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Your Tumblr username decides your profession. How is your first day at work?

#🥺BABY KITTIES??

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please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

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just once I want to see a good post critiquing makeup culture that doesn’t turn out to be made by some janky radfem blog

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Remember guys if you think that milk chocolate should be considered evil because it is not as good as dark chocolate you are participating in the ancient heresy of Gnosticism thank you goodnight

#have you tried Hersheys organic chocolate #I can’t have soy so that’s what I switched too #literally so clean it’s just like cocoa powder and sugar and butter

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song: FUNGUS by the narcissist cookbook

(for @angryducktimemachine i hope you like it bestie cuz it's all your fault <3)

#hey op can I kiss you on the mouth #video #sherlock holmes #granada holmes #john watson #video edit #this is amazing #I love this so much

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When you can't fall asleep at night, have you ever wondered if maybe it's God saying... “I need to talk to you and now you have time.”

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rant

losing my mind. it’s the last week of my classes and im so close to the end but on Saturday ive got a concert. not really a concert it’s like band/concert my violin teacher teaches a TON of instruments and every six months all the students perform songs together its a blast. im so stressed its unreal because the week before the last one my violin hairs just like BROKE and i had to scramble to last minute get it fixed. so im super paranoid that it’s gonna happen again like i think it’s just my imagination but I can feel the hairs going again. its also almost the recital at the dance studio I work at. i heard through the grapevine that some of the other teachers don’t think I’m strict enough with my kids but like. the kids in question are 5. they gotta be a lil squirmy and crazy if you want them to listen. so stressed that they’re gonna be absolutely bonkers and make the other teachers think i can’t control them. my mom is frustrated with her weight and she keeps yelling at me because of it. i love her but i don’t like being the target of her anger for no reason. she’ll just start yelling at me about nothing with no warning and it really puts me on edge around her because i don’t know what she’s gonna do. also triggering because my dad was verbally abusive. my room is a mess. my adhd is bad. im still recovering from my concussion so i can’t write for more than like 20 min before i get a headache. im so bad at speaking spanish which is a problem because i got to a latino church. i worry that im an intrusion but we’ve been there a year and everyones said multiple times how much they love us. i feel the need to show them ive improved since ive joined. im so stressed about being perfect because im so used to having consequences if im not. when my parents divorced my dad tried to take homeschooling away from my mom by using my bad grade as proof in court that she shouldn’t be teaching me and my sisters. do you know what that does to a kid?? 12 years old and having to know that your inadequacy could take you and your sisters away from your mom. every time i got a bad grade i knew he was using it to hurt my mom. let me tell you that’s SO MUCH PRESSURE😭 i started cheating in high school. i stopped by my senior year and i don’t anymore but i never know if all my A’s are because im smart or because it was essentially beaten into me that people got hurt when i didn’t do well. i keep having to telling myself “no one will get hurt if you don’t do perfect” and “there’s no consequences for not being perfect.” I finished a novella a wrote by accident and i want to publish it but i don’t know where to start. my older sister told me she’s a little jealous of me because she’s always had the goal to write but she threw herself into her education first. she’s overcompensating for her jealousy by offering me advice that she doesn’t know how to give and trying to be nit picky trying to make my story “perfect.” im so so tired of people trying to make me perfect im so tired of nothing i do being enough. can’t it just BE.

anyways i need to have serious prayer time and give this to the Lord but it felt good to scream into the void.

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learning that people want you in their lives is a skill you can develop if it does not come naturally

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OKAY series of polls about sock preferences because i'm a curious autistic fuck:

(if you don't wear socks don't answer any of the other questions)

#socks good sticky floor BAD

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you ever just sit and realise u can’t remember 80% of your childhood? like … what happened? who am i ..?

#interesting #me it is the trauma

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bye babes see you after finals <3

#I’ll miss you

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okay americans i gotta ask because as an European i grew up with lots of american shows and cartoons and in a lot of them there was an episode where they give the protags a doll or an egg or a bag of flour or whatever and told them pretend to be its parents or something

#homeschooled so I don’t really know #it seems to have been a thing at some point? idk if it still is #one time a family friend gave my sisters and I a tennis ball and was like “here this is your child look after him for a week”

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why is this so canon though

#Star Wars #funny

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writers and artists will go "this isn't good enough." my brother in christ, you're creating something new out of nothing and expressing yourself creatively. your productivity and unrealistic standards of perfection do not define you or the worth of your art. you're doing great.

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Dear God, today I raise my hands to You in worship. How excellent and majestic is Your Name in all the earth. You alone are worthy of all the praise, glory, and honor. May my life be a testament of Your goodness and faithfulness, drawing others to want to get to know You. In Jesus Name, amen. 🙏