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3 AM or 3 PM, I do not care. I will be there, when you need me.

lostmusing (via wnq-writers)

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Sana sa susunod na maiinlove ako wala ng what ifs. Wala ng tanong tanong kung bakit ako. Wala ng hesitations because I need to finish some stuffs before it. Wala ng pero pero. Wala ng hadlang. Wala ng what if ganito, ganyan. Wala ng sukuan.Wala ng second option feeling. I believed this will happen at the right time with the right person.

#life #love #lifelife #him

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what's love?

I know the “typical” definition of love is all about butterflies and emotions, but that’s not sustainable. Being in love is very different from loving someone.

Love is the deliberate choice to always look for someone else first. It’s the decision to give your best and to make someone as happy as you can, even when they’re angry or tired or sad or unfair. It’s the desire to help someone grow.Love is all about losing. If you want to win that argument, win that fight, you’re going to lose the person. If you’re willing to make compromises, to not always get what you want, you might keep that person forever.When this is mutual, and both people only want each others best, then it’s the greatest thing ever. Love is not about attraction or about feelings; of course those play a role, especially when it comes to romantic relationships, but pure love is a choice to put someone else’s need before your own. It’s a choice you have to make over and over again. It’s the choice to invest time and effort into a friendship and to not give up on someone. Ever.

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You crave the deepest connections with others, but you don’t trust to let anyone in.

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#dt #writings

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I love it when people tell me about me because I have no idea who I am

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08/21/16 still sick yet still stubborn

last night was one of the worst night that ever happened to me. Kasi kahit na sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko tumuloy pa din ako lumuwas. Tanong ng tanong sakin, kapatid ko kung kaya ko daw ba, and I keep on saying na kaya ko. May commitment kasi ako the following day kaya need ko talaga bumalik sa Manila. Mga bandang 8pm na ko naka alis sa bahay namin nun tapos antagal ko pa bago nakasakay. Habang nasa byahe, na ako lang mag isa, ramdam ko na yung sobrang sama ng pakiramdam. I kept on praying na sana kayanin ko hanggang sa makarating ako sa dorm, na safe ako makabalik. Kasi sobrang takot and kaba ko nun. Hindi ko na napigilan, nagsuka ako sa CR ng North Ave MRT. like wth, may body was kinda shaking and mangiyak ngiyak na ko since no one is with me to help me out. Pagkasakay ko ng MRT, tnawagan ko agad mommy ko tell my situation. I was literally crying sa loob mismo ng MRT ah. I can feel my mom and my siblings panicking because of me. They even suggest na, bumaba ako sa Cubao station , at susunduin nila ko dun sa isang fast food chain dun. But naisip ko na, sobrang tagal pa nila bago ko mapuntahan. So sabi ko, direcho na lang tlga ko sa dorm sa Makati. Bahala na kung ano mangyare sakin, hilong hill, masakit ang ulo, nilalagnat. Naisip ko dn na magpasundo sa ka dorm ko sa 7/11 malapit samin, kaso naisip ko na baka tulog na yun since past 10pm na yun. So ako nalang tlga. Good thing naka uwi ako ng dorm kahit masama pakiramdam plus ako lang mag isa. Pagtaas ko sa kwarto, iyak ako ng iyak dahil sa sakit ng ulo na parang pnupukpok sa sobrang sakit. Basta halo halo na yung pakiramdam. Tapos tumawag kapatid ko, she told me to just pray and wag mag panic. You know what I realized after that? Yun yung give yourself a break. Try to take a rest and don't stress yourself. Kaya ayun sinundo ako kaninang umaga ng mommy at kapatid ko sa dorm at andito ko ngayon ulit sa malolos.

#life #2016 #masakit besh

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08/20/16 Joined Calligraphy Workshop

* So happy that I participated on this workshop. It really is not too late to try new things. * Thought calligraphy writing was easy but I tell you guys, it is not. It needs a lot of patience and focus. * I met a new Ate. Hi Ate Mariel (top right, wearing black shirt). She’s so pretty and mahinhin, she took a fashion design course at St. Benilde BTW. * AND ohh! Reunited with some Blue Falcons (Victory Malolos 😊)

Glory to God for this awesome day. :) even though I went to the hospital before this event and waited for so long to have my check up. And ohhh!! Bad news, I need to undergo to endoscopy because of unending stomachache. i cri. huhu im so scared. 😣😭😫

#photos #2016 #calligraphy #workshop #life

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…Just because people aren’t in our lives anymore, doesn’t mean they stop thinking about us and vice versa.

Wendy Mass, Jeremy Fink and the Meaning of Life (via wnq-writers)

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it took me a long time to admit this to myself  but i realize now  that every time  i forgave you  for the same mistakes  i was forgiving you  for knowing better and still choosing to hurt me and that is unforgivable

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20160804 - 12:07am : late night conversation with Kuya Allen. It feels good to know someone who has the same perspective and interests as you.

#life

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currently listening to Cold Coffee - Ed Sheeran. and if feels gooood! ☺ Tell me if I'm wrong Tell me if I'm right Tell me if you need a loving hand To help you fall asleep tonight Tell me if I know Tell me if I do Tell me how to fall in love the way you want me to

#ed #ed sheeran

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and im so sick of love song, so tired of you . hahaha chos lang. may sakit kasi ko ngayon kaya napapakanta nalang. lol 😭

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Someday, someone will thank you for letting me go.

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that moment when you're too lazy to go to Manila but you have no choice