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Neil: I love you.

Andrew: It'll pass.

#andreil #fleabag #Aftg

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I need to read an Andreil fic that makes me heal my heart. I'm just a girl

#Aftg #andreil

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when recommend aftg as a romance book, dude did we read the same trilogy?

#Aftg

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i'm destroyed

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Bakugo and todoroki's relationship is be very intense, in the sense that Bakugo has too much passion and todoroki is a more reserved being. So Bakugo wants more from Todoroki, he wants to feel a little more of his fire and less of the cold side of him. Todoroki wants less of the explosions and the screams from Bakugo. But they also like that about the other, let's say each one knew what the other was like. Todoroki loves how Bakugo gets excited and screams and hugs him between kisses when he receives good news, and Bakugo loves the calm of his boyfriend after a busy day and the quiet but comforting support when something goes wrong. They fit.

#todobaku #Bakutodo #boku no academia #bnha headcanons #bakugou katsuki #todoroki shouto

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imagine Andrew going to training in his typical black clothes covered in cat hair and his teammates giggling softly because it is impossible for them to imagine a tough guy like Andrew snuggled between kittens. Then when Neil uploads to instagram a photo of Andrew with his cats sleeping on top of him, his team captain hangs the image on the photo wall so everyone remembers that Andrew has a soft side. Andrew gets mad at Neil for it but will pretend to be sleeping anyway when Neil takes pictures of him and his pets.

#aftg #aftg headcanon #aftg hc #andrew minyard #neil josten

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I'm tired of life, I am tired of my expectations and everything that others expect of me.

I have so many desires and little money.

I want. I want. I want.

But I can't, I want so many things, to conquer the world with my hands but little by little that desire inside me is fading.

Because I know I'm not going to make it. Because I'm young but not young enough

What am I? the intermediate age between young and adult?

That I am? I don't know, but I hope someone tells me. I'm so lost here.

#writing #thinking #getting older #female writers #just thinkin #so tired #well it sad

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Allison and andrew will get along eventually. She likes to talk, he is of few words, so one day when the girls and Neil are not there and Allison is really angry with that boy she is talking, she sees Andrew when goes for Neil and the conversation just emerges, Allison rant and Andrew stares at a fixed point on the wall as they eat ice cream. And so their routine arises, once a week Allison knocks on him bedroom door with two ice cream and her starts complaining, Andrew when he feels comfortable enough starts to growl in response or give his opinion on the matter, they will eventually talk about anything too.

Andrew usually tells her to go to a therapist, he is not interested in his drama, but anyway he waits for Allison every Thursday at 6pm

#Aftg #aftg headcanon #aftg hc #andrew minyard #allison reynolds

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I just found out the world doesn't revolve around me ??? Wow is that possible ??

#thinking #just thinkin #Scorpio mood #be like

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I love the neil's pun when he says to andrew "And I am nothing... And as you've always said, you want nothing" and Andrew simply stared him like 0.0 My smart boy

#Aftg #aftg andreil #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil

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Andrew and Neil as I don't smoke by mitski

I don't smoke Except for when I'm missing you To remember your mouth, how it Tasted true And I don't smoke Except for after I've held you, baby Being with you Makes the flame burn good

#Aftg #Mitski #aftg andreil #andrew minyard #neil josten #Lyrics

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The first time Andrew wanted to hold Neil's hand was in a normal summer afternoon, they were leaving an ice cream parlor downtown with all the foxes, without incident although there were quite a few insults exchanged, after all they were the foxes.

The night was beginning, Allison said a comment that Andrew not hear, he was not really presenting attention to anyone, but he heard Neil laugh and turned his head to gaze him, it was a loud laugh, now he had begun to loosen more around them. Alisson said something else and Neil laughed again covering his mouth for not spit the ice cream shake that had not yet finished, Andrew gaze him again, Neil's eyes crinkled when he laughed and his cheeks became more pompous, an Andrew liked his laughter.

Andrew wanted to kiss him, but he was feeling a lot in was moment, so he just reached out hand and touched his long and scarred fingers, he felt Neil tremble for a millisecond until he recognized his touch. He turned his face and now his gazes met, the descending rays of the sun made his hair look like fire and his blue eyes stood out even more, Neil smiled and a soft blush edged his cheeks. Andrew gave him a small smile, that was reserved exclusively for him, and holding their hands and started walking togheter ignoring the gaping gazes from the rest of the foxes and Nick's excited voice saying "You both blushed, you saw it too?"

#Aftg #aftg fanfic #aftg fic #aftg headcanon #aftg hc #andreil #andrew minyard #neil josten #the foxes

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enemies and lovers is a completely superior trope than enemies to lovers. facts

#enemies to lovers #romance trope #Enemies tropes #Books

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Is poetic that Andrew be scorpio, is literally his sign

#andrew minyard #Aftg

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Lo he intentado

Lo he intentado

Juro cariño que lo he intentado

Pero mi cuerpo se siente cansado

Y mi cabeza se siente pesada

Y la vida parece asfixiarme.

Y lo intento,

Y me rompo

y mientras me recojo me vuelvo a romper.

Hice todo

para mantenerte feliz

Pero dios

Estoy tan cansada

Y lo intento.

Intento

Intento

Intento vivir.

#mi poesia #poesia en español #poesía en castellano #poema original #una chica escribiendo #escribiendo en soledad #poetry #Poem

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When mitski said "It's been a long hard twenty year summer vacation both these twenty years trying to fill the void" and "I will retire to the salton sea at the age of 23 for I'm starting to learn I may never be free" and then "and i was so young when I behaved twenty five yet now I find I've grown into a tall child" and then "I used to think I'd be done by twenty now at twenty-nine, the road ahead appears the same" and "mom, am I still young? Can I dream for a few months more?" That's it.

#mitski #class of 2013 #mitski lyrics #i want to cry #Is just so sad

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Neil Josten and the foxes as I bet on losing dogs by mitski

Will you let me, baby, lose On losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down

I wanna feel it I bet on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when I cum Someone to watch me die

#Aftg #the foxes #neil josten #andrew minyard #lyrics #mitski