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i just read your ask about konig being a girl dad. i find it very interesting because it resembles a common relationship between dictators/tyrants and their children. they often see their sons as worse/embarrassing versions of themselves, and they adore their daughters (at least, when they're young and not their own person yet)
Yes I just find it so so likely that Kƶnig would be an awkward/semi shitty dad.
His daughters become spoiled little princesses while his son(s) get the blame train. Too many memories, too much pain, too many things Kƶnig never integrated as parts of himself so he can't exactly deal with any kind of mini-me's running around! The only thing keeping him from becoming a total disaster is the haunting memory of his own dad (rest in pieces).
Also why is the thought of a tyrant!Kƶnig so hot
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The day starts as any other does.
You take the train to your stop. Youā€™re early for it, always giving yourself ample time, anxiety about being late building in the back of your throat like a sickness every morning until your feet grace the platform, head and eyes down inside the crowd of shoulders jostling and pushing forward as one.
The day is as normal as ever. You blend into the background of otherā€™s lives, taking up space in their peripheral, just a blink, a dot of existence, an extra on set. A stranger in a strange world.
It stays that way until you settle into a spot against a window, thumbing through the scroll of unanswered emails, mentally prioritizing and preparing for a busy morning. Itā€™s not until a shadow of black, tar and tenebrous mass moves close that your focus jolts, electricity fissuring through your veins, a lightning bolt striking true.
You blink twice when you look up.
Thereā€™s a man, heavy and broad, facing the opposite direction of every single soul on board, staring at you with half lidded eyes. No one seems to notice, no one even seems to see him, the hulking mass taking up more space than feels possible, and the train carā€™s air is impossibly thin, wrapping tight to your lungs, chemical and fuel burning across the back of your tongue.
Itā€™s abundantly clear, this is not a man. He exceeds his skeleton, immortal rage and grace shimmering in the air around him, unblinking focus turning the skin on the back of your neck scalding hot. The rest of you crawl, jitters and shakes, hands trembling in your lap as you try and try again to look away, caught in the web of something you canā€™t name.
An old prayer splinters through your head, splitting your mind wide, reminding you of ancient stories passed through the ages of silent, sulking gods who wait in the wings, watching for the moment the sun calls them back into the light.
Itā€™s not possible.
You reaffirm rational thought. Long dead religion and long dead gods- old wives tales from your upbringing, werenā€™t real. They werenā€™t tangible.
You left all that behind. You existed, flourished, in modern society now, living and breathing alongside those who grew up with televisions and cellphones and endless, mindless entertainment.
But when you look back up at theā€¦ presence, he hasnā€™t looked away. He only watches with a tilted head, shiny scar in his eyebrow catching the warm glow of the rising sun.
And you canā€™t shake the feeling heā€™s something more than a man.
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They Turned the Tide of Some Disastrous Fight, from Parsifal, or the Legend of the Holy Grail by Willy Pogany (1912)
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Just read your SFW/NSFW alphabet (which i absolutely loved btw), and now i'm wondering - how was it for Minotaur!Kƶnig when he received oral for the first time? Did he like it and come in reader's mouth or was he like, no no, my semen belongs in your womanhood, weā€™re supposed to be mating after all.
Oh he loved it!
(ā€¦and for sure was stunned!)
Minotaur!Kƶnig has seen a lot of crazy, horrible, violent things and tbh the rest, he imagined. Most stuff other people would view as abnormal wonā€™t shake our Bull at all. Itā€™s the slow, supple, gentle things that make him halt in awe; sunrise, sunset, birdsong and tender hugs for example. Kind words and soft speech, smiles that lack cruelty, a hot stew after a long day out in the sun. Soft, seductive legs wrapped around him at night; a pair of whispering lips on his scarred, sunburnt skin.
Still, oral sex is one of the few things that will make Minotaur!Kƶnig flustered (for a lack of a better term). If youā€™d ask Kƶnig what he considers to be the ugliest part of his body, heā€™d simply show you his cock! Paradoxically, heā€™s also proud of it because he knows heā€™s big and therefore ā€œpotentā€. But cocks also remind him of crude, blunt weapons about to do harmā€¦ Theyā€™re not so different from a thick oaken club or a spear, only a thousand times more awkward. His is always up when it shouldnā€™t, leaks on everything that should stay unstained, and looks far too big to be thrust inside someone soft like her.
So when she wants to take it in her mouth, the shock value is greater than the immediate pleasure for a momentā€¦ This wonā€™t produce babies, and it only gives pleasure to him. Plus she looks very helpless when she does it; down on her knees like a slave, her stare guided up as if sheā€™s begging for mercy. He isnā€™t used to seeing her like this! He canā€™t even hear her moans, theyā€™re muffled on his cock as if sheā€™s choking on it, and the scene looks so violentā€¦ All the while the pleasure is overwhelming, the sensations simply too much for him. Even worse is that he enjoys it no matter how sloppy and desperate she looks (sheā€™s just in love but as always, love takes a while to get through Kƶnigā€™s thick skull) and cums in no time, unableā€”or so he saysā€”to even speak and prevent his seed from going to waste.
He rarely, if ever, has to take support from anyone or anything but now he grabs hold of the wall because she even licks his slowly softening cock clean. Kisses the tip so gently that he has to fight the urge to flinch away from her. Licks her lips and gives him a mischievous look, asks if he liked it :)
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Ex husband Kƶnig booking a babysitter, telling you that you all need a bigger house now, because your brood has grown to four. (More incoming if you want another baby girl)
Youā€™re expecting to meet a realtor.
Instead you end up at the courthouse with his cum in your knickers ready to get remarried. šŸŒš
ā€œI will get you a nice big diamond eternity ring maus, stop arguing.ā€
Who fucking said THAT
@cutiecusp @misshugs @pxssygxblin @sigrid666 @dustycrusty09
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kneelingshadowsalome Ā· 2 days
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no matter how terrible my day is. i can always end my day in bed imagining fictional characters making out sloppy style and fucking raw. and that's beautiful. there's some good in this world mister frodo and it's worth fighting for
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kidnapped!reader developing extreme stockholm syndrome and abandonment issues, only for kƶnig to be deployed suddenly, leaving you alone to fend for yourself.
imagine kƶnig's heartbreak when he finds you, worn down and completely silent, not remembering why he left you and refusing to even look him in the eyes. :(
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Hi , i love and appreciate the sense of poetry in your writings it catches my attention and excites me to keep reading . Can you please tell me where you get the inspiration from ? Are they books? Perhaps it's your studies ?
Ty and what a lovely question šŸ©·šŸ’‹ There are so many things to list such as the obvious nature, music, other people but yeah, there are some specific little things that inspire me!
Baring my soul here really but here we go:
I consider myself an animist so the works of authors who have an animist mindset as well inspire me very much. Such as Martin Shaw (please go read Courting the Wild Twin or Scatterlings) or Peter Grey (Apocalyptic Witchcraft. Incredible.) or David Abram (Spell of the Sensuous šŸ’™) They all write magically and very poetically, I can feel their writing in my body & soul so that's always a plus.
Also most artists who've written for the Dark Mountain Project (their manifesto is insane btw) or poets such as Gary Snyder, Rainer Maria Rilke, T. S. Eliot set me straight when I feel like I'm lacking in words. Also AnaĆÆs Nin! I know some people can't stand her but I think she's brilliant.
I absolutely love depth psychology, Jung opened the doors for me to understand archetypes, myths and recurring themes in stories. His works and the work of Jungian scholars who've studied fairytales, female initiation and the animus are very dear to me. I think without their influence I wouldn't understand what I'm writing or wouldn't be writing at all.
My studies, sometimes, yes! I read a lot of papers on ethnology and anthropology but it's mainly folklore and myths that are my main interest and inspiration... I'm actually in the wrong field but that's ok ;_;
Also your "regular" psychology, I love to study how the human mind works, I'm especially interested in traits that are considered pure evil such as the Dark Triad. I used to be very interested in war history but nowadays I lean more into reading about the psychological impacts of war. A bit gruesome to list these as "inspiration" but it does inspire me to look monstrous things in the eye and not shy away from them. Especially when writing about traumatized military cocks lol šŸ‘¹šŸ©·
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this thought has been running around in my head for weeks and your Kƶnig hcs are my favoriteā€¦ so here i go
what icks do you think our Kƶnig has? ik he may consider himself to fall in the ā€œbeggars canā€™t be choosersā€ category but i am just so curiousā€¦ šŸ¤”
FAVORITE?! šŸ’ž you are so correct about the ā€œbeggars canā€™t be choosersā€ mentality. Kƶnig is very much aware of how other people tend to view him as some creepy, stupid brute. i think that there is certainly a lot that bothers him, mostly attributed to his past, but none of it is an actual dealbreaker in any sense. youā€™re likely to be met with a cold shoulder and a bit of trust diminished at most. the majority of his ā€œicksā€ are just him picking up on red flags. the gross or awkward things are just cute to him!
A very ā€œvapidā€ approach to interests and such is going to make him concerned. Kƶnig does not understand trends, or liking something simply because someone else does. He equates keeping up with pop culture and fashion as being similar to the children that tortured him in the past (So: popular kids with popular hobbies). Authenticity is held in high regard here. The stranger and more alienated that you are, the more compatible and similar you two may be in his mind.
This said, Kƶnig would go feral seeing you in one of those pretty dresses or outfits that are all the rage. Dressing like a cute milkmaid for a picnic date, playing some sweet love song for him that you may have picked off a viral video, etc. Heā€™s not exactly in touch with these things so heā€™s no proper judge or jury here.
Being too pushy. Thereā€™s a fine line there thatā€™s not to be crossed. He much prefers playing the role of a leader rather than being a submissive follower. Heā€™ll boast about being your devotee, worship like a dog at your feet, but he likes to feel in control of the relationship and what goes on within it.
Heā€™ll never tell you directly that yes, his anxiety will be gnawing at his guts if you plead with him to come along with you to a commonly crowded mall, and expects that a simple rejection should suffice. Itā€™s likely he would keep hushed about the fact that your frustrated pleading actually turns him on, too.
Being unnecessarily cruel. The man gets cruelty, heā€™s paid in abundance for it. But women should be sweet and soft. If youā€™re talking poorly about another person, using words like ā€œuglyā€ or a slur of some kind, how are you any better than some bully? It does not matter that the victim can not hear you speaking about them, what matters is that he can. It would send him into a spiral of thinking that each time you two have had an argument, youā€™re likely cruelly chattering about him to your friends afterward.
Yetā€¦ he is very much the type to shoot an inept employee a glare and make demands. He will call his fellow operators all sorts of things when he returns from a mission gone wrong. Kƶnig is the king of double standards here.
By extension, dogging him/his work/his interests is sure to bother him. Kƶnig likes to believe that heā€™s done the work to make himself more pleasing now: trained his body through the military to give himself the stature women seem to drool over, covers what he can of his face when itā€™s socially acceptable so that others donā€™t harp on an unpleasant glimpse, even thinks of himself as some sort of chivalrous gentleman (very easy to do so as no one gets a peek at what goes on in his mind). His work, not therapy, is where he gets to blow off steam in a justifiable, honorable way. Sure, heā€™s got some dorky, juvenile interests, but theyā€™re things that he enjoys.
Talk of previous relationships/sex would immediately make his blood boil! Even if itā€™s said to assure him that heā€™s better than a former lover. Heā€™s just very jealous and if he were to be blunt, he would tell you he is addicted to the relationship and doesnā€™t want to think of anyone else ever having what he does currently. Itā€™s best not to mention any past you may have had unless you care to answer a series of questions. ā€œWere they better in bed?ā€ā€¦ ā€œFull name?ā€ ā€¦ ā€œWhen did you last see them?ā€
Ironically, if you already have children, he would absolutely adore the stepdad role. Itā€™s not so much as a challenge, then, only the glee that comes with getting to play savior for more than one person.
Infidelity. Whether in a past relationship or in a current one with him. The thought of you ever cheating on him, emotionally or physically, would tear him apart. Something as simple as a fantasy of wanting two or more men to serve you is filed messily in his brain with this, too. Same with you confessing to finding another man attractive, whether a celebrity, someone entirely fictional, or even some random civilian padding by on the sidewalk. All of that counts as some minute form of infidelity to Kƶnig. He does not share.
Heā€™s guilty of threesome fantasies, guilty of staring down a woman that he finds attractiveā€¦ he just doesnā€™t act on these things, holds his tongue and huffs that he certainly wasnā€™t looking and would never want to fuck any one other than you. It does not really occur to him that those things are normal, especially in long term relationships.
Bear in mind that this is all from a man who almost entirely lacks shame. Heā€™s comfortable with himself now (somewhat). He has no qualms with chewing the skin around his fingernails when heā€™s stressed out, picking his nose in front of you, shitting with the bathroom door wide open, or talking with his mouth full when heā€™s just that engaged in a conversation. I think itā€™s only fair to include some of the things he does that may be repulsive!
Absolutely clueless when it comes to seeing you cry. He has no idea how to comfort someone properly as he never really had that. His solution seems to be hovering over you and asking a thousand questions or just draping himself over you and letting your arms curl over him for comfort.
Would kiss you with his eyes open. Not his fault that youā€™re so pretty and he doesnā€™t want to miss a moment of it. Not always, but once is bad enough.
Would absolutely send you an ā€œI miss youā€ text the day after your first date. Will also tell you that heā€™s in love with you the first time you have sex.
Will get hyperfixated on historical weapons and will absolutely purchase some rusted, ancient relic without telling you beforehand. It gets well polished and loved, then displayed on your living room wall.
Loves talking about his kills. Heā€™s proud, because if thereā€™s one thing that heā€™s good at itā€™s knowing where to shoot or stab or punch. He knows to hold his tongue about the more grisly details around someone delicate, but more often than not he is prone to slip-ups.
Will use your toothbrush without asking.
Thinks heā€™s very skilled and very cool because he can trim up any overgrown facial hair with a pocket lighter. It is not cool. Thereā€™s a razor and shaving cream right there. He may not burn himself, but itā€™s not exactly pleasant to have your bathroom smelling of burned hair.
Does not have a lick of fashion knowledge. Plain t-shirts, jeans, combat boots, maybe a belt if he cares to bother with it at most. At the least, when heā€™s at home, you can expect him to indulge in some nudist fantasy because itā€™s unlikely he will bother to wear a thing. Maybe socks.
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Losing my ever loving shit about Konig and his stalker sweetheart on my lunch break. Rent free in my head for the rest of the week at least
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I just find Kƶnig absolutely deserving of a shy stalker bae he lovingly calls his guardian angel
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I know the Kƶnig x secret admirer reader is not gonna be officially continued but I was wondering if you could maybe explore part of itšŸ˜­ thereā€™s a part that mentioned that Kƶnig gets laid in the military and I was wondering how angsty it would be if reader found out?šŸ¤­
Yes of course! ^^ It would be angsty... and fluffy! These two are the silliest people who ever lived tbh šŸ©·šŸ„
Kƶnig is young in this AU (around his early 20s) and wildly inexperienced compared to some of the other recruits his age.
His first time was with a girl who joined the army when Kƶnig had been there for about 1.5 years already. Desperate as he was with hiding the fact that heā€™s still a virgin, he tumbled into bed with this lady after a night out at the bar. She thoroughly seduced him, and Kƶnigā€™s instincts told him she was only looking for fun, but he went with her anyway because, well. Loneliness can kill you, you know?!
He tried to woo her a bit after that until it became quite clear that this woman was not planning to settle down anytime soon. If anything, she was looking for a new conquest ā€“ and itā€™s fine, totally fine, except that Kƶnig had surrendered a tiny piece of his heart to her along with his dick... Thatā€™s just how he is, and it took him more than a few months to get over the fact that it was ā€œjust a shagā€ and he ā€œshouldnā€™t take things so seriouslyā€.
Thatā€™s also why he closed off from people again, decided to concentrate on work and training and gym ā€“ until our cute little angel stumbled into his life like the prettiest saving grace! Kƶnig was a goner from the start because this girl's approach was very different, so gentle and sweet compared to grimy shot glasses and smudgy lipstick and raunchy jokes. Itā€™s a given that he was a little shocked when she sent her that pic šŸ™„ reminding him of promiscuous women who are not looking for a soul but a body, but because he is what he is the first thing he did was crank things up a notch and send her a dick pic backā€¦
Yes, heā€™s desperate, but heā€™s also an go hard or go home man and this time, Kƶnig is relatively sure heā€™s dealing with a lovely, delicate soul. Someone who wouldnā€™t just leave him out in the cold after getting what she wants.
And everything is like a fairytale between these two until she finds out heā€™s not a virgin despite he seemed a bitā€¦ like oneā€¦ (in this scenario I think reader is a virgin and she thought Kƶnig was one too because of obvious reasons? lol) And itā€™s fine, totally fine for her as well, except that the image of Kƶnig having the night of his life with some military babe is haunting her from dusk till dawn.
Thereā€™s bound to be some drama when she starts asking timidly whether sheā€™s still thereā€¦ Whether they see each other every day. If they talk to each other, if he trains with her, etc. What if they test rifles together, or go out again with the sniper crew and get drunk and Kƶnig feelsā€¦ a little lonely?
She knows he would never cheat on her, not in a million years, but knowing how much of a wet dog he is she canā€™t promise that sheā€™ll be all calm and relaxed during weekends, knowing her boyfriend is out there, full of testosterone and heart, his heart somewhat susceptible to female influenceā€¦ Maybe even good old seductionā€¦
And whatā€™s even worse is the jealousy, the envy.
What if sheā€™s more badass than her? That doesn't take much... She must be fierce if sheā€™s in the military, something completely different, a forbidden apple Kƶnig might want to taste again. Itā€™s maddening, and when she finally opens up about it to him, spitting it out one night when he asks whatā€™s bugging his sweet angel, thereā€™s a big fat silence that follows.
Kƶnig can't even believe she has torn her heart to pieces over something like this, alone and upset and ashamed when she's a literal angel. He sits her nice and pretty in his lap and talks her ear off about how he has nothing against this woman, truly, but that she is nothing compared to his first (and hopefully last!) girlfriend. Their love could never be compared to what happened between him and that girl, these things canā€™t even be spoken together in the same sentence. If heā€™s completely honest, his first time was... disappointing. Awkward, humbling, a total drunken mess of which he remembers nothing except that the woman wasnā€™t completely present either and that he was ashamed that his first time had to be like this.
Honestly, he felt like he lost his virginity on the night when he came to see her. Sheā€™s everything heā€™s ever dreamed of, all he thinks about these days... Itā€™s quite annoying, actually, because heā€™s supposed to concentrate on how the wind blows and that the ammo doesnā€™t get wet and that heā€™s properly concealed.
He could be lying in a ditch with dummy rounds whirling past him and all he could think about are her eyes and lips and giggling and tits and, andā€¦ that. How warm it is, how nice it is, how he would just want to curl himself next to her when he hops back to his bunk in the evening. Her smile is the last thing he sees before he dreams, her voice is what he hears. All the things she said, all those sweet, silly little things, chime in his ear before he sleeps.
And all the precious moments theyā€™ve already spent together, the times he made love to her under the trees... Thereā€™s nothing like that in the whole world and if she thinks something else can top that she's even sillier than he thought. He could comb through all the continents and he would never find a girl like her.
So tell him again... Why would he go to a shot glass of saltwater when he has a jar of wild honey right here at home?
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there's a guy on tiktok called Suavexavier who has two doberman dogs who behave wildly different and they're so...double trouble au coded it's insane
I took a quick look and OHMYFUCKINGGODD
This video IS the double trouble au šŸ„²
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I'M NOT OK
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content/warnings: 18+. minors do not interact. more loner x loner because it is a treat for me. fem (afab) reader. Kƶnig is a man just with ears and a tail. vague smut.
Heā€™s the one that was never picked.
So maybe youā€™re too busy for a puppy hybrid, but maybe youā€™re a bit too lonely for an empty apartment. You donā€™t have the space for a big, excitable dog. The cats and bunnies are in high demand, too, thereā€™s no shot of you adopting one of the cute, softer things within your budget. So you settle for a dog. The only dog left at the shelter.
His papers state that he comes from Austria, aged twenty-five and never been put into an actual home before. Heā€™s endured some rigorous military training: scenting, tracking, breaking down thick doors with only a shoulder and an efficient push. A hunter through and through. Then, following his merits: erratic, jumpy, impulsive, and more than a little aggressive.
This dog doesnā€™t growl, only bites.
The paper sits crumpled in your hands as you eye the dimly lit hallway to your left. Posters of information line the beige walls to either side, some with photos of proud kitties and dogs, hand-in-hand with their companions and cheery phrases printed above in a bright, yellow cursive.
If anything, those are the ones that give you the final push to adopt this unloved, discarded experimental soldier. Heā€™s only been given this one very last chance beforeā€¦ You would rather not think of what comes if youā€™re to turn away and leave him to rot and wither here. It must have happened a dozen times already: ambitious families looking for a more intriguing addition only to lock eyes with this pitiful thing and shake their heads ā€˜noā€™ for him to be put on death row like this.
ā€œHeā€™s scary,ā€ the clerk reminds you once youā€™re finally led down the hall to the tiny room your new petā€” no, friend, must be kept in. It was easy to think of them as something else sometimes. Animal instincts as prevalent as their claws, teeth, and fuzzy little ears. But you didnā€™t need a pet, there were an abundance of shops for those. You needed a good soul to spill your guts to and maybe pet from time to time.
ā€œIā€™m sure heā€™s fine.ā€
The poor thing is locked away to fester in what more closely resembles a cell than anything resembling a home. A steel door with a thin, narrow gap in the middle like a peephole keeps him locked in tight. Peering through that narrow gap, you only then seem to realize just what an impulsive decision youā€™re making.
Kƶnig is exactly what the clerk said, continues to say next to you as she searches for the correct key on the ring. Heā€™s bigger than any other hybrid youā€™ve seen before, built narrow at the waist but broad and deadly where it matters most; arms like narrow trees and thighs larger than your head, all muscle and intimidation, even with the cute, perky ears peeking out of the top of his helmet. He was definitely used for guarding and killing, and how a man his stature could even begin to fail that was unknown to you. Not that it was necessary. At most, he may need to shoo a scuttling pest out of the front door and put away a dish or two.
When the door swings open, the clerk offers a hesitant nod before dismissing herself back down the hall, and youā€™re left stood with a pair of blue eyes locked directly onto you.
Kƶnig assesses with a tilt of his head and a slow ascent to his feet. Heā€™s clad in layers of black, an empty vest where magazines or grenades must have been in place prior. Hell if you knew. He should have been given a fresh change of clothes after being discharged and sent to this place. A proper bed, too, considering the only furniture in this barren place seemed to be a cot that could never hope to hold him.
If not for the swaying of his tail, you might even find yourself nervous, but he does well to try and look approachable, even greets you with a thickly accented tongue beneath that hood. A simple, ā€œHallo.ā€
ā€œIā€™ve adopted you,ā€ you explain, and it sounds ridiculous. You canā€™t just adopt a full-grown man. Maybe a puppy or some hybrid child, never a man better suited for a gladiator pit than a home. ā€œI mean thatā€¦ if you want to come home with me, you can.ā€
He gives you a huff, a burst of breath that pushes the hood out from his face and a near imperceptible roll of his eyes as a step is taken toward you. It must sound stupid, even to him, but the wiry tail at his back does not cease its wagging. No matter how stern the glimpses of his face seem to look and how alarming his size may be, heā€™s nothing but an eager pup it seemed.
ā€œRichtigā€¦ Then letā€™s go.ā€
Life with your big soldier turns out to be remarkably easy.
The first few weeks are dedicated to stoking up some sort of bond and rationing out chores. Simple tasks to see how he adapts, and small rewards in the form of pets along the velvety fur of his ears and scratches beneath his chin. The walks with you seem to be his favorite and tend to be long, but he remains right at your side the entire way. The only barking to be heard comes from nosy passersby that warn you to keep your beast on a leash, but you let him be reasoning that it wouldnā€™t do you any good at all. Your strength was that of a tiny rabbitā€™s by comparison.
Kƶnig is clean enough from his prior military training and does as you ask without complaint. Even things you donā€™t request, such as your laundry are taken care of before you ever even return from work. Heā€™s overbearing on those evenings, when youā€™ve been apart and he sates himself drunk on the scent of your perfume still clinging to the collar of an old sweater. Excitable and sweet, though, when he curls at your side while some movie plays on the television screen.
It amazes you how easily heā€™s shifted from stiff to adoring in a matter of days, but itā€™s rare to have a moment to yourself now. The hybrid is insistent on pulling you up into his lap when youā€™re curled on the couch, or rushing behind to hoist you up and pin you between an expanse of chest and the kitchen counter with drooly licks against the side of your neck and cheek. Biting, too. You try your best to bully that out of him, flicking at his ears or shoving against his face, but thereā€™s always a mark left behind.
When a coworker gives you a mischievous grin and asks if thereā€™s a new man in your life at the sight of a purplish bruise against your throat, that is when you decide that a collar may actually be nice. Weave your fingers between leather and skin and give Kƶnig a sharp tug when he gets too rowdy, maybe that would teach him. Spray bottles and warnings spoken through giggles just arenā€™t enough.
You find one that you think might fit at a shop specializing in hybrid needs. Itā€™s thick and well-made, a black leather hold to match that big scary demeanor that he tries his best to uphold. The cutesy silver bell attached to it is just a bonus. At least you would hear him coming the next time he insisted on peppering you in kisses with his tail a blur behind him.
He greets you at the door as always, unlocks it for you and pulls it open before you ever even make it to the top of the landing. Itā€™s cute how giddy he seems each day when you return, how he doesnā€™t hesitate to walk right up to you with his hands at his sides, his own silent request for a hug or some form of affection whilst staring down at you and mumbling a ā€œhalloā€ like the most awkward gentleman in the entire world.
ā€œI got you a present,ā€ you excitedly tell him instead of blessing him with your usual embrace, lifting up the little gift bag with a smile.
When the collar is retrieved from the bag by a massive hand, Kƶnig does not mirror your enthusiasm. Any light in the placid blue of his eyes seems to extinguish, smothered and fizzled out to pave way for a look of the purest disdain. He rolls the leather between both palms, only then regarding you with as a heavy sigh stirs up from his chest to whistle past the open mouth beneath the hood.
Maybe he would have preferred something with spikes. Something heavy and intimidating with a tag that read ā€œFUCK YOUā€ in red, painted letters.
ā€œI donā€™t wear collars,ā€ he finally says, flatly.
Or maybe a muzzle would have been bestā€¦
ā€œYou do now, big guy,ā€ you challenge with an airy laugh, slipping past him to cross into your home. Tidy as ever, heā€™s been working today it seemed. The bulb in the living room has been replaced, a few pieces of furniture rearranged. It all just looksā€¦ cozy. More habitable now that someone else lives here too.
Kƶnig follows you inside with his head lowered and tail pushed between his thighs. The collar rests in one hand, fingers curled over it so tightly it almost seemed he wished the damned thing to dissipate into dust.
ā€œNein. I wonā€™t wear it.ā€ The door is locked behind him. Itā€™s the first time heā€™s refused you anything. Even cleaning up around the kitchen wasnā€™t met with a rejection. Itā€™s odd, almost uncharacteristic for him.
ā€œI just thoughtā€¦ā€ You would want to be mine. Properly. With a nice symbol of it right around his neck, with a sturdy leash to lead him by, withā€¦
Any thought in your head puffs into a plume of smoke back there behind your eyes when you feel two hands grasp at your shoulders, push you back towards the wall to hold you there. Hugging, lifting, cuddling up against, even lickingā€¦ those things were commonplace. This was foreign and surprisingly rough; thereā€™s no give to his hold, no room to even try to move away as his head lowers to stare you straight in the eyes.
ā€œI killed my last handler.ā€
ā€œDid youā€¦?ā€
ā€œJa.ā€
That confession should have sent icy dread to the pit of your stomach, should have spurred you to claw and kick and bite. Surely the shelter would have known, could have warned you too. That would have spared you from looking like a terrified little rabbit now, yet a part of you knew it wouldnā€™t have changed a thing. Kƶnig sort ofā€¦ belonged here, as if written in some silly reading of the stars.
His ears flatten against his skull, large hands trembling where they hold you in place. The dam begins to crack as his eyes grow glassy, gaze far away in a concoction of pain and contemplation. He stares through you, not at, reliving something you dared not ask for an explanation for. The whys and hows die on your tongue.
And thereā€™s nothing scary about him anymore.
Thereā€™s only a wounded soldier here.
A good boy.
Your hands rise to flip up the hood, rest it over the top of his head to cup his jaw in your palms, stroking over his cheeks with both thumbs to soothe and comfort. His unwinding comes immediate, hands slipping down to your lower back to pull you in closer.
You donā€™t apologize and neither does he. Everything just falls back into a comfortable lull, some fuzzy droning from both sides as you wish one another good night. He walks you to your bedroom door, the very best he can do to prove that heā€™s not some mutt with froth coming from his jaw. You bite your tongue to prevent yourself from encouraging that he sleep next to you.
ā€œYouā€™re a good boy, you know that?,ā€ you tell him as you lean against the door in preparation to push it closed. ā€œThe very best there is.ā€
He doesnā€™t respond, but the tail behind him wags at a frantic pace from those words alone.
The following morning is different.
Thereā€™s food on the table and coffee already brewing by the time you cross from your room into the kitchen. The air bears the scent of sandalwood and geranium, a forgotten candle sat burning on the countertop. You eat your breakfast of too-sweet pancakes and prep your coffee to go all while the shower runs from somewhere down the hallway.
He usually waits, tells you goodbye before youā€™re off to work, bites at your neck and asks which will be better: a movie after dinner or some fresh air. Instead, thereā€™s a note attached to the door. Something simple and mischievous, a scribbled, lopsided heart and some phrase in German written with handwriting so sloppy that there was no hope of your still sleep-addled mind translating it.
You chalk it up to him being fully adjusted in this new space, let him go about his business while you go about yours.
It would be a walk tonight.
Arriving home twists what is simply different into the realm of bizarre. No hugging by the door, it sits closed and untouched since you left this morning. You inhale something heavy, trepidation or maybe a bit of yearning there, while you fumble with your key in the lock. A click, a push, and then everything just changes. Thereā€™s no crashing and burning, only a very firm and insistent buzzing that rises to your chest, because the sight inside is justā€¦
Kƶnig.
Your Kƶnig.
The hood has been discarded and set aside on the polished wood of a nearby table, the little bell collar sits right along his throat. It jingles when his ears perk and his tail begins that gentle sway, swishing with every step that you take into the apartment, rampant and unyielding when the sparkles in your eyes cluster like the tiniest, most insignificant stars.
No apologies, but this was something better.
ā€œGut?,ā€ he asks you, kneels before you with the cutest stare that youā€™ve ever seen on a man. Constellations sit there waiting to be mapped, and your giant puppy waits for just a little praise.
You stroke his ears first, then dip your head to press a kiss to his cheek.
ā€œThe best boy,ā€ you tell him.
ā€œI have a present for you too.ā€
No protest comes when he herds you out of the door, still in your stiff uniform with your hair a mess. The sun begins its setting out on the horizon, bathing the world in purple and gold. Trees with spring blossoms and wildflowers all abloom tinge the air in something sweet. Itā€™s not your usual trail, and Kƶnig doesnā€™t walk at your side this time, only ahead. You watch him fondly as he grazes his fingertips against the blooms hanging from branches just overhead, how he shies away from the curious nesting birds in bushes as to not startle them.
It isnā€™t the usual trail, but he walks it with confidence. There are no people out so late in the day, and apart from the occasional quip between the both of you, the setting only bears the sound of the chiming of his bell and a few night birds beginning to call. Peace morphs to something greater when the sun tucks itself away and sets the stage for a bright, waning moon. Thereā€™s a small clearing, a meadow cut straight through by the dirt path you walk, and only then are you pulled aside.
ā€œHere,ā€ he huffs against your chest when your back meets soft grass and a hazy, spring sky is painted out above you.
Maybe youā€™re not the best with men, but there have been signs.
So many in abundance that the pitiful squeak that leaves you when his nose finds its way up your skirt is only an embarrassment. Kƶnig must have found it charming, reaches for both of your hands as he laps at your sex through the thin lace of your panties until your body grows tense and your nails leave little crescents on the backs of his hands.
The words donā€™t come, they donā€™t have to when he speaks them for you, little whispers and coos into your hair when any barrier between you is discarded with the descent of a zipper and the sound of tearing lace. Thereā€™s an outpouring of thanks in the form of a tiny, fragile, ā€œI missed you.ā€
The night birds calling washes out each sound that escapes from either of you then, only outdone by the symphony of impact when Kƶnig loses himself entirely to you. Limbs curling around narrow hips and a broad back, pools of blue so shimmery and pretty they outdo even the moon hanging above locked onto you. He doesnā€™t look away even as you try to bury your face into the width of his shoulder, only then guides you back down with a gentle hand and a muffled, needywhine.
ā€œGood boy,ā€ comes as a mere peep when he fully sheaths himself and laps at the corner of your mouth as you speak. The praise only causes him to still, pries the words from his panting mouth and reduces them to a series of pleasured, stuttering groans.
ā€œWhat did the note say?,ā€ you ask him in the silence that comes comfortable once the act is done, nestled into a pair of strong arms with a cheek pressed against an expanse of chest.
ā€œOh.ā€ Kƶnig laughs breathily, coming down from the height of both love and need.
ā€œThat you found home?,ā€ you ask when he pets at your hair, twirls strands between his fingertips. ā€œBecause I think that I may have, tooā€¦ā€
ā€œSomething like that.ā€ He shrugs, loosens his grip around your body for a mere second before pulling you in closer, tighter to him, as if letting go would end the world entirely. ā€œHeaven.ā€
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kneelingshadowsalome Ā· 3 days
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People aren't homes, they never will be. People are rivers, always changing, forever flowing. They will disappear with everything you put inside them.
~ Nikita Gill
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kneelingshadowsalome Ā· 3 days
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Lick
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I always imagine Kƶnig as someone who wouldn't hesitate to licks your face like a dog hahah
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kneelingshadowsalome Ā· 4 days
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I want him.
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