after 13(ish) years of self managing, anxiety spiraled out of control so I finally went to a doctor and it is 5 days in on being on medication and:
I have finally after months gotten 6 consecutive restful hours of sleep uninterrupted 3 days in a row
I have also finally after years gotten almost 7 consecutive restful hours of sleep uninterrupted as of last night, day 4
meds = naptime at 12-3pm I hit a major crash around this time every afternoon and yet I have to limit my caffeine intake I am suffering on that front
chest pressure has lightened significantly
serotonin rebalancing? out apparently means that "no anxiety, must be replaced with hunger".... I am literally always hungry no wonder people gain weight when they go on certain medication. THE HUNGER IS A LIE.
also apparently your brain is... not meant to always have static radio noise... who knew... you could just turn thoughts on and off... wild concept...
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yeosang gets all the compliments for his hair or wHATEVER THAT IS in that teaser photo but hongjoong couldn't live a day in peace with his mullet back during smn era is my villain origin story
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I need t1 to win worlds this year please god because I may actually cry if this roster is forced to part ways....
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DOSIE
MUSIC CORE MINI FANMEETING
fancam by johnny park
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Bad Langensalza, Germany (by Lukas D.)
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had some dessert at “ice cream at 9pm” in kochi, japan.
デザートにぴったりのお店!マンゴーとマスカルポ���ネアイス美味しかった。
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