo taking you?" he asked as I took another hit before I handed it back to him and I let out a bitter laugh.
"The girl who's being a bitch is one of his friends and they've been planning on going together way before I came into the picture," I explained and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion, taking a moment to inhale before he spoke again.
"I'm so glad I dropped out this shit sounds way too confusing," he mumbled and I took the joint from him again, taking two more hits in a row, "Alright chill out. You're gonna green out if you're not careful this shit is strong."
"I'm fine," I shrugged, handing him the joint again as I sunk back into the couch further, the effects of the drug already hitting me, "I needed something to take the edge off anyway."
"You already finished that bag I gave you?" he asked and I nodded, rolling my head to the side to look at him as he joined me in sinking back into the couch.
"Dad took half of it so yeah," I replied and he rolled his eyes, jumping off the couch and walking to the kitchen. He returned moments later with another small bag in hand and threw it into my lap, "Wes, I don't need it."
"Take the fucking bag, Layla," he smiled down at me and I pursed my lips before nodding, sliding the small plastic-wrapped weed into my bag.
"Thanks," I gave him a thankful smile as he took another hit, sitting back down on the couch beside me, handing me the joint once again. We continued handing the joint back and forth in silence until it was down to the filter before he threw it in the ashtray on the table.
"Ya know," he started, making me turn my head towards him lazily, "You're always one of my favourite people to smoke with. We should do it more."
"Because I'm just so charming," I smile at him dopily making him chuckle, the drug taking its full effects slowly on both of us.
"You're just chill," he shrugged, sliding further into the couch and I chuckled, laying my head back on the top of the couch as my eyes began blurring in and out of focus, the ceiling seeming so far away.
"You think I should go to prom out of spite?" I asked, my words mumbled from my dry mouth the drug had created and he hummed.
"Show up hot as fuck, make her mad and make him regret his decision of not taking you instead," he laughed to himself and I smiled, nodding my head in agreement even though I wasn't sure he could see me.
"Sounds like a plan," I answered and he hummed in response, my body going limp from the strong weed, "What is this shit?"
"Blue Dream," he responded and I lifted my head to look at him, "Isn't it sick?"
"Dude," I squinted my eyes at them as they now felt heavy, "You know this shit is supposed to make you mad horny, right?"
"Oh fuck," he began laughing to himself and I couldn't help but smile at his idiocy, shaking my head in disbelief, "I had no idea. Chase just said it's hella strong."
"On that note," I leaned forward and stood up lazily, "I'm gonna go."
"No come on," he whined and I looked down at him, my eyelids heavy and my breathing laboured.
"I'm not about to stay here and watch you get a fucking boner," I laughed as I picked up my bag, "I like you dude but not that much."
"Next time we'll smoke something else I swear," he leaned forward, holding out his hand for a fist bump which I quickly reciprocated, "You gonna be good to walk home?"
"Yeah, no worries. I'll see you next time," I waved as I unlocked the door, swinging it open before closing it behind me. I waddled down the steps of the apartment, making my way onto the road where the sun was starting to go down.
As I walked down the pavement, my legs wobbled and my vision became less focused. I was used to walking around high but I'd never had Blue Dream and I could tell its effects of horniness were hitting me. I could barely focus, the wind around me swaying me as I walked. I almost tripped onto the road and I sighed, deciding to sit down on the curb for a moment.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket, realising it was already 5:30 and Matt would be done with his training by now. Through my foggy thoughts and wanting to be with someone right now, I clicked on his contact and waited as it rang in my ear.
"Hey, Layls," he answered after two rings and my fave immediately lit up, the sound of his voice bringing joy to the chemicals in my brain.
"Hey baby," I mumbled, the words falling off my tongue like honey, "Whatcha doin'?"
"I just got out of the shower. Are you okay, pretty girl?" he asked, sounding confused by my tone and I nodded regardless of if he could see me.
"I'm great! I just miss you," I whined, throwing my head down onto my knees that were pulled to my chest. A car drove past me quickly and I lifted my head, the sound startling me.
"Where are you?" he asked, his voice laced with concern but all I could focus on was the rasp of his voice, heat travelling directly between my thighs.
"On the corner of Valine and West Street," I mumbled, throwing my head back down onto my knees and I heard shuffling on his end of the phone.
"What are you doing there?" he asked, his voice still laced with worry and I sighed dreamily.
"I just had to drop some stuff off to a friend but my legs are tired. I don't wanna walk home," I whined loudly and I heard him hum, doors closing before a click.
"I'm coming to get you, pretty girl. Can you stay on the phone?" he asked and I hummed in response, my stomach igniting at the thought of seeing him right now.
"I'll do anything for you," I responded, my voice filled with seduction and lust before I giggled at myself.
"What did you take?" he questioned and I rolled my head to the side, the cold breeze feeling nice on my skin.
"Just smoked a little bit," I answered honestly and he sighed before mumbling something I didn't catch, "Can you keep talking to me?"
"I'm almost there. I'm like three minutes away, okay?" he responded and I sensed a slight annoyance in his tone but I brushed it off as I hummed, squeezing my thighs together, "Are you alone?"
"Yeah," I sighed, lifting my head and looking around at the lifeless street around me.
"Okay, I'll be there in a sec. Just don't move," he answered hurriedly and I sighed dreamily once again.
"I like your voice," I mumbled, closing my eyes as I listened to the sound of the engine revving as he drove and I heard him chuckle, my heart filling with joy at the sound.
"Thanks, pretty girl," he answered and I could hear the smile in his voice making my smile widen.
"I just like you in general. You're really nice to me," I mumbled, a dopey smile on my lips as I let my eyes flutter open and I once again heard him chuckle.
"I like you too," he answered softly and my smile widened, "I'm a minute away."
"Thank god," I let out a breath of relief, making sure my bag was on my shoulder as I began standing up, losing my balance briefly, "Whoops."
"You okay?" he asked and I hummed, regaining my composure, sliding my bag further up my shoulder as I pressed the phone to my ear. I looked up to see headlights coming towards me before Matt said, "Hey, pretty girl."
I smiled at him, despite being blinded by the headlights before I waltzed over to the car, hanging up the phone as I pulled the passenger door open, "Heyyy."
"Oh my god," he shook his head with a smile as I jumped in the car, slamming the door behind me before I clicked my seatbelt in.
"You look good," I smiled at him as I leaned over, pressing a kiss to his cheek. My eyes scanned his body, noticing that he was wearing a white hoodie, blue plaid pyjama pants and not shoes, "You didn't even put shoes on."
"Shoes weren't exactly my concern when I left the house," he raised his eyebrows at me and I pursed my lips, holding back a giggle.
"Sorry," I bit my bottom lip and he shook his head, a soft smile on his lips, "Can I be honest?"
"Of course," he nodded and I smiled up at him dopily again.
"I'm really high," I giggled, tucking my messy hair behind my ear.
"Really? I didn't notice," he answered sarcastically and I hummed, leaning over the console as I placed my hand on his jaw, pulling his face towards mine. I pressed my lips against his, the feeling of his body so close to mine making heat travel directly between my thighs.
"I missed you," I mumbled against his lips and he took that as an opportunity to slide his tongue in my mouth dancing with my own. I got lost in the feeling of his mouth against mine, my heightened sense making it feel like I was in heaven.
"Okay," he pulled away from me before placing another quick peck on my lips, "I'm not about to get into this while you're high."
"No," I whined, pulling his face to mine once again and he snickered against my lips making me smile once again before he pulled away again.
"Baby," he whispered, placing his hand on my cheek to lift my head to look at him, the pet name making my heart swell, "I'm not doing anything unless you're sober."
"But I'm so horny," I whined, leaning my head on his shoulder and I felt his chest shake with a laugh.
"I'm aware," he said through a laugh before I lifted my head to look at him with a pout, "But that's because you're high."
"Why do you have to be such a morally right man?" I rolled my eyes, a smile still on my lips and he brushed my hair behind my ear as I melted into his touch.
"You want me to drop you home?" he asked and I shook my head, my face turning sour at the thought of having to face my father.
"Can I stay at yours? I don't wanna deal with my dad," I frowned and his face softened, "I don't wanna go home."
"You can come to mine, it's okay," he began stroking my cheek with his thumb and I let my head slump against his hand, the touch making me feel calm again, "You can lay your head on my shoulder, pretty girl. I gotta drive."
I nodded lazily, moving my hand off of his hand and placing it on his right shoulder. He took the car out of park and drove down the road. I hummed to the song playing on the radio and he used his right hand to reach over the console, placing it on my thigh and running his thumb up and down.
"Don't do that," I mumbled, moving his hand further down so it was closer to my knee, "You're just gonna make me wanna fuck you even more."
"Sorry," he said through a chuckle as I closed my eyes, adjusting my head on his shoulder, "You have no filter when you're high."
"Why do you think I made you put my hand up my hoodie the first time I was high around you?" I mumbled, smiling to myself and he hummed, "Wes didn't tell me the strain until after we had it and he didn't know it made you horny."
"Wes?" he asked and I forgot he didn't know who Wes was.
"Mhm. Been friends with him for two years," I explained and he hummed, sounding slightly annoyed, "I left after he told me though. He had no idea."
"I'm sure he didn't," he grumbled and I smiled, looking up to see a frown now covering his face as he drove with his left hand.
"Don't be jealous. He's like a brother to me," I leaned up, kissing his jaw lightly making him sigh.
"Mhm," he hummed and I trailed kisses down his neck, sucking the flesh under his ear making him let out a heavy breath, "Layls."
"Yeah?" I mumbled against his skin, getting lost in the way his body reacted to me.
"I'm driving," he mumbled, his grip on my thigh tightening slightly making me smile against him.
"Then focus on the road," I smirked into him and he let out another breath, tilting his head to the left to give me more access. I continued to suck and kiss all over his neck as his breathing got heavier.
Suddenly, the car turned a corner before coming to a halt and I looked up to see we were already at his house. I pursed my lips, hiding my smile as I looked at the purple dot I had created on his skin.
"Let's go," he said, pulling his hand off of my thigh as he turned the car off before jumping out of the car and I followed his actions as he walked inside quietly.
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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.
please, please and please.
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i acrually wanna kiss u wtf ur so beautiful
PUCKER TF UP RN!
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you said yap away so I'm gonna yap away.
Last week my boyfriend of 4 years broke up with me so suddenly, i feel so broken, so lost. when i lost him i felt like i lost a-lot of myself. I canโ€™t even walk around my house without memories of him i want to forgot come back. i just feel like iโ€™m not myself anymore. i feel like the part of me that i lost when he broke up with me wonโ€™t ever come back and it scares me.
Healing takes time, be patient with yourself. They were part of your everyday. Its going to take time adjusting to them not being there for you anymore.
You can always message me privately when you get a wave of sadness and want to cry and also when you feel ready for getting back to doing the things that make you feel like you again.
hope you get better ml โค๏ธ
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inbox is open if any of you guys need to rant or need someone to talk to <3
hope you are all getting through the stuff you dont talk about!
stay stafe
stay beautiful
and remember to eat/drink ๐Ÿ˜Š
xoxo
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Here are some of my favourite nail designs i did into this new year!
(i started doing nails last august thats why i am not perfect at them yet!)
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Lashes From Shein: 15628021
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heartsforchrisandmatt ยท 27 days
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makeup tut?
wonโ€™t let me post it :(
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help this mother out fr
YALL SEND REQUESTS INNNNN
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heartsforchrisandmatt ยท 27 days
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MOTHER!!
omg slay! #mother #iammother
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heartsforchrisandmatt ยท 27 days
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Will you ever start writing smut?
10000% if people start requesting stuff! as iโ€™m not good at what i should write and what triplet to write about. XOX
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heartsforchrisandmatt ยท 27 days
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your actually do pretty (sit on my face)
anyway sweetheart ๐Ÿ˜›
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this is me reading quiet by @lovingmattysposts if you even care
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