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high-lagaard · 7 hours

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falin :3

#dungeon meshi #art #falin touden #augh so cool!!!#cw: blood

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high-lagaard · 7 hours

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BABY

#dungeon meshi #silly

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high-lagaard · 7 hours

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She is just being a little silly guys

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #art #woah... the wings are so well-done

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high-lagaard · 7 hours

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It's Miku Monday~!

#vocaloid #hatsune miku #art #cute!

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high-lagaard · 9 hours

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i think women should have ptsd more 👍👍

#bloodborne #oughh pretty...#art #cw: blood

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high-lagaard · 12 hours

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One day in 2019, I had pain so bad I went to the ER.

My gut felt like there were red hot needles and knifes being stabbed into it. I felt nauseous. I felt faint. I very nearly threw up.

It was not the first time I felt this way but it was the worst I’d ever felt. I’d been getting increasingly bad pain for over a year and I had gone to countless doctors trying to determine what it was.

The doctors at the ER — thankfully — took me seriously. They determined I had a severely infected gallbladder and the only way to save my life was to have surgery to remove it.

I still had to give consent before the surgery.

I remember being terrified. I was alone. There was no one to help me. And somehow, even though the only course of action I could take was to consent to the surgery the fact that I had to before they could take action made it all the more terrifying. The consequences of the surgery would mean I would live, but I’d never quite be the same. I felt cheated by my own body. Why was it this way? Why couldn’t I be healthy? Functional? Why wasn’t my body working with me?

The nurses, doctors, and surgeons there were all incredibly kind to me.

One surgeon in particular — the one who ended up operating on me — said something that will stick with me for the rest of my life. “Your body is there to help you. Sometimes, when part of the body is no longer helping you, the best thing to do is cut it away. You’ll be so much happier after the surgery. You won’t be in pain anymore.”

I think about that a lot.

I think about it a lot when I see trans men begging for help to get top surgery and are met with resistance or well meaning but ignorant messages begging back to not “mutilate” their body.

I think about my surgeon, who was so kind to me and knew what to say when I was scared and crying and alone in my hospital bed.

Your body is there to help you.

Sometimes, when part of the body is no longer helping you, the best thing to do is cut it away.

You’ll be so much happier after the surgery.

You won’t be in pain anymore.

I hope you get your top surgery.

I hope you will be so much happier.

And I hope the pain will end.

#trans related tag

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high-lagaard · 1 day

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ocs ft stuff drawn this month that I should finish comp

#nocti wips and stuff #me when i am very normal about game that is very normal #ocs/designs concepts tag #this month has been dry as hell for me art-wise... artblock moment (it's lowkey getting away but)#(i'm struggling on a piece I need to finish and it isnt fun)

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high-lagaard · 2 days

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Recent Praline pics~ I got her a new wig today !

#praline tag #dollfie posting #absolutely did not get that purple wig bc it reminded me of a certain character. no no no #the bangs and ahoge are custom by the previous owner! maybe i'll custom it further myself too in the future #nocti posts random things

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high-lagaard · 2 days

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(inspired by these posts)

eo1 and 2 and 3 and 4

untolds, 5, nexus and hopefully more

md roguelike spinoffs if that's more your style

origins collection has been out a while

the 2 mobile games nobody played

just more lost media atlus made

when you make a guild to explore the big trees

your party members become your ocs

OFFICIAL EO MERCH FOLDING KNIFE

(and a ruler)

they've got trauma center npcs

minced oaths are canon- bertrand says geez

while they seem to be standard fantasy games

by the 5th stratum you will see sci-fi names

etrian odyssey, love it or hate it

you can customize your party builds

etrian odyssey, love it or hate it

you can customize your party builds

(where is sq next stage)

(where is sq next stage atlus)

#when you make a party to explore the big tree your party members become your ocs 🎶🎶🎶#great post op #etrian odyssey #textpost tag #music tag

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high-lagaard · 2 days

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Since the r-slur is making a comeback (you know, the word that starts with R, has six letters, and ends in D), I'm gonna make a little PSA:

Yes, it's an ableist slur.

Terms like "asshat," "head-up-ass," "up their own ass," and "high on their own farts" exist. There's also words like crap, dogshit, half-assed, assclown, and chucklefuck. And on the less vulgar side, there are terms like ridiculous, nonsense, train wreck, pointless, insipid, self-absorbed, pretentious, annoying, boring, contemptible, vile, and disgusting.

Substituting words like restarted, poptarted, brain damaged, smoothbrain, etc. is still ableist, because either 1. you obviously still mean the r-word, or 2. you're still using disability as an insult.

#important

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high-lagaard · 2 days

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So true !

^ listen to it!!!

I know I haven't talked about EO5 for several months now but I literally still can't get over Untamed Garden's theme. Why is it so damn good. Oh my god. What the hell. This is me telling you to listen to it right now

#etrian odyssey #eo5 #music tag #SoundCloud

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high-lagaard · 3 days

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