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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

#i feel like i'm at a pretty decent place #knock on wood knock on wood knock on wood #if years ago i could see myself now i would save myself so much stress lol #this time 2 years ago and i wanted to [redacted] and this time last year i also wanted to [redacted] #i mean the thought is still there but this is the least intense i've ever felt it #anyways i was miserable during my early 20s i can't wait to yeet myself out of there in 5 weeks #words

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when i say i wish people started using the reblog button more i don't mean it in a 'i want more notes' kind of way i mean it in a 'i want to read about your thoughts on this particular thing' and 'i want to have conversations in the tags' and 'i want this to feel like a community again and not like any of those boring social media platforms where artists are content creators and interactions never goes beyond a like'

#🤍

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they were so excited to reunite they forgot they had their backs turned towards the camera 😭

#ot7 #💜✨

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remember when i posted a poll last year asking who i just should a breakup au about and never did anything with it lol

#maybe tomorrow is the day #angst gods be with me #but is anyone even active on bts ficblr anymore #jen rambles

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tiny kook

#jjk

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Yeah sure we’ve all binged a long fic, but have you ever read a WIP and followed someone’s life?

Tidbits of information - (“I graduated today!”) - and small joys (“It’s my birthday!”) and you get to be there to say “This chapter made me cry, happy birthday, thank you for gifting us this”.

I remember reading this fic of someone at the end of high school, older than me then. They seemed infinitely wise, spoke of their future career and getting into the college they wanted. I remember them posting on days they felt like nothing could bring them down - and on days the whole world did and it’s the aftermath of a hospital visit. Cancer, I think it was, their father. I got to the end of the story, I know their father was fine, but also they got to finish their WIP. I graduated three years later than them, still dutifully wrote thank you notes in every comment. I wonder if they remember me, or just the collective of people reading the story as it updates.

Four years ago I was into my first year of university, my first year of figuring out being out in public spaces. I made excuses as to why my name didn’t match my paperwork and read a fic on the train, the same five chapters over and over again for the next years as I thought the story abandoned. It updated this week after such a long hiatus, I left another thank you comment.

There’s an author I love, they update their stories like a clockwork. When they don’t, I check their blog, just to see if their doing alright, not because I feel like they owe me, just to ensure whether I better get out my laptop to write that really detailed university level essay chapter analysis to get them smiling when their day sucked.

And then, once, when I was 17, I read a fic that hadn’t updated in over a decade. I wasn’t even in primary school when it started posting. On the last chapter, I left a comment that, in retrospect, was horribly rambly and most likely full of grammar mistakes. The author replied and though I couldn’t see their face, I thought of them crying. They were married now, had children, and hadn’t thought about this fic in years. They went through their files again, found another half written chapter and an outline. I got two new chapters to read that year.

And then, recently, someone told me they got back into writing original fiction because of my comments. I get to read nearly weekly chapters.

I love binge reading a finished fic, but nothing is ever going to top the feeling of anticipation of waiting for a chapter, the pure joy when someone tells you I was done with this, but you made me think of it again, so this is for you.

Anyway, I think we should romanticize reading WIPs more, growing up alongside the authors writing the stories we love.

#on writing

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taehyung: *is an ambassador for a coffee brand* also taehyung: i love yuzu tea :)

#kth #lol #my baby bear <3

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Can I watch a great film knowing the actresses in it were terrorized and mistreated the entire time? Can I watch a football game knowing that the players are getting brain injuries right before my eyes? Can I listen to my favorite albums anymore knowing that the singers were all beating their wives in between studio sessions? Can I eat at the new fancy taco place knowing when the building that used to be there got bulldozed eight families got kicked out of their homes so they could be replaced with condos and a chain restaurant? Can I wear the affordable clothes I bought downtown that were probably assembled in a sweatshop with child labor? Can I eat quinoa? Can I eat this burger? Can I drink this bottled water? Can I buy a car and drive to work because I’m sick of taking an hour each way on the subway? Whose bones do I stand on? Whose bones am I standing on right now? 

#words

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*dreamy sigh*

#pjm #jeeeeeeezuz

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#🤍

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t*dd**s

#knj

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“How’s your WIP going?”

"Have you made any progress?”

“How close are you to being done?”

#on writing

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#he's not just some guy he's my WIFE

↳ iconic hobi tags by and for @hopeinthebox 🤍 cr. jung-koook, 0613data

#jhs #lmao these tags are amazing

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#YOOOOOOOOOOO #so one month until i am emotionally destroyed #knj

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530 days before yoongi come back (i love to watch how he is working, its so inspiring)

#myg #my god i love him

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want to be lazy with you. lazy mornings, lazy cuddles, lazy dinner in our sweatpants, lazy makeouts , lazy baths together, lazy late night trips. just a calm and lazy life with you

#inspo

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— 🌸 김석진 ! | ig ; twt

#ksj