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Mer Kore cheeb, and during MerMay wowzie~

#art #mermay #I love my friend's oc #Side note I love the coloring (rendering?) and the dreamy wc texture

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I blocked someone earlier today on TikTok for making a video recommending reading $73R3K fic but not watching TeWo at all and I just.

It's not that I CARE about it anymore but I'm not gonna expose myself to that kind of toxicity if I can help it

#monstra.txt #Not that I recommend watching TeWo at all but lmao whatever #cherry on top is that they're disavowing the age gap as well #like why even bother reading it if you can't interact whatsoever with the source material #What's the point of reading fic 😭

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Today in Gusanito news:

The boy is pushing and rolling my metal 32 oz metal water bottle across the floor so he can crawl after it and push it again.

Yes, he's definitely doing this on purpose. I know it's on purpose because he rolled it into a dead end and pulled it back towards himself, pivoted, and pushed it away again.

#monstra.txt #the gusanito chronicals

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people online talk so much about hating babies and kids but in "the meatspace" people LOVE babies. hang out with a baby and you will see so many people staring at you with big smiles and waving at you and going "that baby is SO cute" and generally being pleasant unprompted. the lady at the vietnamese place just now gave us like three extra soup spoons because my niece loves those spoons but kept dropping them on the floor and the lady kept giving us more with a massive smile on her face. on our walk today a bunch of construction guys waved and grinned at her the whole time we walked by, and when we passed by an elementary school a little girl said "your baby's really sweet!" babies are not balls of irritation and hatred they are beacons of joy and kindness actually and they bring out the best in strangers. whenever im out with her we have multiple positive interactions with strangers who are so happy to see her. or maybe it's just that my baby niece is the cutest most wonderful baby in the world :]

#can confirm #ppl love babies #the gusanito chronicals

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honestly you all are so annoying because motherhood IS interesting but fandom people are simultaneously obsessed with deciding that every woman has motherly qualities and completely disinterested in actually exploring motherhood as a role that informs a character. I do think exploring a character being a mother can be wildly interesting if they are canonically one, but because of misogyny, people just view motherhood as a totally unremarkable naturalized state that all women must inhabit!

#monstracore #monstra vs fandom

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shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

#Me af #monstracore

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Remembered something that made me feel really grummy 😞

Like getting purposefully excluded because of (perceived) gender and there were other reasons I was upset but I was, unfortunately, also upset about being seen as a woman and not one of the guys 😞 I'm literally just as much one of the guys as my husband is 😭

Sometimes I wonder if we count as a same gender couple or if people would be upset if we claimed that without "transitioning" or being "out" but it genuinely doesn't even matter to us because we've been queer in all ways the whole time. I don't really know for sure if we have the same gender type, but our genderfluidity is definitely adjacent. Gender Chameleon × Schroedingers Gender.

But maybe I'm more of like a genderfluid man with tits idk

#monstra.txt #all i do is get high and talk about gender #except i can't get high anymore lmao

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The Mandalorian manga deciding to spread this scene out over five entire pages, in the hands of this artist, is an extremely valid choice oh my god.

#star wars #sending some of these panels to my niece 🥰

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#tumblr polls #pads #I haven't had a regular period for almost 5yrs bc of the brain tumor but #It used to always be pads or bust.

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Now would be a good time to read the Brothers War but I need to put food away 😭

#monstra.txt #but I can't really do either without waking the baby up 😭

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attempted visualization of me breastfeeding at my desk. when he's not doing this, he is sitting on my lap and putting his foot on the desk.

#monstra.txt #the gusanito chronicals

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beyond my skin, deep in my bones

#art #i love everything about this

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Not my nephew sending me a sweet ass mother's day text that's making me all teary-eyed 😭

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Ancient Assyrian Mermaid

Prompt 2 for chloe.z.arts' Historical Mermay challenge! I found an image of a Ancient Queen that I liked and I rolled with it. I don't think I have her perfectly right, but I really enjoy the amount of tassels on Ancient Assyrian clothing so I had fun!

I am the artist! Do not post without permission & credit! Thank you! Come visit me over on: instagram, tiktok or check out my coloring book available now \ („• ֊ •„) /

https://linktr.ee/ellen.artistic

#art #mermay #character design #creature design

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*please rb w reasons or elaboration! i'm curious

#tumblr polls #other: soaps #I get nervous really easily so I would be really stiff I think #but soaps would force me to embrace the melodrama I think

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Waiting for the MTG books to ship and arrive.

#monstra.txt #I could be reading ebooks instead bc there's other mtg books I'll be reading digital only and yet... #ngl I probably will at some point

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We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

#tumblr polls #I said strangers too but liiiiiike I'd probably prefer acquaintances at least