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long car rides

#actually maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #madd things #maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder

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looking up writing prompts just to get more daydreaming ideas

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anyone else daydream about absolutely despicable, traumatizing things happening to them/their character(s) ?

#i feel so bad #actually maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems #madd problems #madd things #maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder

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#not mine #found it on pinterest #fuck california that’s where the real gold is goddamn #actually maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems #madd problems #madd things #maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #madd memes

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people ask me what i’m thinking as if i don’t have a weeks-long prepared storyline in my head i’m currently rehearsing because it doesn’t feel quite right yet

like how am i supposed to explain that without sounding literally insane

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losing other people while also losing myself just cause i can’t get outta my head

#actually maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems #madd problems #madd things #maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder

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scared i’ll never be able to have an actual romantic relationship because of how stuck i am in another reality

#actually maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems #madd problems #madd things #maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #romance

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dancing around my bedroom to a song i’ve convinced myself is mine in a world that’s made from lies

#actually maladaptive #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems #madd problems #madd things #maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder

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i hate how addictive this prison is

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past four years i’ve been escaping to my mind to save me from reality, but now i have to escape from my mind to return to reality just to feel something real

#maladaptive daydreaming disorder #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive problems #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive #actually maladaptive #madd things #madd problems #madd

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currently wondering all the things i could be if it weren’t for me being constantly detached from reality

#maladaptive problems #maladaptive daydreaming #actually maladaptive #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #madd

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used to be a haven, now it’s just a prison

#madd #madd problems #madd things #maldaptive daydreaming disorder #actually maladaptive #maladaptive #maladaptive daydreaming #maladaptive problems